The day passed slowly and I noticed a few things. One, the family seemed to spend a lot of time together; two, I had a smaller appetite then all of the kids; and three, this seemed to be the perfect family.
Around 8pm I finally escaped to my room. A little while later Carlisle came up and knocked on my door.
"Hold on" I called.
Still lying on my back I pushed the little bag of oxycodone under my pillow.
"Come in" I said.
"Bella here you go" He said as he walked in. "I was hoping we could talk"
I groaned I did not want to talk. Carlisle was holding a black bag in one hand and a small stack of papers in the other.
"Your bag has all the stuff you should need for school. Note books, a binder, pens, et cetera. These are the papers that came with your registration."
Carlisle put the stuff on my bed and I sat up. Carlisle's eyes snapped to my body as he sat down.
"Put a shirt on"
"No" I said. "This is my room I don't have to"
"I want to talk, I would prefer if you were dressed"
I sucked in air between my teeth. "Sucks for you"
"Bella I am the boss in this house" Carlisle demanded.
Despite Carlisle's anger I smile, I was feeling complete euphoria and he wasn't going to ruin that.
"I don't want to put a shirt on" I pouted, crawling in front of him.
I could see my face reflected in his eyes. My eyes sparkled almost mischievously and my bottom lip jutted out.
"Bella" Carlisle said in a tone that was obviously a warning.
I smiled innocently but my eyes still sparkled.
"What would you like to talk about?" I purred.
I laid down slowly on my bad and put my head on Carlisle's lap. Carlisle didn't speak for a few seconds. His hands were up awkwardly and I wondered if it was to make sure he didn't touch me. He couldn't be comfortable.
"Carlisle can you rub my stomach?" I asked quietly and innocently.
"No" He said quietly. "It wouldn't be appropriate"
"It'll make me more comfortable to talk" I said.
I closed my eyes and Carlisle sighed. His big hand touched my stomach softly and before I knew it he was rubbing it in a circular motion. I smile, that felt unbelievably good.
"Will you be honest with me?" He asked.
Mmhmm I mumbled. I was still feeling euphoric but I fell into a place where I wanted to talk calmly. It really did help that Carlisle was rubbing my stomach sending tingles through my body.
"Are you okay? Like really okay after everything you went through and then the thing with James?"
"I feel fine" I smiled honestly.
Carlisle's fingers trailed over my belly button and a shockwave passed through my body. I rubbed my thighs together. Who knew it would be hard to not have sex? I felt like a cat in heat.
"How did you meet James?"
"He was at my school in 5th grade, I was 10. When I left the school I saw him, I was just walking and he called me over to him"
"What happened?"
"Nothing, we talked for a long time and then he took me home."
"Keep going"
"Well I had a crush on him; he was so perfect, nice, funny, and cute. And he told me he liked me"
"Did you ask him how old he was?"
"Yes, he told me he was 21. I was happy that an adult liked me; he didn't treat me like a kid. He convinced me to run away with him." I smiled at the memory. "He loved me and I knew it, he knew I loved him too"
I could see it playing out in my head.
"I was living with him for only a day or two when he called me into his bed. I was so scared he would hurt me the way Laurent did. But he didn't, he kissed me a lot and softly. His hands ran up and down my body and it felt so good."
My body started to get hotter at the memory. Carlisle's fingers trailed my naval and I squirmed, suppressing a moan.
"Did he rape you?" Carlisle asked in a tight angry voice.
"No" I said quickly. "I wanted to give myself to him, I said yes."
I turned my head and halfway hid my face between his hid and his groin.
"He got rid of Laurent's hands and he made me feel perfect. I loved him so much"
"He shouldn't have touched you, he was 11 years older than you, and you were just a child. You still are" Carlisle said as he squirmed slightly.
"I've done adult thing, I hardly classify as I child"
"But you still are a child, and I'm sorry you did any of that"
"I'm not" I said honestly. "I'm a great fuck, I've been told it so many times. I like sex, it's like drugs, it makes everything better and it feels so good. I've done things most women won't do; I take care of men the way their wives refuse to."
This time when Carlisle's hands circled down his fingertips ran across my panties. I couldn't help but gasp.
"I could do the same for you, you could be my new daddy" I purred.
I looked up at Carlisle and he looked like he was in a daze. He jumped up as if the bed was on fire and I let my head fall back onto my bed.
"No Bella, that isn't a father daughter relationship and it's completely inappropriate. We'll talk in the morning, good night"
He practically ran out of my room. My body was on fire. I counted to 10 before getting out of bed. I changed into a black lace underwear set. I snuck out of my room and down to Emmett's room. I walked straight in and heard his shower running. With a smile I closed and locked his door.
The shower turned off. I walked over to Emmett's bed and climbed in. I laid my head on his pillows and lay across his bed.
"Bella" He gasped, coming out of his bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist and beads of water running down his chest.
"Oh, I've been waiting for you forever" I groaned.
I crawled from the bed and jumped into his arms, he caught me. I leaned down and kissed him roughly.
"Bella we can't" He said breaking the kiss.
"Please, I need you" I purred into his ear.
We backed up and lay on his bed with him on top of me.
"Last time" He said.
I nodded and accepted the kiss he gave me that started a party. I quickly got loud and we had barely started. He flipped me onto my hands and knees.
"Bite the pillow" He ordered.
Oh Bella, what are we going to do with you. Well there's a little insight to Bella's past. Reviews? Oh and before anyone calls Carlisle a pedophile he didn't mean to touch her panties, and let's just say Bella can be VERY persuasive. Let me know who's POV I should do next and I'll start the next chapter.
