Author's Note: I know I said that I will wait for 10 votes before I continue but they are just sooo slow :P. My fingers are itching to write the next part and percy has some serious feelings to show. XD Btw, if any of you are interested. Since I am a virgin girl I seriously don't know that much about lemons but I can kinda write about the girl POV but if you feel like the Percy's point of view isn't right then Please, please tell me.(I might change lemon to become a little bit more of a lime.) So anyways I decided that Nico won't be playing a bad part in this story just something to drive percy away from camp. Trust me, my fellow happy-ending lovers, I won't ruin anything with Nico or Annabeth with percy its just going to be different. Anyways who cares about my blah-blah-blahing I'll go ahead and write now.
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Percy's POV
My mind was frozen and I couldn't think of anything except for the pain a sorrow emanating from within my heart and spreading through the veins. I felt numb and my mind was devoured by sadness as I ran toward the stream causing tiny earthquakes under my feet as I sprinted toward the stream.
I could only think of one thing. Water. Water is my home and my comfort and I definitely need both of those right now. Desperate for it actually. Anything to take me away from the mind-numbing sorrow now prowling inside my gutting destroying everything in it's path. I felt a weird feeling coming from my guts up and...
"Blaarghh..." I couldn't finish my thoughts and puked right in front of me. Unable to fully comprehend what happened, I kept sprinting towards the stream.
I saw the comforting turquoise liquid in front of me and I jumped to dive in.
I hit the water with a splash and I laid down and submerge myself underwater waiting for the wounds to disappear. I waited and waited but the pain kept coming. I felt like a black hole is forming inside of my chest and was eating away at my heart, at my very being. I tried to swallow some water so that it could reach it and healing the wound but it was useless.
So I finally let go and cried like a little girl inside of the stream. My tears blending in and flowing off with the water. Washing my sorrows away.
After crying for what I felt was forever, I stopped. The black hole was gone but the sorrow wasn't saying farewell to me just yet. I felt like it will be there forever and I will never be able to face the truth fearing that the black hole will come back and eat away at me again but I knew I had to think it through.
'Think' I managed to get out a strained smile knowing that I only think when I got some serious problems but considering what just happened I guess its normal. I am barely holding on to sanity so why not.
I started to wonder why and how in the world Annabeth could do this to me.
"I hadn't even seen her naked not that I didn't get the chance but I resorted to kissing her every time*! - ARGH! I'm such a dumbass! That's exactly why she left me. No wonder she calls me Seawe*-" I felt burning tears roll down my face. I forced myself to continue and try to find out what's wrong in this thing.
I can't help but remember how Annabeth always did the thinking and understanding for me I could help but let out a few tears and a wail when I reminded myself of Annabeth...
As much as I hate to admit it, it was actually mostly my fault as I remembered all those times when she had tried to do something with me only for me the reject her by giving her a kiss and then moving on. She must have felt so bad I wonder if it is anything close to what I am feeling right now. If not more.
Flashback
I was laying on my bed listening to a random song on my i-pod when I felt a gush of the cool night breeze. I looked right at the window and found it open. Climbing off of the bed I headed towards the window to close it when I bumped into something solid and... invisible?
"Huh? What was that?" I wondered out loud.
I heard a curse and then a giggle as soon as I said that. I was amazingly intelligent and once more made a fool of myself as I muttered, "Well that was scary."
This time Annabeth really couldn't hold it and took off her invisibility cap guffawing in a very unladylike way but still very Annabeth. I stood there frowning and blushing from both confusion and embarrassment not know what to do.
Well Annabeth finally stopped laughing she wheezed, "Your such a stupid Seaweed brain." with a weird smile on her face.
"I can't help it if you are invisible..." I whined
Annabeth fell on the floor and started another laughing fit and I stared at her is confusion thinking, "It either this girl is crazy or I am beyond stupidity". After a moment of consideration I decided that both of them were legitimate.
I snapped out of the trance and realized I was frowning and staring off into nothing as Annabeth stared at me. I blushed again.
"You're such a Seaweed brain. You can be so cute, stupid, and funny all at the same time." Annabeth almost purred. I shuddered. It was sooo not Annabeth but I still managed to reply.
"Those traits are exactly why I am your boyfriend right?" I said with a smirk on my face.
She smiled that weird smile again. Is that supposed to be a seductive smile? If it is I am sure falling for it.
We stood there gazing into each other's eyes. I leaned in without know what I was doing and Annabeth's lip crashed onto mine and kissed me with a passion that scared me. She was fisting my shirt with one hand and pulling my hair with the other. I complied and kissed her with as much passion as I had. I held her waist to keep her closer enjoying the blissful make-out session.
Annabeth reach for my shirt to pull it off I didn't know what she was doing and I don't want to make a rash decision and lose what we have so I didn't let her take my shirt off. I was scared.
I broke off of the kiss while Annabeth looked at me expectantly but I didn't do anything.
"uhh... Do you want some ice cream and we could watch a movie or...?" I mumbled feeling kind of awkward.
Annabeth looked hurt and she was pouting. As much as I wanted to go over and ravish her for that sexy look, I didn't. Once again fear stopped me and I just stood there. Awkward and embarrassed.
Finally, Annabeth sighed, "Sure. Ca... Can I also stay here for the night?" She was on the verge of tears now. I felt heartless but I didn't know what to do.
"Ya. Sure." I grinned heading off to get some ice as I heard Annabeth sigh again.
End of Flashback
"I'm such a fucking dumbass! No wonder she was hurt. I basically rejected her! ARGH! No wonder I'm called seaweed brain..." I felt tears of guilt and regret roll down my cheeks. " I would do anything just so that I can go back in time and change everything."
But the fates are cruel but they do have plans for some happiness in Percy's life.
Authors note:
I know if it is a little bit of a stretch but I had to change it a little due to the votes. I'm sorry if you don't like this chapter but I tried my best. :'( Future chapters will be different and I hope that it will be better. See ya! I update soon.
