Sami:

I rush back to my cabin before anyone can see me cry. I sit on my bed and stare at the wall. What have I done? The tears start to fall when I find his note shoved in with my clothes. What have I done? He never would of understood me, I can't even understand myself right now. I should of just let him kiss me I think as tears stream down my face. Why does it matter if people know? I guess that would make it official. I've never had a boyfriend before so I can't go into a big speech about how I've had my heart broken too many times before. That's it, I was afraid that once people knew about us he'd be my official boyfriend. I guess I'm not ready for this. I'm being an idiot! This is stupid because I love being with Leo, I love the way I feel when I'm around him. That's what a boyfriend is supposed to make you feel like, right? I'm so confused and the only thing that makes sense right now is the fact that I've ruined everything.

That night I go to dinner with my cabin. I scrape half of my plate into the fire and pray not only to my father but to anybody who can help me. I sit at the edge of the table and pick at my food with my fork. Brett squishes in next to me and puts his arm around my shoulder.

"Hey Sami!" He says grinning.

"Hey." He gives me a strange look when he hears the emotion in my voice.

"What's wrong." He asks.

"I'm just tired. I'm going to go back to the cabin and get some rest."

"Ok. That sounds like a good idea." He says. I smile at him before getting up and walking away. Brett truly cares about me but doesn't push it. He knows there is more to it than what I told him. I'm just glad he knows enough not to bug me about it.

That night I sneak out of my cabin and head to the tree where Leo and I would meet, but this time he's not there. I slump down with my back against the tree and sob. Not loud sobs just silent meaningful sobs. I think of all the times we met here. I think of last night when he asked me to sing. I think about waking up with his arms around my waist. I think about how I told him that his voice sounds adorable when he's tired. I think about him saying I should sleep with him more often. Right now I'd give anything to have him beside me under this tree.

The next few days go by painfully slow. I haven't seen Leo around camp so I assume he's in the woods working on the Argo II. I keep telling myself I should go talk to him but I can't find the courage. "Stop being a little bitch and go talk to him!" I keep yelling at myself but I think that might just make things worse. Piper was right. Everyone wants to hook up in the spring. I really don't understand why though. Even Brett has a "spring fling", as he calls it. She's an Aphrodite with strait brown hair and slightly tan skin. She seems nice but I haven't met her. Even I've been approached by a few guys. I walk down to the dummy arena and start kicking all my anger out. I roundhouse kick one dummy in the chest and punch another in the face. Out of the corner of my eye I see a guy walk in to the arena. He strides confidently over to me and leans on the wooden post. I really don't have the patience for this today.

"Hey nice swing." He says.

I roll my eyes and reply with, "What's it to you?"

"I could show you a thing or two." He says while moving closer to me.

I step back and say, "I don't need your help."

"Well maybe we could do something else." He's obviously flirting with me but I'm having none of it.

"I'd much rather not spend anymore time with you." I turn and start to walk away.

He puts a hand on my shoulder and says, "Playing hard to get, aren't we?"

I'm starting to get pretty pissed off so I put all my anger in my words when I say, "Don't touch me!"

He grabs my waist and says, "What's wrong with you baby?" I turn around and kick his feet out from under him and falls on his ass with a thump.

"You wanna know what's wrong with me? I told you not to touch me and you do! I just want you to fuck off! And please tell your other dumbass friends not to bother me!" I shout at him before turning and leaving. I need to talk to someone about my problems.

AN: Please review. Who will help Sami (She clearly needs it) Find out next time ;) ~CaitCait12