To be honest, I didn't know how to continue this story *chuckle…. But I can't find it in myself to stop this especially for you guys that adore this story :p hahahahahahaha… Anyway, thanks for the review, you guys are the best.. and I am soo soo sorry for the extremely late update.. sorry, don't give up on the story okay? If you do, then I would also have to give up on this story as well T.T

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Chapter 6

Being here, makes me feel like I belong. I feel like all of us are connected, like we're the long lost family that's finally reunited. I look at my side and see Edward looking soo peaceful. He's the picture of perfection, I'm just the lucky girl that managed to be in close distance with this perfect being and his family, even Rose and Jasper look like they truly belong here, I know that they feel that way. In my eyes, they look like a perfect family, I am the only one that's out of place, I don't belong with this people and it hurts, because I want to be a part of them, which I'm not.

"You are a part of us Bella, you will always be family "

I was shocked, I mean… did I say that out loud? That's embarrassing. I can feel my face start to heat up but I kept quiet.

"I can read your face Bella"

I grab a pillow and cover my face. I took a peek to look at Alice and saw her smirking. Gosh, I didn't know that she's evil…. I mean I know that she's evil but I never acknowledge her as the devil.

"Bella, you better not think what I thought you think." WOW, Alice is a psychic.

"I know Bella."

Okay, I have enough.

"Alice, are you reading my mind or checking my future?"

I heard a chuckle from besides me but I can't risk getting caught by Alice that I'm going to get lost in her brother's eyes when our eyes meet so I just have a tiny tiny quick peek at Edward.

Guess that's a wrong move. Edward caught my eye and smiles my favorite crooked smile as his brilliant emerald colored eyes shine. I couldn't help myself, he is like the most expensive one of a kind chocolate, we'll know that it'll taste heavenly, we'll know with just one bite a broken hearted girl would be in love again, we'll know it'll have the most perfect taste and we also know that we couldn't get it for either we can't afford it or we're just not suited enough.

Realizing that surely snap me from getting lost. I couldn't afford myself. He is just too beautiful, too kind….. Too perfect for someone like me. If I couldn't afford him as a chocolate, how can I take him, a real human being.. I chuckled, sadly.. Truth hurts, it's painful but I have to accept it.. I glance at him and saw him looking distracted.. Looking at him hurts, because I know he can never be mine. I will sure envy whoever manage to stole his heart. I let out a huge sigh.

"Bella? Bella! Are you even listening? "

I look at Alice. She's looking a bit mad, not really surprising. I mean after her first few words, I totally zone out. I give her an apologizing look and hear her let out a sigh.

"Never mind."

I get up from the bed and stand up. I look up at everyone that's looking at me curiously.

I start to walk out the door, heading to the stairs.

"Where are you going Bella?" ask the one that has been occupying my thought that led me to totally forgot that Alice was talking to me.

I look at Edward then to the rest of them. All of them have this confuse looking face that is soo cute. I chuckled at my own thought.. I look at them and smile while still walking away.

"It's almost time for lunch so I thought I should help getting the table ready" I said.

I guess that my other wrong move. I shouldn't walk without looking at some other place other than my own feet.. I just slipped and fall. Ouch, that hurts. I think I sprain my ankle but at least, thank god, I didn't fall on the stairs.. I could feel Emmett's laugh booming all around the house, Alice's giggling and the others chuckling except for Edward. Guess he's still not used to this, too bad, wow can't believe I'm being sarcastic to myself. Sigh.

I saw that Edward is on his way to me. I lift up my right hand to give him the stop sign. He stopped with this troubled face. I give him a smile, trying to assure him.

"It's okay, I'm fine"

I started to stand.. I guess I still didn't learn from my past experience, the fact that, when I sprain my ankle it hurts but when you stand after getting the sprain, it hurts even worse.. In the end, I did manage to stand but in just a few second, I fell. Not good. I mean it is never good falling down but when you fall while your back is to the stair, that's even worse. I realize very soon that I'm falling backward, headed to the stairs.

Before I close my eyes, I saw the horrified look from everyone, everyone but Edward. I heard them scream my name. I close my eyes and wait for the impact. This time I guess I'll have more than just a sprain, if my luck is good, I'll probably only have a broken leg and arm but since I'm never that lucky, I'll probably have broken legs and arm and land on my head causing some head damage, well at least, I wouldn't break my neck, I hope.. geez, I'm so clumsy.

I wait and wait and then feel the impact of my fall. But instead of the cold hard floor and pain and smell of blood, I feel warm and soft. I open my eyes and saw that I land on Edward. I guess he manage to catch me, I really need to thank him, he pretty much save my life, arms, legs and head and also neck. I look up and saw how close we are, I tried to get out of Edward arms, which I really didn't want to cause I feel like we fit together, but instead of letting go, he tighten his arms, hugging me closer. I could feel his body shaking.

"Edward, are you okay? Are you hurt?" I asked, worried.

He tightened his arms around me.

"I think I should be the one asking that" He said as he let me go.

I look up and saw the pain in his eyes and how pale he looked.

" Oh My god! You look pale, you need to rest!" looking at him like that truly scared me and without knowing, a tear fell down on my face.

"I am so so sorry. I'm sorry, because of me, you're hurt. I'm sorry" I said sobbing.

I heard him chuckle, the sound of his chuckle is different, like he's holding something in.

" Why are you apologizing? I'm not hurt, not even a scratch" He said softly.

I just kept quiet.. Then suddenly, the whole family surround me.. The girls were crying and the guy look relieved, they keep on hugging me as if to assure themselves that I am, in fact, still here.

"Please don't do that again" said Esme, still crying.

"Bella!" cried both my sister and best friend.

"I'm sorry. Don't worry, I'm fine.. Esme, I don't actually plan that." I assured them.

"You should rest" said Esme.

"I'm fine, I think Edward should rest, he's looking pale" I said, taking a glanced at Edward and saw him looking at me.

He smile but I couldn't bring myself to smile along. This is another reason we could never be together, I will only bring him down. Instead of making him happy, I will only hurt him. I look away. I don't even deserve to be in the same room as him. Him and his family, I'm not worthy enough.

"Bella! Don't you dare!" said Alice.

I look up and saw everyone looking at me, Esme and Carlisle looking sad, Alice, Rose, Jas and Em looking angry. I don't even bother to look at Edward, I mean, why add salt to the wound.

I fake a smile and said "what are you talking about Alice?"

"We know what you're thinking"

I heard a footstep but I don't dare look up. I know who it is, I can feel him. He stand in front of me and just when he is about to speak, I cut in.

"Thank you Edward" I said softly.

"but please.. don't do that again" and I start to walk away. Having him near hurts, it hurts really bad.

I saw the other start to open their mouth to speak but stop all of the sudden but I ignore it. I just need to get away. For my sake, for others sake and for Edward's sake. I started to walk faster, to Edward's room to take my thing, just when I pass through his door and enter, Edward came in and close the door. I continue to collect my stuff and ignore him and our connection. I need to get away. Just when I'm about to reach my bag, a hand grab my wrist and stop me.

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That's the end of this chapter. I hope you like it. Please tell me how think.. Thank you to all my reviewer, you guys are the best. To those that put me in their author alert and story alert, I'm honored.. Thank you soo much guys and I'm soo sorry for the late chapter.. I'm sorry, the next chapter will probably will take a while, but don't worry, for you guys, I'll continue this story.. hopefully to the end :D so…. Please review