And here's the next instalment :D I still don't own Teen Titans though lol!
I don't know how long I had been sitting in my room. It'd been a few days because I could already feel my leotard getting baggy on me. The only time I had been out of my room was to use the bathroom and even then I teleported myself in and out so no one could see me.
My friends were worried. Several times Starfire had been to the door trying to persuade me to eat, Cyborg came twice a day and told me he was there for me to talk to and even Robin had given it a go. Saying I had a duty to the teen titans to come out and eat because if there was an attack and I was weak it could leave me seriously injured. But I didn't care.
I couldn't kick the feeling either that my friends thought of me as a freak. I was the odd one out. Some part of me knew that this reaction to a breakup was abnormal but then again how many half demon teenage girls with powers tied to her emotions was there? Even so I knew they thought of me as pathetic and maybe I was, but he was my whole life. He was the one that, finally, showed me that I was more than that creepy demon girl. Without him I was just that.
Just then the alarm went off. I didn't want to leave my room, but my duty as a Titan meant more to me. As much as I was pushing my friends away, I couldn't lose them entirely by not going with them. Plus I would never forgive myself if one of them got hurt and I wasn't there to heal the initial injury's just enough so that we could get them stable in the medical bay. I had to go and for the first time in, well four days, I left my room.
I appeared in the common room to find that my fellow team mates were there already. I guessed they must have been in the common room before hand any ways as I didn't take that long in getting there. I knew they were waiting to for me and it made me smile just a little bit on the inside to know that I was still a valued member of the team, even if it was only when they needed me in battle. The looks on my friend's faces were a mixture. Starfire was just joyous to see me out of my room and I could tell she was dying to give me one of her bone crushing hugs. Robin looked relieved that I hadn't shirked my duties and Cyborg looked happy yet worried. I knew he was looking at my figure and I knew his robotic senses were telling him I'd lost weight. So I avoided his gaze. I didn't say anything and my friends sensed that I wouldn't talk anyway. Nobody even mentioned that this was the first time we would be battling an enemy without Beastboy although the gap was apparent to each and every one of us.
This time we were fighting Cinderblock. But all that I could think was 'At least it was an easy fight to get used to not having Beastboy on the team.' At least it was supposed to be an easy fight! We arrived on the scene and jumped into action at Robins catch phrase remark 'Teen Titans Go!' Starfire blasting star bolts, Cyborg his cannon, me chucking random destruction that was already caused by Cinderblock and Robin with his explosive disks. We were pushing him back so I decided to hang back a bit. I hated that Robin was right, but with not eating or sleeping properly I was exhausting my powers quicker than usual.
I must have zoned out thinking about what animals Beastboy would have been turning into if he was here fighting with us because the next thing I knew all I could hear was 'RAVEN LOOK OUT' and all I could see was Cinderblock about to smash down on my head with his two rock hands. Once again I was a deer caught in the headlights, I couldn't move and I tried to conjure a shield to protect myself but that broke upon contact due to my tiredness. I felt the impact on my body but funnily enough no pain, I was blacking out you see, already falling into a healing trance. As I closed my eyes though I could have sworn I saw a green blur knock Cinderblock off me. Could it be Beastboy, or was I imagining it?
Okayy I know this one is short but I really wanted to end it here as it just seemed an appropriate place to stop, But I swear I will update soon!