This chapter would have been posted already but as I said before my laptop is all types of messed up. Well in the middle of my document it decided to pop up a blue screen and restart. Since my microsoft is being an ass I'm using wordpad. Well wordpad doesn't do automatic saves. So I lost everything, and I loved the chapter. I was so angry that I decided not to try again. Well now I'm trying again (and saving every few minues). Hopefully I like this one as much as the first time.

Rant over.

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Emmett's POV

I left Bella and Carlisle alone so he could do whatever he needed to do. Now I am just laying in my bed. I can't get the look of betrayal and hurt that was on Bella's face out of my head. I could practically feel my heart breaking everytime I thought of it. Didn't she understand that this was for her own good?

A little while later Carlisle was seated at my desk facing me. I was sitting up facing him on my bed, but I was looking at the floor.

"How long have you known? Why didn't you tell anyone?" Carlisle finally asked.

I could tell he was trying not to sound accusitory, but he wasn't doing a very good job.

"I found out a few minutes before I called you. I researched heroin withdrawal and she has the symptoms" I told him quietly.

"What made you research that specifically?" He asked.

"I knew she'd done it before."

"When was this, why didn't you come tell us as soon as you found out?"

"A few days after she came back I walked into her room while she was... Shooting up" I shook my head against the memory.

"Shooting up" Carlisle repeated. "She used a needle?"

I nodded.

"Why didn't you tell either Esme or myself as soon as you found out? That was months ago"

"I promised her I wouldn't" I said hesitantly.

"Why would you do that? Do you understand how dangerous that addiction is?"

"She promised me it was the last time" I said defensively.

"Why did you believe her? Addicts will say anything to continue using"

"Well I told her the same thing, so I believed her" I said.

"What do you mean you told her the same thing? Please tell me you didn't try the drug" Carlisle said desperately.

"No" I said automatically. "No"

"So what did you tell her that about?"

"It's not important" I said quickly.

"Well if it's not important then just tell me" Carlisle pressed.

"It doesn't matter" I reiterated angrily.

"Don't you think we've kept enough secrets in this house? Look where that's got us" Carlisle snapped.

In my surprise that he snapped at me, and anger, I snapped back.

"The night before that we had sex! I told her it was the last time." I said angrily. Then I spoke quickly. "I told her it was the last time. I really meant it though, so when I saw her she begged me not to tell and she said it was the last time and then told me that I said the same thing to her. I couldn't not believe her."

"You slept with her again" Carlisle said in disbelief. "Even after the talk we had"

"I know it was wrong" I yelled standing up from my bed and glaring. "So I don't need you to sit here and make me feel worse about it Carlisle." I called him his name out of anger, I usually called him dad, and I could tell he noticed. "But it happened, she came into my bed after that a lot of times but we didn't have sex. That's why she started sleeping with Mike!"

"Emmett" Carlisle said calmly, standing up.

"No" I roared. "Why are you sitting here questioning me anyway? Go help her! That's why I told you, so you can go help her, not so you could waste time trying to talk to me!"

"Son" Carlisle started.

But I had already stormed out of my room. Guilt was eating at me as I went into the kitchen to be alone.

Umm, it was okay I guess. Emmett has a bit of a temper. I know the direction I'm going with this I think. I like insight into Emmett's head so there will be more in the future. Please don't be a ghost reader, can I get like 3 reviews at least? Thanks guys. And like I said, I love getting suggestions!