Okay, I know I haven't updated in about two years… And no one would probably read this now but I hate leaving things unfinished. I haven't written like I said in about two years so if the quality isn't as good as before I apologise. I have also decided to write this chapter with a twist. So yeah.. I still don't own the Titans.

I buzzed through a doorway and out into the garden where I had been hiding out since I had left Titans Tower. I had originally gone straight to Fred's comic book store with the intention of hiding out in the secret library upstairs however when I had approached the door I had heard shouting and had shifted into a fly so I could be, well… a fly on the wall.

I had witnessed Fred and Jess in a full blown fight. They were arguing about Jess' nights out. Fred had heard through the grape vine that Jess was getting rather clingy to other guys on nights out and was upset and Jess was countering with the fact that Fred had never actually made it official between the two of them and that she could get close to whoever she wanted too until he did. Fred had stormed off to the back of the store disappearing behind a bookcase and I decided to follow him. I couldn't believe my eyes though when it opened up to show a massive garden outside. Fred was muttering about girls and I decided to leave him to it and in the same moment decided that none of the Titans would ever find me here; even if Raven decided to check out the secret Library, I was 99.9% sure that she would not know about this place.

Now as I buzzed into the garden I was a bit baffled to see loads of strangely dressed people. My brain clicked. Years of playing video games meant that I recognised what they were wearing straight away. They were Ninja's! If I hadn't have been in such a black mood I probably would have shifted into my human self and done a little dance of joy but these days I was so full of anger and hurt that I could barely keep hold on the Beast.

I decided to buzz around and listen to a little bit of conversation to find out how long it would be before I could have the garden to myself again. That's when I saw her. My eyes were drawn to the middle of the garden like Cyborg was drawn to bacon and I think I felt my heart stop for a moment. I panicked. My heart began to race. I was too close. She would sense me here amongst these people. But I couldn't move. I wanted to see her. I wanted to be near her. I still loved her. Then the longer I hung there in midair the more I could see her and Aqualad kissing and holding each other; laughing about the trick they had played on the goofy green freak. My blood boiled. I had to get out of there before I lost control of the beast. I decided where I would go next as I was no longer officially part of the Teen Titans. I was going to pay Aqualad a little visit. After all he had taken everything I had ever loved away from me.

And as I flew away; I heard Raven begin to say my name in her monotonous voice that I had grown to love. It fuelled my fire even more than before and as much as I tried to deny it; it broke my heart just a tiny bit more.

Okay. So here we go. No idea if anybody will even read this; or even if this chapter is any good. But feel free to review. But please be nice x