Time started to pass in chunks and I briefly wondered if I was starting to forget things because of my increasing craving for the drugs. I didn't have a problem, I wasn't addicted; I just loved the way they made me feel.
Today I was running late because I slept in. Esme took the rest of the kids to school and Carlisle was waiting for me downstairs, today was one of the days he worked the afternoon shift.
"Bella hurry up, it's getting later and later" Carlisle called.
I looked down at the needle in my hand and pushed it into my arm. When I was empty I tossed the needle in my garbage, grabbed my book bag, checked my reflection one more time, and walked down the stairs with a smile. I ignored the fact that the high wasn't nearly enough to get me through the day, I didn't want to run out and I was running low.
"Sorry daddy" I purred.
A strange look passed over his face briefly and I knew it was because of when I told him he could be my new daddy. It seemed to be getting harder for Carlisle to be around me innocently and I knew it was because of my constant touching "innocently" by the looks of it to everyone else, just like planned.
"Bella" He said in a serious tone.
"Come on" I smiled innocently.
I walked to the car and tossed my book bag into the back seat before hopping into the passenger's seat and buckling in. A few minutes later Carlisle came out and sat in his seat, buckling in. Silently, he started the car. We were less than ½ way there when Esme's car passed, going in the direction of home. I turned on the radio, reaching over and running my fingertips up and down Carlisle's thigh.
"Bella" He warned.
I ignored him and let my hand trail higher up, rubbing against the crotch of his pants. Carlisle made a noise and for a second I was sure he growled.
"Bella stop" He ordered.
His eyes were trained on the road and I saw that we were driving slower than usual because of all the cars on the road at this time. At this rate it would take a while to get to school. I used that as an advantage and let my lust take over my thoughts. I reached over and looked at his face as I unbuttoned his pants and pulled down his zipper.
"Bella stop" He yelled.
His hands reached down and pushed my hands away, his eyes flashed to me briefly and the car jerked to the side. He reached back up with both hands to steady the car. I smiled because he was getting hard and my hand traveled back to his pants. Carlisle swerved abruptly, pulling us to a stop. He pushed my hands away violently and fixed himself.
"Isabella Marie Swan" He shouted.
I flinched away, I was used to my full name being call when I was about to get hit.
"You are NEVER, EVER to do that again" He yelled. "Or I will- I will"
"Why don't you want me?" I whispered cutting him off.
My pride was definitely hurt and it showed. He calmed down a little as tears filled my eyes.
"It's not that" He started.
"Just take me to school"
"Bella"
"Take me to school" I yelled back.
A few seconds passed and Carlisle pulled back to the road. He tried to talk to me through the ride but I ignored him. No one had ever told me no before, or yelled at me over sex… We pulled up to the school and Carlisle called my name again. I jumped out of the car and grabbed my bag before running through the deserted school parking lot. I dropped my stuff in my locker and ran to the bathroom. After calming down I grabbed my books and headed to English.
The day passed slowly at first. 5th hour came and that meant math. I had only been there for the first week.
"Bella" A familiar voice called.
I looked back and saw senior and quarterback Mike Newton walking towards me.
"Hey sexy" he said when he got to me. "Let's go"
I was used to this now; it had been going on since my second week in this school. I knew most of the "popular crew" because their leader wanted some of my spot light shined her. Now I was in it, and surprisingly all of the Cullens were in it too. Apparently Emmett and Jasper played football; Rosalie and Alice were cheerleaders, and Edward was eye candy that all the girls flirted with and wanted despite his freshman status. It was the same way with me with the guys. That's how me and Mike started messing around.
We got back to the school a lot later than usual, I missed all of 5th, 6th, and 7th hour.
"Where were you?" Emmett asked meeting me at my locker when the dismissal bell rang.
I had gym with him and the rest of the kids last period.
"I never go to gym and you know it" I said laughing.
"I know that, where were you though" He snapped.
"What's wrong with you?" I asked as we walked out the school.
"Where were you?" He snapped.
"You never asked me where I went before, what's the deal." I asked confused. "What's wrong?"
A few kids looked at us curiously while others shuffled out of our way fearfully. Most of the kids in the school were scared of Emmett. I wasn't surprised, he was huge and in line for quarterback despite his age. I looked at his hands at they were clenched into fists.
"Bella" Mike's voice called. "Here"
He handed me my little bag that I kept my makeup in, I left it at his house.
"You left this" He said, smiling at me.
"You bastard" Emmett shouted.
Suddenly Emmett lashed out and punched Mike in his mouth; I saw blood and flinched away from both of them.
"That's my little sister you bastard" Emmett yelled as he continued to swing on Mike, I was in shock.
Mike pushed Emmett and hit him back angrily. Suddenly there was a lot of blood as they continued to hit each other, from watching the fight I knew it was mostly Mike's, but it scared me.
"Emmett stop" I yelled.
The last time I saw a fight was when James fought a man over money and the man died, James got cut.
Blood ran from Emmett's mouth, his lip was busted. Mike was bleeding from his nose and mouth.
"Emmett, Mike stop" I hollered fearfully.
Emmett hit Mike in his stomach and he doubled over in pain. Emmett kept hitting him, he looked like a murderer. Tears spilled from my eyes as Mike fell over and groaned in pain. Suddenly two cops ran over and grabbed Emmett; I was shocked and had no clue where they came from. He kept trying to hit Mike who was on the floor not moving but groaning.
"Bella" Someone yelled.
Stuff was moving in slow motion now as I turned towards my name. I didn't realize I was sobbing. I saw Edward running towards Emmett and Esme running towards me, she was the one that called my name. She stopped at me for a second before running to Emmett. Air whooshed in my ears blocking all noise. I noticed we were in a circle of what seemed to be screaming kids. They were starting to disperse. The Cullens were surrounding Emmett, who was fighting to get the cops off of him and glaring at a still unmoving Mike. My vision dimmed briefly and I didn't know what was happening. I turned and ran from the scene.
I don't know how long I ran, but when I finally stopped I was surrounded by thick trees that blocked my vision from every end. It took what felt like forever to calm down, but when I did I felt like an ass. I over reacted, I couldn't help it, Emmett looked terrifying. I turned and curled into a ball on the grass. I don't know when I feel asleep, but I do know that memories haunted me the entire time I slept.
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