(Thanks to the reviews even though they confused me a bit im planning on putting up this chapter and another at some point today thank you bboop12. Ill even try and make this longer.

I did say say try right that means no promises.)

Rose pov

"I CAN NOT BELIEVE THAT STUPID ASS BUFF PEANUT IS HERE. HERE OF ALL PLACES MY STATE MY FUCKING CITY I DON'T WANT THAT BITCH HERE LISSA." I say ending my rant. Only to stare at the calm not as pissed as I like her to be face of my best friend.

"You really need to chill Rose I mean honestly. You haven't seen him for like 4 years right you've moved on right…" then she gives me that creepy ass intense look as if to. 'Just admit it you love him still its ok I wont judge', and I know that doesn't sound so bad but you cant see her freaky green eyes with a few strands of her blonde in front of her eyes. She looks like a fierce blonde wonder woman. And honestly if Wonder Woman was real I would be the fuck outta here cause I would at least be number 100 on her kill list, and it would take about 72 hours to get threw 1-99. That woman is a beast.

"Of course im…o.v.e.r him" man that felt wrong just coming out of my mouth "don't look at me like that woman" I say huffing and turning my back towards her. I don't miss him how could i. He cheated on me because he was jealous of a target I had to seduce and kill. Who the hell gets jealous because of that of all things. I mean honesty maybe I should have killed him so he wouldn't felt that way. Stupid men make me so upset.

"You know Rose there is a possibility that you you like him a lot more than you let on" I ignore her because a lot more than im letting on to her means that I am absolutely smitten with him, and I don't think I could handle that honestly.

"Lissa…can we please just drop the topic." I can hear her sigh but she lets it go. "Rose I know it hurt…"

"It does not hurt Lissa it frustrates the shit out me that hes here near me after all he put me threw."

I snap turning to look at her. "I could have sworn you told me you threw a butcher knife at him". I gape at her. That was out of anger how would you feel I that stupid ass firecracker cheated on you."

"Christian is not a stupid ass firecracker and he wouldn't cheat on me because I have you and you would kill him" I cant help but snicker to myself at how close she knowing the truth about my job. Without actually meaning to be.

"Besides Rose Dimitri loves you and I wouldn't be defending him if I dint see it in his eyes the entire time you to were together to that time he back when you weren't home. He cares about you an when you saw him he probably thought maybe he could give it another try." I hate it when she uses that tone with me.

"Yeah whatever if he tries to come see me he'll end up with a butcher knife in some part of him" she grimaces. "Rose not even you are that violent." I smile evilly because she honestly has no idea. "Ok Rose im going to leave now be good for me please." Pausing at the door she gives me her biggest puppy dog eyes "And think about what I said." Before slamming the door behind her probably muttering to herself about how difficult I am. Sighing I fall onto my plush leather couch and shiver at that feeling I get sometimes in certain parts of my house. It feels like im being watched and I have no idea why I feel like this still. I checked my entire house for cameras or maybe holes in the wall and I didnt find anything at all and its driving me insane. Because I still feel it its gotten worse. Standing I look out my window to my next door neighbor's house I know somebody lives there now ive seen the shadow move across the window across from mine. But I the same time I haven't seen anybody leave or any moving trucks.
Stupid paranoia must be coming from the fact that I don't have any more jobs this week. I cant stand not haing anything to do for long periods of time.

(I did say no promises I mean I know this is short but as I was writing it I got slowly got the idea to get more into her head so you can see shes not completely ignorant to the fact of being watched. I mean what kindve assassin would she be if wasn't. Its also just an excuse to me making his short at least im putting up the next chapter later *please don't hit me*)