Soul-Sarah's POV

I guess Anakin noticed my view. He stood up and walked over to me. He knelt down in fron of me and tried to look in my eyes. I never had think about how hard it must be for him to see his Padawan, but knowing she isn't here.

"Sarah, what's wrong?"

I couldn't speak. All I was doing right now was searching for her in the back of my head. The place where she had been, empty. I tried everything, she wasn't there anymore.

"She's gone …"

My voice was so weak and brocken. I looked up at Anakin who seemed not to understand what I was talking about. I swallowed before I spoke again. My voice became more and more quietly by every word I spoke.

"Ahsoka, … she's gone. She isn't there anymore."
"What do you mean she isn't there anymore."
"She had a place in the back of my head, … She isn't there. I searched for her …"
"Since when is that?"

His voice was broken like mine was. I saw how his eyes began to become slightly red, 'cause they gathered water for tears.

"Since I wake up by the Seeker, … I guess."

He gasped and stood up. He turned away from me and his hands were in his hairs. He sighed.
"Maybe she is just weak, maybe she just need time …"
"Maybe …"

Ahsoka, when you're still here … Please answer me. Show us that you didn't gave up!

There was silence. For a month I would had been glad, but now. I missed her. She was like a sister to me. We became friends. We stood through so much. I sighed ang swallowed, trying to hold back my own tears.

I stood up and walked lost in thoughts the corrior to the kitchen down. I didn't even noticed that Anakin was going beside me.

I stopped. Ahsoka came always when her emotions were big, or overwhelming. Maybe there was a chance to get her back. I looked at Anakin who had stopped, as well. I had the feeling to be weird or stupid, but it was the only way to proof if she was gone or not.

"Kiss me …"

He looked surprised and hesistated just for a few seconds, before I felt his lips on mine. It was the passionate kiss I ever had felt. I let again all love and all passion through this kiss in my back head.
I knew that Souls couldn't love. They hdon't have this emotion.

There was nothing. No reacting. I cried as he pulled away. He wiped my teras away and pulled me into a tight hug. I cried even more. He rested his head between my montrails.

I pulled away. He lifted my chin up and looked in my eys. I saw tears in his eyes as he stared at the white circle in my eyes. He pressed me slightly agains the wall behind me, until I touched it with my back.

I felt my breathing became faster. I had honestly no idea what he is doing. I was nervous and swallowed as I felt his breath on my face as he said.

"If I can't kiss her …"

My heart stopped and I gapsed quietly.

"I can kiss you."

He pressed his lips on mine and I returned the kiss. I felt the passion, the love, the desire. But this time I didn't let it in the back of my head. I hold it and let it to my heart.

My chest burnt. The place where his hand rested on my nack burnt under his touch as well as my cheek. I never had felt so much in one thing. I always had heard of the power of love, but I never had understand it, until now.

I had both hands on his cheeks. He pulled me closer to him. I couldn't resist this wonderful feeling. I wished it would never stop. Even if I can't feel love, I can feel it's power.

My eyes were closed as I heard him gapsing. He let go of me and my hand's didn't rested on his cheeks anymore. I opened my eyes and saw my hand formed to a frist, holding high. I saw over to Anakin who hold his cheek and looked surprised at me.

How dare he?!
You're back!
I never was gone.

A tear rolled down my cheek as I looked up to Anakin with a smile. He looked confused, but seemed to understand. He walked over to me and hugged me. I smiled in his chest.

We thought the seeker had broke the bound.
She tried, I let it seem like she did, but she didn't.
But why didn't you response?
I was weak, after fighting against her. I needed and emotion to get strong, you saved me.
Always.
But how could he kiss you?!
Calm down. I can't feel love, so don't be afraid.
Good.

I heard her laughing and I luaghed short with her. Anakin pulled away and looked down at me.
"Is she really back?"
"She is. She is just a little bit angry, 'cause you kissed me."
"I had to."
"And I am greatful for that."

He smiled. I never had him seeing smiling like this. I smiled as well. I heard foot steps. I turned my head to my side and saw Keyla runnign towards me. Tears in her eyes.

"Is she really gone?!"
"No. Keyla … She is back."

The little girl stopped immediately crying and hugged me. I wrapped my arms around her and lifted her up. I walked with her and Anakin to the kitchen. I was surprised as everyone asked if she back or gone.

We had been captured, but I had learned one thing. One thing which could help Ahsoka to become herself again, without and another life for me. I just hope it will work. She will than be free, and I as well.

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