*DISCLAIMER*

Tsuna have been standing in front of the door of the Disciplinary Committee for a long time now. The sun will be setting soon and he is still hesitating to knock on the door. Say whatever you want to say but he is the loser Tsuna we're talking about. There's no way he'll have the courage to knock on the door just to let Hibari punish him. He is way too coward to do that. He actually thought of running away but he was sure that Hibari wouldn't let him get away. He continued staring at the door 'til a thought popped in his mind. What if Hibari got impatient? It would definitely make his punishment harder.

What to do? What to do?

"H-Hibari-san?" Tsuna called as he knocked lightly on the door. When he received no response, he knocked again (though his hands were shaking). He waited for a little while and still no one is opening the door.

Maybe, Hibari-san already went home.

With that thought, Tsuna turned around to walk away but then, another idea popped in his mind, stopping him from doing so. He turned around again to face the door. I'm just going to look inside. Tsuna thought as he touched the doorknob and he gulped before twisting it. He opened the door quietly and peeked inside. When he found no one, he walked in and closed the door behind him quietly. He leaned his back to the door and he looked around the room.

Hiieee!

His eyes quickly widened with shock and fear when he saw a sofa placed near the wall. He didn't see that when he peeked and the thing that surprised him was that Hibari Kyoya was lying there, sleeping. He held the doorknob again but before he could even twist it, Hibari moved, making his coat fall on the floor.

Tsuna was in panic now. He didn't know what to do. Should he just open the door and run away or should he pick that coat first and put it on Hibari before running away?

Tsuna sighed heavily but still quietly before letting go of the doorknob. A little help wouldn't hurt, right? He walked to the Cloud Guardian but before he could even pick the coat, he tripped. "Hiieee!" he squealed before falling on top of Hibari. He quickly looked up to see if he had woken up the Cloud Guardian and unluckily for him, the Cloud's eyes were open. "H-Hibari-san…"

Gokudera sat on his sofa, face-palming himself with both hands. He got too much emotions flowing in his heart today.

He felt mad. Well, who wouldn't be? After seeing Yamamoto and that girl together and hearing them say how they like each other, who the hell wouldn't be mad? And the timing was too perfect also. He was going to ask the baseball nut about their relationship and that scene answered his question perfectly. At least, he didn't have to embarrass himself, right? If he was able to ask Yamamoto about that and the answer is that there was nothing between them, he wouldn't know how to act. Tsk. He felt so mad about the fact that he was actually expecting something between them, but then, there was not.

He felt sad, though he wouldn't admit it to himself. But the fact that he believed in Yamamoto, the fact that he trusted Yamamoto, the fact that he fell for Yamamoto, the damn bastard who does anything he wants, made him unable to ignore the feeling of being sad. Why did he even do those? Trusting anyone was something he decided not to do a very long time ago. And loving an idiot was something he never expected he would do.

He felt so hurt. Why does this always happen to him? What were all those hugs for? What was that kiss for? Was it all a game for the baseball nut? Damn, he was so careless. Every time, he was so careless. Why couldn't he learn his lesson? He was always hurt because of his carelessness. Why did he let himself fall for that idiot?

Damn you

Gokudera stared at the ceiling to stop the tears in his eyes from falling. He sighed heavily. He never expected that he would feel this way again.

Damn Yakyuu Baka, you don't know how much I hate you.

Why does he always have to feel this way? Why does pain never leave him? He was so close to happiness but now, here we go again.

You're a real damn bastard. Why you? Of all people…

What were all those excitement for? He felt like a complete idiot. He was blushing constantly for nothing.

I hate you. I hate you so much.

Gokudera closed his eyes and a tear fell down his cheek unintentionally. His heart throbbed painfully in his chest, realizing how unfortunate he was. Maybe this was his fate. He was unwanted right from the start so maybe he deserved pain. He caused his mother to live in pain right after he was born.

But still…

Isn't this pain a little too much?

"G-Gomen nasai," Tsuna apologized as he tried to stand but failed when Hibari wrapped an arm around his waist.

"I'll bite you to death."

"Hiieee! No! I was just try—," that was all the Sky was able to say before he was rolled over and now, he was lying on his back on the sofa with Hibari on top of him. His heart started to beat fast when he saw the Cloud's eyes glaring at him. "Gomen, Hibari… san?" Tsuna was taken aback when Hibari leaned closer to his neck and he blushed darkly, feeling his senpai's breath against his neck.

Hibari licked Sawada's neck first before biting hard on it.

"Hibari-san…" Tsuna whimpered as he gripped Hibari's arms with both hands. He tried to push the Cloud Guardian away from him because it hurt so much, but he soon gave up, remembering that the man above him is much stronger than him.

Hibari-san is truly biting me to death.

Tsuna felt his skin tear and a little amount of blood trailed down his skin. "Hibari-san, no more," he whispered, gripping Hibari's arms tighter.

Hibari sucked Tsuna's neck first to wipe the blood before looking at the sky again. He smirked when he saw sweats rolling down the boy's face, a little proof of how scared this herbivore was.

Tsuna let go of Hibari's arms and his now free hand covered his neck. He tried to sink himself in the sofa so he could disappear right now. He takes back what he thought earlier. A little help hurts.

"Come back tomorrow," Hibari said as he sat on the sofa.

Tsuna quickly stood up and ran fast out of the room and out of the school. He walked home, still with his hand on his neck, and thought deeply. Hibari could have disciplined him with a little meaner punishment. Why did he do that? Although, he told Tsuna to come back tomorrow, still, Tsuna can't believe Hibari would do that. He never heard anyone being punished like that.

FF Morning

So very early in the morning, the Sky and the Storm walked to the Namimori Middle School quietly. Yes, quietly, because the two seemed to be deep in thoughts. They were so quiet but neither of them minded. They were thinking too much about the things that happened yesterday and none of them wanted to start a talk. When they reached the school, Gokudera suddenly remembered something he should do.

"Juudaime, I just remembered I have to do something, can you go to our classroom alone?" Gokudera asked his Juudaime politely.

"Hai," Tsuna answered, smiling at the Italian.

Gokudera quickly ran to his destination— the baseball field. He planned this last night. Well, he kept thinking about it that he ended up planning this. There was something inside him that was asking 'are they REALLY together?' Gokudera planned on going here and see what answer he would get to that question.

When the Italian reached the baseball field, he stared as the members of the team do their morning practice. He stared at Yamamoto for a moment then he averted his eyes to look at their manager. Her eyes were expectedly glued to Yamamoto and it pissed the hell out of Gokudera.

"One minute break!" The manager shouted.

The members quickly stopped practicing and they went to the seats at the side to drink water. The girl quickly gave Yamamoto bottled water. Yamamoto took and drank it while she wiped his sweat away using a towel.

Tsk. So you want someone caring? Screw you

Gokudera walked near one of the members but still far from Yamamoto so he wouldn't be noticed. "Oi, are they together?" he asked the guy, still looking at the baseball nut and the girl.

The boy was a little taken aback by Gokudera's approach but then, he answered. "No, but I think they'll be soon, they look perfect together, after all," he said but was surprised when the person he was talking to was already gone.

Tsk.

Gokudera dashed away. He didn't want to hear any more of that guy's talk. He just asked if Yamamoto and that girl were together. He didn't ask to hear any of his opinion.

"They look perfect together"

Really? Perfect, you say? They look ugly together.

"Gokudera"

Gokudera stopped walking, hearing the baseball nut's voice, but he didn't turn around. He just stood there and waited for what the other had to say. After all, he didn't know what to do at the moment.

"Where are you going?"

Gokudera was wide-eyed when he received a warm embrace from behind. His heart immediately skipped a beat and he didn't know how to feel in this situation. Should he enjoy this feeling of being hugged again? Or should he just ignore this feeling and punch this damn bastard who dared to hug him after hurting him so much? "Classroom," he simply answered, unable to do anything.

"Eh? I thought you came for me?"

Gokudera felt the hug tightened as Yamamoto said those words. He felt his body grew weaker and weaker each second that passed by and he couldn't do a thing but answer. "Like hell I'd do that," he argued with a tone different from his usual.

"Heh," Yamamoto chuckled before he turned Gokudera around. "Good morning," he greeted, cupping the Italian's cheek.

Gokudera was forced to look at Yamamoto and he couldn't stop the blush from forming on his cheeks. He didn't even know how his heart was able to take the painful throbs that wouldn't stop quickening is pace each time.

Yamamoto leaned his face closer to Gokudera's and Gokudera immediately took a step back. He was prevented to take another when Yamamoto wrapped an arm around his waist while the other held his hand. Gokudera knew that letting Yamamoto do this to him was wrong but he couldn't resist. He couldn't deny that he wanted it and with that, he closed his eyes as Yamamoto leaned his face again… but then, they were stopped when a voice, searching for Yamamoto, was heard.

"Hey, Takeshi!" the manager shouted.

Gokudera freed himself from Yamamoto's touch and he took a step back to move a little farther away from him, though he was hurt because he was actually wishing that Yamamoto wouldn't let him go.

Yamamoto turned around to look at the manager who was walking towards them. He was sure that she didn't see him and Gokudera that's why he was calm. "Aya," he smiled.

"It's only a one-minute break. Why did you go here?" she asked.

"I'm going," Gokudera said as he started to walk away. Despite hearing Yamamoto say wait, he didn't bother to stop. Instead, he continued walking with an annoyed expression on his face. He might not admit it but he was so frustrated and jealous. He was frustrated because they were so close, only an inch and their lips would have met, yet that girl came and they were stopped. He was jealous because it was so obvious that Yamamoto chose her over him. Not running after him and staying with that damn girl were enough for him to realize that. And they even call each other by names.

Gokudera didn't know who to blame for making him feel this way. Should he blame Yamamoto for always being gentle to him? Or should he blame himself for not resisting Yamamoto's touch? He knew that Yamamoto was already taken yet he still loved the man.

Fuck my life.

FF

The day ended for Gokudera, still with annoyance overflowing his emotions. His Juudaime didn't walk with him again today for the same reason and Yamamoto is surely doing his practice again with that Aya girl. He was so pissed… so pissed that he wanted to get drunk. He opened the fridge and took some cans of beer to drink. He sat on the floor and turned the television on. He didn't want to watch any show, especially now that he is in a bad mood. He just needed something to clear everything in his mind.

Gokudera had already drunk a few cans of beer when someone knocked on the door. He decided not to open it but then, the knockings continued and it pissed the hell out of Gokudera. He walked to the door and opened it angrily. "What?" he shouted, glaring at the man who knocked. He got surprised when he saw Yamamoto and he was stunned for a moment.

"Yo," Yamamoto greeted with his usual smile.

"Tch, why are you here?" Gokudera said as he went back to the living room with Yamamoto. He sat on the floor before drinking again.

Yamamoto sat beside Gokudera and watched what Gokudera was watching. "I missed you," he said, wrapping an arm around Gokudera's shoulders.

Gokudera quickly bowed his head to hide the light shade of pink on his cheeks. He couldn't move because he thought that doing something would just add pain in him.

"I'm sorry about earlier," Yamamoto apologized as he faced Gokudera, cupping the Italian's cheek so that they were looking at each other directly.

Gokudera's eyes widened when Yamamoto's lips met his. It was so sudden that he didn't have the time to resist it. He gripped Yamamoto's arms as he felt that painful throbs in his heart again.

Why?

Gokudera wants to know why Yamamoto kisses him. He wants to know why Yamamoto does this to him.

This game….

This game Yamamoto is playing, should Gokudera play with him?

Yamamoto deepened the kiss and Gokudera closed his eyes right away. Is it alright to say that he wants to play with the baseball nut in this game? Even though he knows how much it hurts, he still couldn't hide the fact that he wanted Yamamoto. He couldn't stop loving this bastard so much that he wanted to feel his touch every time.