Emmett's POV
I was beyond exhausted and only stirred when the smell of bacon whiffed through my room.
"Emmett" Esme called, knocking on my door. "Breakfast is ready"
I grumbled unintelligibly and made my way to the kitchen. I was the first one done and the first one out of the kitchen. I went straight to my room and to the bathroom. I showered away my exhaustion and dressed for a new day.
I walked into the living room and sat in one of the empty seats. Everyone was down here watching TV except Esme. I stared at the TV and saw that there was some stupid reality show on.
I tried to keep my mind on anything but Bella and failed miserably. My mind kept giving me flash backs of last night. The way Bella's body felt undermine, how soft her lips were as she kissed me, and even how she looked at me.
"She's not ignoring us" Esme cried coming downstairs with a worried expression. "She's not here, she's gone!"
I felt my face heat up.
"How could she have just left?" Carlisle said in surprise.
I swallowed my guilt and stared at them trying to look surprised.
"We have to find her" Esme said.
And so they searched. For over a week they looked and found nothing. It was as if Bella had disappeared from the world.
"What if she's hurt?" Esme cried after two weeks. "I don't want to get the cops involved."
"Why is she so important?" Rosalie finally snapped, surprising all of us and breaking me out of my bubble.
"What do you mean?" Esme asked, baffled. "Everyone is important"
"No" Rosalie said. "It's been two weeks, why haven't you just let her go? There are other kids who need help, why not help them instead of trying to help a girl who doesn't want to be helped?"
"She's" Esme hesitated, "a special case"
"What makes her special?" Rosalie snapped as Alice asked the same thing curiously.
"Well, we weren't going to say anything yet but" Esme said. "Well, um, Bella is… Emmett's sister"
My whole world slowed down and I stood up. My shock turned into anger and I snapped.
"What the fuck" I yelled.
"Emmett" Esme and Carlisle gasped.
"Don't 'Emmett' me" I yelled. "HOW COULD YOU NOT TELL ME? HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE? IS THERE ANYTHING ELSE YOU'RE HIDING?"
"Calm down" Carlisle said.
Everyone else was looking at us in surprise.
"Oh my gosh" I said freaking out. "Holy shit" I continued. "No, no, NO"
Carlisle put a hand on my shoulder and I shook it off, glaring at him. I turned and ran out the living room and up to my room. Without thinking I slammed and locked the door. I thought I was going to have a panic attack.
I turned to the door and punched it, to my immense surprise; my fist went straight through it. I fucked my little sister, I have a little sister and I slept with her. Not only did I sleep with her, but I helped her get away, back to her drugs and prostitution. I punched the door three more times making three more holes. And worst of all, I am attracted to her; I'm attracted to my own sister.
"Emmett stop" Esme called from the other side of the door. "I know you're hitting the door, you did it when you were younger. Please let me in, let's talk."
"Oh, so now you want to talk" I yelled. "How convenient for you, trying to fix the mess you made?"
I was out of my mind with shock and anger. This was all my fault, I shouldn't have let Bella tempt me, I should've asked if there was something we should've known about her, I should've asked something!
"Emmett you're being unreasonable" Carlisle said from the other side of the door.
"Leave me alone, damn" I yelled.
I have never spoken so rudely to them before but I couldn't help it.
"Emmett, please" Esme whispered, sounding on the verge of tears.
That automatically made me feel guilty, I didn't want to make her cry. I unlocked the door and walked over to my bed. I glared at the floor as she walked in.
A/N: Ok, I'm stopping the chapter here. Well, um, if I don't get any reviews I'm not going to update because I feel like no one is reading it. So until next time, I will still be writing them just not updating…