My door slammed behind me and I threw myself against the floor. Sobs finally tore through my chest, he was gone. They stole him from me! No one will ever love me like he loved me; no one will ever protect me like he did! Without him I am nothing!

I looked down at my hands; they were stained red with his blood. I closed my eyes and saw his body lying on the floor.

What about my sisters? I have to find a way to get back! I got off the floor and rushed into my shower finished what I started back at home. I was in the shower for about an hour before I had washed the blood off of me. Then I dressed in a t-shirt and panties. I wanted to sleep but there was too much to think about and try to accomplish.

I walked out my room seeing that Edward's door was closed and walked down to the second floor. I took a few minutes to decide what door I was going to risk knocking on, I didn't want to accidentally knock on Jasper's door. After standing in the hallway debating I went for the room that would be directly under mine. Holding my breath I knocked.

"Leave me alone" Emmett's voice grumbled.

I flinched and almost walked away. Instead I turned the knob and the door opened. Emmett looked up and then gasped my name when he saw me. I stepped in and closed the door behind me.

"Bella you shouldn't be in here, especially not when you aren't fully dressed."

"I figured it wouldn't matter, you've already seen me naked" I said quietly but honestly.

I looked around his room and there was a lot of stuff thrown on the floor, as if a child had a temper tantrum.

"Shut up" He growled.

I looked at him with wide eyes. I walked up and stopped in front of him. From his seat on his bed his face came up to the space between my stomach and my chest. He looked up at me.

"Stop" He said quietly.

"I need your help" I said.

"I will not help you go back again"

Despite the stress I was feeling I could feel my high kicking in from the pills. I briefly wondered if it took so long because I was upset.

"I have to go make sure my best friends are okay, and I have to pick up my stuff." I said. "Please help me; the little one only just turned 13"

"Bella I can't" he said.

I put my hands on his shoulders and leaned over. My face was level with his and my t-shirt showed enough cleavage to catch his attention if he looked down.

"Please" I whispered in his ears.

"Bella, we can't"

"Yes we can" I said smiling. "It will be just like last time, I really want to"

"You can ask Carlisle and Esme to take you tomorrow" He said looking conflicted.

"No" I said. "I can, but either way, I want you"

Even as I said it I was surprised that I really meant it. I wondered if it was me of the pills. His hesitance was making me worried so I made a move. I pushed him back onto his bed and got on top of his, straddling his waist.

"Please" I said grinding myself against him and making him groan.

His hands squeezed my waist and I knew that once again, I won.

Emmett's POV

I don't know what happened to my self-control. Bella walked in, she looked like a scared goddess. Her body was too mature for her age. Once again I was cursing myself for be attracted to her. I grabbed her waist getting turned on as she grinded against me. My self-control failed me again.

I picked her up and laid her down on my bed roughly. She moaned quietly under me, ending my brief moment of hesitance. I watched her face; her eyes were sparkling as she wanted me, her slightly wet hair fanned out on my pillow, her lips parted.

"Please" She whispered one more time.

That was all I needed. I leaned down and kissed her while my hands found the bottom of her t-shirt and worked to make it disappear. I pulled away long enough to get rid of my shirt and pants, leaving me in just boxers and her in panties.

"Emmett" I heard from outside my door.

I froze. Bella didn't look bothered, she glanced at the door and then back at me.

"Don't answer maybe they'll go away" She whispered.

She came up and kissed me roughly, forcing my attention back on her. I was in a daze and her eyes were frantic with lust. I leaned down and kissed her again.

"Emmett"

This time Carlisle knocked.

"Go away" I ground out.

"Can we talk?"

I was getting frustrated; he was getting in the way. I am busy, I wanted to yell.

"Later" I said.

I groaned as Bella rubbed her hot center against my very excited member and ran her nails down my chest. I leaned down despite my better judgment and sucked on her neck. The sound of her gasping filled my ears. Her body crashed against mine as she lifted herself. Her hands found her way into my boxers.

"We have waited long enough" Carlisle said.

And before I could even glance at the door, it opened.