AN- Sorry this has taken so long to write, but I had exams and homework over half term (because my teachers clearly don't want me to have a nice time off) but I just want to say thanks to flammatta (and I have made this chapter longer, is this length okay?) and lolaoz for their comments ;) they mean a lot.

Disclaimer- I do not own the mortal instruments series. All characters are created by Cassandra Clare, however, I created the plot.

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Magnus' POV-

I swung my legs over the side of the bed and stood up briskly, maybe a bit too much judging Alec became stirring in his sleep. I quickly ran to the bathroom and locked myself in it. What the fuck was I doing? I was acting like a petty teenager for Christs sake. I sat on the toilet seat and ran my hands through my hair whilst deeply sighing to myself. What's happening to me? Surely I can't be falling for Alec again. I thought I went through this. I made my decision. Now I'm having an argument with myself. Yep. I am definitely going insane. After sitting uncomfortably on the toilet seat for it seemed forever. I pulled myself together and stood up catching my big toe against the base of the sink.

"Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. OUCH THAT FUCKING HURT. Why does that happen every fucking time?" I squealed whilst hopping around the bathroom, knocking many of my moisturising and conditioner products off their shelves onto the floor.

"Uh Magnus?" I heard after a light knock on the door. "Are you alright in there?" Shit. I woke him. Now I have to face Alec.

"Uh huh" I tried to say in the most natural tone possible. I could feel the blood circulating my toe in a quickening fashion. I picked up some of the products on my way to the door and opened it to a topless Alec. He was mouth-wateringly beautiful. His hair was carelessly messy and his bright blue eyes were eyeing me carefully. I had to snap out of my daze, and painfully stop staring at his beautifully toned body. I waited for him to step out of the way before I began to walk slowly and gracefully to conceal my pain in my toe.

"Uh Magnus" I heard again. "Why the fuck are you walking like a paedophile?"

I whipped my head round "A what Alexander?" whilst giving Alec the worst dagger eyes known to the world. His giggles were almost immediately disguised by a failed, and incredibly fake coughing fit. I turned around and I continued walking to the kitchen. It doesn't matter how long it has been, my power over Alec still remains. No one could wipe the smirk off my face now.

Simon's POV-

Bzzzzzzz.

Bzzzzzzz.

Bzzzzzzz.

"Hey..."

"Izzy, thank god, I've been so worried abo-"

"Ha, gotcha! Leave a message, thanks"

Beeeeeeeeeeeep

"Iz. Please call me back. I'm beginning to worry. Thanks."

I hung up the phone. Dammit. I fall for that stupid message trick every time. Where is she? Nobody is picking up. God, of all the supernatural creatures I had to be turned into, it had to be one which isn't allowed into the institute. The small apartment which Jordan and I share is not capacitated with enough games to distract myself. After zoning in and out of watching Jeremy Kyle and numerous tacky overly dramatic soaps for hours on end, I'm making my tenth round of calls round the group of people. If this is some sick minded joke, I will be incredibly pissed off.

~10 Minutes later~

This is going to be a long day. I made my way into the kitchen to grab yet another bottle of blood. The suspence is killing me. Neither Jace, Izzy nor Clary were picking up their phone. For my last hope I called Alec. Come on please pick up...

Bzzzzzzz

Bzzzzzzz

Bzzzzzzz

"Hello?" a husky voice answered.

"Alec! Is that you?

"Uhh yes?! This is my phone."

"What happened yesterday? Why is no one replying to me? Where are you?" I almost screamed down the phone. The line was silent for a while. "Alec? You still there?"

"You don't know do you?"

"Alec... For fucks sake can you stop talking to me in a cryptic language. What happened?"

"I'm at Magnus' I think it will be better if I tell you in person not-"

"Alec tell it to me straight"

"Simon. Jace was sentenced to death. Izzy was arrested. Sebastian came. He kidnapped Clary. He paused for it seemed forever. "We don't know where she is."

I dropped my glass of blood, causing it to smash into my foot. My breathing hitched. Clary. Kidnapped. This couldn't be happening.

"Simon?"

I couldn't bring myself to move.

"Simon. Maybe you should come round to-"

"Yeh okay. I'll be there soon. Bye"

How could I have allowed this to happen? You're such a fucking stupid shit! I got up and grabbed my keys. I shouldn't have allowed this to happen. Oh god. I hope you're okay Clary.

Clary's POV-

I could feel his warm breath trickle down my neck causing goose bumps to run down my spine. He continued kissing me making his way down my body. My body froze from shock. I couldn't move even if I wanted to. Sebastian. Sebastian was behind me. Sebastian, who I thought was dead was kissing me.

"No" I whispered. "Sebastian stop"

He almost growled into my ear "Clary, there is no point denying it. I know you want me"

"No Sebastian get off me" I now screamed. I pushed his strong body back while tried to exit the bed. I didn't want him anywhere near me. But he grabbed me and yanked me back squeezing my arms tightly. I still feel light headed from earlier.

"Get off of me. I said no" I wriggled beneath him, trying to free myself from his grasp. He pressed harder against me causing me to further sink into the bed. He leant against me to whisper into my ear.

"There's no point resisting. I will get my way" my fists clenched together. How dare he. I raised my leg between us and kicked him to give me enough space for me to plant a punch on his evil face. His head whipped to my left after the blow, but only moments later he whipped his head back so his black eyes meet mine. He yanked my legs through his so my body flew off the bed causing my body to hit the floor and my head to whack the edge of the bed before kicking me in the stomach causing me to double over.

"You will never treat me like that again." He growled "and if you do" he continued "you will be punished over and over again". He continued kissing, licking and biting my neck. This wasn't right. I didn't want him or his body anywhere near me. I attempted kicking him off again but he saw it coming and grabbed my leg before beginning to feel it up.

"Get off me Sebastian" I screamed "GET OFF ME" I moved as much as I could, but Sebastian wasn't retaliating to my movements. I thought he was giving up. But that wasn't like him. His body was still too heavy to allow me to escape. I was ready to hit him again until I felt a sharp pain on the right side of my neck. I would have squealed but I couldn't move, I was going to follow through my second punch, but my arm grew limp. I gave Sebastian a worried look and he clearly picked it up.

"I would have killed you Clary, but where is the fun in that? I simply paralysed you so now cannot resist me, even though the feistiness is sexy, I don't want to receive another blow." Sebastian carried on where he left off. He began stripping me of my clothing until I was lying only in my underwear with silent tears running down my cheeks. He slid his fingers into my under wear and pulled them down my legs and more tears followed. My first time was supposed to be with Jace. It was suppose to be loving, meaningful and romantic, not rough and uncaring. He then entered me and it hurt, but not as bad as the emotional pain. My body limp could not react. I could not push him away. I could only cry. I could only hope. I could only pray that one day Jace would come and save me. But these were fantasies and not realities.

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