There seemed to be an issue with FF because this chapter was posted literally 2 days after the chapter before that. BUT when I noticed that I didn't get alerted about the new chapter even though I knew it was posted I figured no one else got alerted either. Therefore, I had to repost it. But since it's up there, I will continue. Also, I think I fixed my Microsoft word. I'm too hype!

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Bella's POV

It felt weird, being sober all of the time. I wasn't always happy; things that weren't even physical sometimes hurt me. Like my memories and nightmares. But Edward is good at keeping the nightmares away, usually.

But at the same time it felt good. I was actually able to be happy, really happy. I wasn't numb or empty. It felt good to not laugh at everything even though I thought I loved doing just that. People in school seemed to like me better too; maybe it was the not slutty clothes.

School it was a little weird though. Usually guys hovered around me, constantly touching me and trying to talk to me. Well Emmett made quarterback this year and everyone knew I was his sister. Guys were too scared to talk to me.

I was counting down the months until I would be given my baby. 3 more to go. Edward already turned 16 a few days ago.

I was lying on my bed in a bra and shorts, playing on my iPad when there was a knock at my door.

"Come in" I called out.

Carlisle walked in and sat on my bed. I looked over and smiled at him and briefly looked into his green eyes, which made me think of Edward's green eyes.

"Bella" Carlisle said after a while.

I looked up at him, pushing my iPad onto my night stand. He watched me hesitantly. His eyes traveled down my body and I knew what he wanted. I thought about when he said I could say no and debated if I believed him.

"Where is everyone?" I asked.

"Esme's working, Emmett is at football practice, Edward and Jasper are at a friend's house, Rosalie is at cheerleading practice, and Alice is in Port Angeles with her friends."

"So we're all alone" I whispered.

Carlisle smiled softly. I knew for sure what he wanted then.

"What do you want to do?" I whispered suggestively.

He leaned over and kissed my neck and I groaned involuntarily.

"Wait" I whispered, effectively making him stop. "I'm not on birth control anymore"

He told me to wait and left the room. When he came back he had a condom and a smile.

I was lying naked on top of Carlisle sweaty and spent. My comforter was thrown on the floor so we weren't covered. My door was still cracked open. I didn't care because we were the only one's home so there was no chance of Edward finding out. Edward was the only one I was really worried about walking in.

But when my door creaked open Esme was behind it.

She gasped drawing mine and Carlisle's attention. I looked at her with wide eyes, I knew we were wrong. Carlisle sat up, pulling me up with him.

"Fuck" He mumbled.

"Carlisle" Esme gasped. "Bella"

She turned and ran out the room. Carlisle said something to me quickly, but I didn't hear him. Suddenly he was in his boxers and out of the room. I remembered why I started doing drugs the moment the guilt, hurt, and sadness hit me.

I got up and threw out the used condom. I showered in record time, threw Carlisle's clothes out of my room, and locked myself in the room. I quickly pulled out my suitcases and duffel bags and packed all of my clothes and shoes in it. I counted all the money I had saved up and put it in my purse. It was about 5 thousand. Even I was surprised, James usually kept my money so I never really had a chance to save. I looked around my room as I put my duffel bags and suitcases in my closet.

There was screaming downstairs and it got quiet suddenly. I looked out the window and noticed Edward's car was there. I ran into his room and sat on his bed to wait for him.

"Bella" He said in surprise as he walked in and turned on his light.

I saw the worry in his eyes and started crying.

"What's wrong?" He asked me, pulling me into a hug.

I just cried away my guilt and sadness without answering him and when I was calm I pulled away.

"I'm sorry" I whispered.

"It's okay" He said seriously. "What's wrong?"

"I just had a rough day" I said.

He smiled softly and wiped my eyes; I looked up into his eyes and knew he didn't believe me. I was glad he dropped it though. I told Edward a lot about me, he thinks he knows everything. But I didn't tell him about me and his father, or Emmett, or why I hated my birthday, or a lot of other things.

I went down into the living room by myself hoping that I didn't bump into anyone. I didn't. I found Esme's phone on the coffee table and grabbed it. I don't know what I was looking for but I found texts between her and a guy named Riley. I was caught by surprise to know she was cheating on him but at the same time it made sense.

I walked over to Carlisle and Esme's room. I could hear them arguing in there. I walked straight in and they both looked over at me. Esme looked away and Carlisle looked me up and down before looking away.

"Not now Bella" He said harshly.

My heart throbbed. I was right the entire time; he was just like other guys, leaving when he got what he wanted from me.

"I have to tell you something" I said.

"Can't it wait?" He snapped.

"No" I hissed.

"What is so important?" He said harshly.

"Esme is a hypocrite and I just thought you'd be interested in knowing that." I said.

"Excuse me" Esme said in shock, turning to me.

I felt a smirk rise on my face.

"Read the texts between her and Riley" I said handing the phone over to Carlisle.

Her face turned red and angry, Carlisle's eyes got wide. He started tapping on the screen and I knew he found the messages when his face turned red. I turned and left the room.

I went back up to Edward's room. I knew now it would be easiest for me to get pregnant and decided that I didn't want to wait.

"Edward" I purred.

He was in his bed and turned to look at me. I pulled my shirt off and my shorts.

"What are you doing?" He asked in surprise eyes traveling down my body.

"Getting comfortable" I smiled.

I crawled onto his lap, straddling his hips. I looked into his eyes and leaned forward to kiss him.

"Bella wait" He groaned when we pulled apart.

"For what" I whispered, grinding against him.

I pushed him down and kissed his bare chest. I felt him getting horny and saw his eyes darken lustfully.

"We're supposed to be waiting"

"I just want to play" I smiled innocently.

He smiled back.

Carlisle's POV

I was consumed with guilt and shame and fear for my family when Esme walked in on us. She was mad, she yelled a lot.

Then I saw those texts. Talking about how much fun they had, how amazing she was, plans to meet again. Then rage consumed me.

"You hypocrite" I shouted at her. "You've been cheating on me this whole time. When did this start? When you started working late?"

"Don't try to flip this on to me"

"This is all your fault" I yelled back angrily. "You started cheating on me for what? I give you everything you want, whenever you want! This didn't start between Bella until you decided you didn't give a fuck about your husband!"

"So it's happened before?" She shouted incredulously.

"Months after you started cheating!" I shouted.

"DIFFERENCE IS BELLA IS A CHILD"

My heart pounded violently against my chest.

"Well she was acting like more of a woman than you" I spit.

She looked at me with tears in her eyes.

"Esme" I said calming down. "I give you everything you want. I take care of you. I fucking love you! How could you do that to me?"

"I want you gone." She said angrily but quietly. "I don't want you around any of the kids. Pack a bag and go"