Here's a new chapter thanks to all of you who are continuing to read my fic! So just a warning this chapter turned out very different from what I was originally going for. Some of you may hate me for this chapter but here goes nothing!

Elena's POV

My eyes fluttered open. I slept so well, probably the best since I've been with Damon. I turned over in bed only to find he was already gone. I sat up rubbing my eyes as he walked in.

"Good Morning sweetheart," he grinned handing me a glass of blood.

"You're awfully chipper," I said stretching out my arms and legs.

I felt like I was living in a parallel universe. Damon was being the good guy. Someone I could see myself with forever. All my emotions and feelings for him were flooding my brain. He was making me feel all warm and giddy inside, like I was a love drunk kid again.

"Hey, what are you thinking about?" He questioned. He probably saw the completely stupid grin I was sporting on my face.

"Just thinking how crazy I am about you," I giggled.

"Could you be anymore cheesy? You know, Elena I-" he looked at me passionately. Suddenly catching himself, "I uh gotta get a shower.." He said walking toward the bathroom. And we're back to square one. He was always putting up walls. It was like he could never be himself with me, like showing vulberability would make him weak. I just want him to show some human emotion towards me. I want love from him. I heard the shower turn on and I walked into the steamy bathroom. I stepped in the shower behind him.

"I couldn't wait," I smirked wrapping my arms around him from behind. His body tightened a bit and within a few seconds his body relaxed. I started planting soft kisses down his back.

"Damon," my voice became needy.

"What Elena," his voice was so cold it made me shiver in the hot shower. Before I could respond he grabbed his towel and stepped out of the shower.

"Why do you do that?" I called to him. He stopped dead in his wet tracks.

"Watch your tone, Elena," his voice was dark.

I built up the courage to respond, "No. I won't watch my tone, Damon. I am sick of this! We take two steps forward and a hundred back. You're a coward, you can't let yourself feel. And that is why you will be eternally alone. Whether I'm here or not the last two hundred years or so that you have been alive have been useless to say the least, honestly if you're not gonna show any type of emotion.. You're- you're," I was stumbling over rmy words trying to find the best way to say this.

"I'm what?" He said his voice so low I could barely hear him.

"You're- better off dead," I surprised myself with my own words.

He ran to me at vampiric speed catching me off guard. He grabbed me in a choke hold against the wall. This was it he was going to kill me. I was fighting against his grip. He was shattering my airway with all his force. My hands fell to my sides and he finally let go as I fell to floor heaving to catch my breath.

"I have felt Elena, and it sucks! I thought for just a second you were learning what this relationship of ours entails. It's sex Elena. I don't love you! I turned you to be my submissive sex bitch. How many times must I tell you," he said shifting his eyes. He wouldn't dare look at me directly.

"You're lying," I coughed finally regaining my composure, "Just look at yourself! You're shaking, you can't even look me in the eye."

He slapped me hard knocking me back to the ground.

"When will you learn to shut your mouth!" He yelled picking me up and tossing me hard against the wall next to his bed. The blow was so hard the force cracked his drywall.

"What about Katherine," I coughed my voice to weak to yell, "you said you've felt once! Was it with Katherine?"

"I loved Katherine," he whispered. Katherine seemed to be his weak spot. Anytime I mentioned her all his features lightened and relaxed.

"And how did it make you feel being with her," I was hoping he'd engage in this conversation with me. I knew it was most likely my last hope.

His face softened, "She made me feel so free. She was sexy, but it was in more ways than one. Her personality exceeded her looks no matter how drop dead gorgeous she was. I could be myself with her and she said she loved me for it. We had passion, excitement, and even a little danger. You know she was afraid to tell me she was a vampire, worried I would never agree to be with her. I proved her wrong though, I turned for her.." His voice faded out.

"You mean she turned you so that you two could live together eternally?"

"No! I would have done anything to spend eternity with her! I loved her! That was my way of showing her devotion! I wanted to belong to her forever."

"Well it clearly didn't work out as planned. What happened," I could see how emotional this was making him, so I kept a somber voice.

"I knew what it took to become a vampire. I had to die with vampire blood in my system. I always loved letting her feed from me, but I would feed from her as well to help me heal quickly. One night I was finally ready, finally done making excuses. I took my father's handgun and I shot myself in the chest. I pierced my lung so it was a very slow and painful death, but I figured anything was worth it, especially for Katherine's affections," his eyes were dazed as her recalled those memories.

"Was she pleased?" I asked.

"Well actually when I came to show her my act of undying love, she laughed in my face," his voice cracked, "and that's not even the worst part."

"Damon, it's o-" I said full of remorse before he cut me off.

"She was fucking my little brother, Stefan."

"I'm so sorry," I said cupping his face in my hands. His eyes had tears welled up in them. "I know it hurts right now Damon, but you can get through it! Don't shut out your feelings to cope. You have to be strong and move on. Move on with me!" I held him tightly feelng his erection pressed firmly against my leg.

"Elena- I.." He looked down and I saw his tear hit the ground.

"Shhh, it's okay Damon. I forgive you. I'm not Katherine. I would never hurt you. You do know that don't you?" I said begnning to coyly stroke his hard cock in my hands. He deserved some real love for pouring his heart out like that for me. I could show him he doesn't need Katherine.

He wrapped his arms around me tight holding me in his embrace. This was the moment I've been dying for. He was feeling, showing me his humanity. His hands were slowly sliding down my back, When they finally reached my ass, he gripped it firmly in his hands picking me up as I wrapped my legs around him. He gave me a slow passionate kiss, with light tongue. It was beautiful.

"Thank you Elena," his voice was just above a whisper.

"Of course, Damon. Now how about we go finish that shower of ours?" I asked playfully as he released me allowing me to stand before him.

He smirked as his eyes followed me to the bathroom. Until I stopped when I heard a noise come from outside Damon's window. It was like the sound of glass shattering, we heard something break. I looked at him suddenly scared he sped over to the window to get a look at what we just heard. Before we could turn around a voice I didn't recognize began to speak, "Hello Damon."

"Brother."

Okay my loves what did you think? I officially added Stefan to the story! Don't worry Delena is still MAIN! There may be some minor Stelena scenes we'll see... I hope you guys don't hate me! Leave me reviews!