Okay so it's been such a long time since I've updated! I am sorry, and I hope this chapter makes it up to all of my loyal readers! (FYI: About 2 weeks have passed since the last chapter.)

"So this is what life's been like Lena? I mean you've got it made," Caroline said as she rolled over on Damon's now made bed. Damon was in the shower and Caroline and I had just finished getting dressed. So it was definitely time for much needed girl talk from my best friend.

"Yeah. I mean I was not expecting to become a vampire and now look at me, I love it! I have embraced who I truly am. Ever since my family died I needed something, maybe someone," I trailed off.

"Oh I see, Damon right?" She grinned, "Hey I'm all for it he's so hot! Not to mention good in the sack!"

"Care! Shut up!" I laughed, "I really missed you! How are you by the way, your transition went well and you seem to be adjusting."

"Elena can you stop parenting for five seconds?! I'm fine, and you and Damon have been more than helpful in and out of the bedroom," she giggled.

"Okay well now that Damon got you your ring and your cravings are under control you don't have to stay here if you don't want to."

"I get it. You want alone time with your sexy vampire boyfriend," she winked, "I think I wanna leave Mystic Falls for a while anyways. Do

some traveling you know?"

"Awe that sounds great Care! And I'm not trying to get rid of you! There's just some unresolved tension between Damon and I," my voice cracked and I hoped Caroline didn't catch it.

"Well? Spill!" she urged.

"I love him. I've known for a while and before you got turned I think just maybe he might love me back. I mean he is controlling and arrogant, but then he's sweet and caring. It's like he's never been loved and that's why he's so possessive towards me. I still grow timid when we're alone," I confessed. It felt good to finally say what's been weighing on my heart for so long.

"Wow, I had no idea! I mean I know you like him and he likes you it's obvious. I mean I've seen you guys in the throws of passion," she laughed.

"The throws of passion?" I leaned over and hit her with a pillow.

"Hey?! Well from your best friend, I just think you should tell him, once I leave. And you can't be scared when it's just you two alone! Stand your ground, show him Elena Gilbert is a force to be reckoned with! And remember you can't jump with out the risk of falling," She leaned in and hugged me tightly. She was right, sure I was apprehensive to put my heart out on the line for a man who kidnapped me and turned me into a vampire and at some points made my life hell, but over last few months I've fallen deeply in love with that man. The bathroom door opened snapping me out of my reverie. Steam poured out into the room along with a wet Damon with his towel hanging dangerously low.

"Miss me?" He smirked as I stared at his glistening body wide eyed. Relax Elena you've seen him this way for so long. I was always so affected by him.

"Caroline is leaving soon, she's made plans to travel," I said quickly gathering my thoughts.

"Wow that's great blondie! You'll be missed," he bowed dropping his towel and pulling on a pair of black boxer briefs. Caroline and I exchanged looks about his large member. Caroline winked at me as I fiddled nervously with my hair.

"I do have to say I'll miss our little ménage threesome thing we had going. It had a kink to it," he laughed.

"I'm sure Elena can give you all you need. She'll be sure to fulfill all your desires, I'm sure of it," Caroline replied. Wow smooth Caroline. I cocked my head to her giving her the death stare when Damon wasn't looking. He pulled on a shirt to go with his worn down jeans and looked at me and smiled. I must say I did miss our one on one interaction. He could be so controlling and overbearing, but he would show me his vulnerable side as well. He only showed his unguarded side when it was just me and him, alone. But having Caroline here made me more at ease and now that she was getting ready to leave all my nerves came rushing back. She grabbed her bags and we walked her to the door.

"Aw Care! I'm gonna miss you!" I said tears welling up in my eyes.

"Oh stop, no water works! You've got my number, we'll be in touch! Plus we're vampires now I'll see you in a couple decades and we will still look as sexy as we do now," she winked. Caroline was always so flighty and free spirited it was something I envied about her. I was the over thinker. She always knew how to feel at ease even in the toughest situations.

"Bye Barbie," Damon called as she walked out the door.

"Later Salvatore," she turned away and loaded her brand new car. She had only stayed with us for two weeks and it felt like I was losing another part of my family all over again. Her car pulled off and it was back to me and Damon. Alone. Damon shut the door and in and instant was pinning me against the wall by the fireplace.

"What are you doing," I panicked. No Caroline to defuse anything from going over the top. I on the other hand didn't know how to control Damon, or if he was even controllable for that matter. I knew sometimes he would let his guard down just for me, but I didn't know how.

"I missed it just being us," he whispered tucking a lock of hair behind my ear.

"I did too D-Damon," I stuttered.

"Tell me do I frighten you? It's not like you don't know me by now," He breathed heavily as he tilted his head examining me with his icy blue eyes.

"No, why would you?" I replied as I swallowed the lump in throat. He picked me against the wall wrapping my legs around his waist. I felt his cock nice and hard pressing on my core.

"You just seem, a bit, flustered," he grinned, his tone still low as he continued stroking my face gently looking at me with his possessive stare.

"I'm fine Damon," I said gaining the confidence to rock my hips against him, so my core would grind against his hard cock. He smirked that devilish grin I haven't seen in a while, since Caroline had been staying with us.

"Make your move, Damon," I quipped sounding as arrogant as I could muster. Without hesitation he started kissing me hungrily not wasting a breath. I moaned over and over again in his mouth as I occasionally slipped my tongue in and out at my attempt to tease him. He spun me around and sped over to the parlor and crashed on top of me as we hit the floor. The carpet helped cradle my body from his roughness. Tearing my dress down the middle, he exposed my breasts.

"No bra, Elena. I'm shocked," he said mockingly as his fangs sunk into my breast.

"Fuck!" I moaned not expecting him to bite. I rolled over, now on top of him, dominating him. I pulled his shirt off over his head as I planted wet kisses down his chest all the way down to his little line of hair leading to his happy trail. He didn't waste time unbuttoning his pants and pulling down his underwear letting his cock spring free.

"My turn," I smirked suddenly gaining the confidence I thought was completely lost. I started to jerk him off furiously until he was rock hard. I pulled off what was left of my ripped dress. As it fell to the floor I stood completely naked in front of him. He smirked realizing I wasn't wearing panties either. I'll thank Caroline for the tip later. I quickly positioned him at my entrance flashing my wet core toward him. I slid down onto his hard cock hissing at the pleasure and pain. I could never get over the size of him.

"Oh god! Fuck me," I moaned, as I bounced up and down on his hard cock.

"I wanna taste you," he said into between breaths. I hopped off and laid on the floor spreading my legs as wide as I could. I was so aroused and I needed this now. He took his middle and forefinger and began running it up and down my wet slits. I arched back pushing my hips in the air wanting more.

"Easy Elena, just relax," he cooed. With those words he thrust those two fingers inside me finally putting his tongue on my clit. He pumped deep inside me hitting my g-spot as his tongue tortured my bundle of nerves. I writhed beneath him until I couldn't handle it anymore. Before long I was coming in his mouth and he swallowed every bit of me. He ended by swirling his tongue in my juices one last time getting the last few drops of me into his mouth. I lay exhausted on the ground coming down from my high, still shaking from my orgasm.

"I'll never get over how amazing you taste. Now finish me," he commanded as he pumped his cock in his hands. I got up onto my knees and took him deep down my throat. I was spinning my tongue in all directions wanting to taste his delicious come. After a few minutes he completely unloaded in my mouth. I swallowed it down relishing in the sweet taste that is Damon Salvatore.

"Damon," I said catching my breath.

"Yes, Lena," he breathed.

"Tell me," she whispered.

"Tell you what?" he questioned as his eyebrows knitted together.

"Tell me you love me," I said and his face went blank.

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