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I must have drifted off into darkness when Damon left me. The skin on my face felt tight from the dried tears. I was in agony, from being in this position for so long. I wanted to move my limbs, and stretch out all this pain. I woke up to someone pulling at my restraints on my wrists and ankles. I winced at the pain and opened my eyes, squinting at the light in the room, to Damon loosening the rope fashioned cuffs from my sore skin. I adjusted my eyes to the light so that they were wide open. My first instinct was to just make him happy. He looked at me with heavy eyes. It seemed like so much was on his mind, maybe regret and pain for hurting me?

"Good m-" I cut him off with a passionate kiss on the lips as he undid the last cuff on my wrist. I was overcome with love for Damon. I saw how much being in control weighed on him and because I care about him so much I want nothing more than to be submissive to him. I wanna please him in every way I can.

"Wow someone's awfully chipper this morning," he smirked. He was always being sarcastic, and having rude and snarky comments to make. It was something I ended up really adoring about him. He was surrounded by so much darkness but somehow I could always see the light as much as he didn't want to show it.

"I just missed you.. I've been thinking, Damon," I said shakily.

"Well that's never good, what is it Elena?" He questioned.

"You said I belong to you, forever, and that's why you turned me. Well I wanted you to know I'm okay with that," I grinned hoping he would be pleased. I was kicking down my walls just for him.

He laughed, "Well I'm glad I have your permission. I'm not asking you to be mine, I'm telling you that you are. I turned you simply because I was bored and I wanted a new toy to play with. That's what you are to me, my eternal toy. Don't ever think you're more than that."

His voice was so cold, it matched his icy stare. I was stunned at his response. I wanted to cry. These amplified emotions were really doing a number on me. One minute I'm in deeply in love, and the next I hate him for his torturous words. I know it's been such a short amount of time but I truly believe I'm in love with him. His words are fierce and cruel yet I want to be with him. Forever. All these thoughts are clouding my mind. I just want to make him happy, even if I'm just his plaything. He could learn to love me, couldn't he?

"Why so shocked? You didn't think I actually loved you, did you? You don't think I turned you, so our love could be pure and eternal like those bullshit twilight books?" He was laughing at me and continued, "You're just another notch in my belt baby. You're my own personal sex slave. I mean that's pretty much why I turned you. Aside from the fact you're beautiful and dead sexy in lingerie, I couldn't have your weak human body giving out on me," he smiled and just like that the feeling in his eyes were gone. No emotion in them whatsoever.

"Damon I wanna be more to you, please don't treat me like some sex bitch you don't care about I'm falling in-" he put his index finger to my lips.

"Don't" he said grimly, "I'm not the guy you wanna fall in love with you understand? And I happen to like that, my little sex bitch. That's all you'll ever be to me!"

I held back my tears, and nodded trying my best to be submissive. It's taking everything in me not to completely lose my mind. I want him to feel the same way about me. I am beginning to just get angry at this whole situation. I so badly just wanted to call him out on how much of a coward he was being! He's scared I can tell. He just covers it up by being a complete ass, but I won't say anything I'm too weak mentally and physically. I'm done trying, for now.

"I need a shower," I said bleakly.

"Let's go," he sneered leading me to the bathroom. He opened the shower door and I stepped in as he turned the water on adjusting to a temperature he figured I would like. It was nice and warm. It seemed like the answer to all my problems at the moment, I never wanted to leave. I closed my eyes as I was standing directly under the spout loving the water pressure, feeling so refreshed. Suddenly I felt hands on the back of my hips and I gasped from the surprise. I was so engaged in my shower I didn't even hear when Damon stepped in. He started kissing the back on my neck and I turned and pushed him against the steamy shower door he stayed in my hold as I devoured his lips. Our tongues battling eachother hungrily and the moment I let him win he pushed me against the back wall of the shower directly under the spout. He gripped my hips roughly picking me up and wrapping my long legs around his muscular body. I felt his stiffness pressed against my pelvis his length going all the way up to my stomach. The water running down both our bodies, I felt like I would overheat.

"Bite me," I said darkly.

Even though I was a vampire now I definitely was not opposed to blood sharing. He pulled my head back exposing my throat and neck. His teeth sunk deep into the side of neck causing me to moan. The sensation shot directly to my core as I let out a groan making me even wetter than I was when we started. Even as a vampire his bites were still so erotic and satisfying. With out permission I felt bold enough to sink my teeth into his shoulder. I knew he would either be really pissed, or really pleased, I was hoping for the latter. His body tensed at first but after a few moments he gave in to the pleasure of my bite and relaxed in my embrace. I couldn't take it anymore we were blood drunk off each other and the high was making me more and more needy.

"Fuck me," I whispered in his ear as my lips began to quiver. And without hesitation he barreled deep into me. I cried out in pure bliss. His cock filled me up perfectly. We were made for each other.

"Oh yeah, you like when I fuck that tight pussy, don't you? Tell me," he said roughly.

"Yes, please Damon, don't stop," I purred.

"Who's personal sex bitch are you?!" He said ramming me harder with every word.

"Fuck! Damon right there! I'm yours! Forever." I knew I said exactly what he needed to hear and in unison we came undone together sliding down the wall of the shower. All my negative thoughts came back flooding my brain. That's all he's ever gonna want from me: my body. Just sex, not love. But I want love, I have always been desperate for love. My heart sank as I finally accepted the fact, that I was only gonna be his 'personal sex bitch'. I kept a strong face before him, I wouldn't cry in front of him.

"Damn, baby you just get better and better," he smiled as he pulled out of me, both of us groaning at the loss I just want to mean something to him, though I doubt he's ever loved anyone or anything. I was still sitting on floor of the shower.

"Finish up, we're going out tonight," he said as he slapped my arm, interrupting my thoughts.

"Out? Where are we going?" I asked suddenly excited to get out. Maybe a night out would clear my head. Maybe we're going on a date! I was so excited.

"We're gonna get a real bite," he smirked, "Who knows maybe I'll let you choose."

Of course just a food run. Well maybe this could be fun. Anything to get out the boarding house for a while. I smiled at him as I quickly finished up my shower. I can't wait to see what else he has in store for me.

I hope I didn't disappoint any of my lovely readers! Leave me reviews. I have a lot of plans for Damon & Elena, so I hope you stay tuned!