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This chapter should have been the last chapter if only I was able to finish this earlier. Gomen gomen gomen. Anyway... I thought I should update now so here it is, another crappy chapter XD

Tuesday Night

Yamamoto was in Tsuna's room, with Tsuna (of course) and Hibari (surprisingly for him). He was still panting because he came here running. He needed Tsuna's help. Well, Gokudera didn't want to come back to him and wouldn't tell him the reason so he really needed help from the person Gokudera trusts the most.

"But Yamamoto, we should at least know the reason why he doesn't want to go back," Tsuna told the Rain guardian. "Right, Hibari-san?" he turned his head to look at his lover but the man just looked away with a very annoyed expression. Ugh. Tsuna's sweat dropped. He's still mad.

Yamamoto actually came in the worst possible moment. They were in the middle of doing 'that' when Yamamoto suddenly came. Tsuna was actually thankful that the Rain came. Well, Hibari was here to tutor him and not to do those perverted stuff. They still have to attend school tomorrow, for heaven's sake. To tell the truth, he can't seem to get used to 'that'. He doesn't really hate it because it feels good but Hibari should at least have a little self-restraint.

"But he wouldn't tell me," Yamamoto said. "Just a few days ago, he told me that he really loves me and I haven't done anything bad since that day so I don't have a clue at all," he continued.

"Maybe he fell in love with the girl," Hibari spoke.

"Hibari-san!" Tsuna shouted at the older man. "Please don't mind him."

"I was thinking, maybe he doesn't want to be gay anymore… that's why…"

"Ehhh?" Tsuna couldn't believe what he heard.

"Well, I actually just forced myself on him, I think," Yamamoto said while scratching the back of his head.

"Huh? T-That's impossible," Tsuna argued, blushing a little. His head was bowed while his hands clutched his shorts tightly. It actually seemed like Tsuna was talking to his crotch (haha, couldn't think of anything else) "Hibari-san might actually be the same as you… always forcing himself on me," he whispered the last part because he felt Hibari's eyes glaring at him but that didn't stop him. "B-But you see, if I really hated that, I could have just ran away. But I didn't. That would be the same for Gokudera-kun. If you were just forcing yourself on him, he could have just shoved you away 'til you're gone. But he didn't," he explained clearly, breathing deeply afterwards. "And in those days, even though I wasn't aware, Hibari-san's feelings had reached me and without even realizing it, I unconsciously developed the same feelings for him. Of course, I tried to deny it because it would mean that I'm gay. But with that reason alone, there's no way I could avoid Hibari-san. Unless I stop loving Hibari-san, unless Gokudera-kun stops loving you, we can never go back," Tsuna continued before raising his head again. "So there must be some other reason, something more important," he said, smiling at the rain guardian. "We should just find that out."

"Oi, herbivore. Who the hell forced himself on you?" Hibari asked as he grabbed Tsuna's arm, gripping it tightly.

"Ah, Hibari-san," Tsuna turned to look at Hibari with fear in his eyes.

It's true that Hibari just forced himself on Tsuna; always forcing him to come to the Disciplinary Office… always tutoring him even though it really scares him… but Tsuna can't say those, of course.

"I'm sorry," Tsuna apologized.

"Tch," Hibari got annoyed. Tsuna should have, at least, defended himself. He was right, after all. "You're a real herbivore," Hibari whispered before giving Tsuna a chaste kiss.

"I'm really sorry," Tsuna apologized.

Tsk. I am not mad.

He's a real herbivore. But that's what Hibari liked about Tsuna; so strong yet so weak.

"What he said is true, so think again, herbivore," Hibari told the black-haired herbivore. He wasn't really interested in this and he doesn't care a thing about them so he isn't in the mood to think now. Besides, that silver-haired herbivore is old enough to solve his own problems. He knows how much Gokudera loves Yamamoto and him— not coming back to this Japanese, Hibari just couldn't think of a reason. That herbivore surely is an idiot. He surely has the guts to make his beloved herbivore handle their problem in their relationship.

I'll truly make that herbivore suffer once this is done, tsk.

"Ah, I-Itai…"

Shit. Hibari was still gripping Tsuna's arm and he accidentally squeezed it tighter due to the anger he's feeling for that damned Italian. Kamikorosu

And that was for the Italian, of course.

"Tsk," Hibari looked away as he gently massaged Tsuna's arm. Tsuna just blushed at the gentleness.

"Hey… will you two cut that out already?" Yamamoto suggested with a smile, scratching the back of his head again. Thinking is really hard for him because thinking isn't in his interest in the first place and these two— doing lovey-dovey stuffs in front of him, just makes it worse.

That made Tsuna's blush redder. We're they so obvious? "A-Anyway, Y-Yama-m-moto— eek!" Tsuna's stuttering was interrupted when he got shocked at the sudden ring of the doorbell. His blush disappeared as he looked at the window. "It's too late at night. Who might that be?"

It's actually very late in the evening. His mother and the kids are already sleeping.

"P-Please wait here," Tsuna said as he stood up and walked. And despite hearing what Tsuna said, the two followed him behind.

"U-Uhm, good evening."

When Tsuna opened the door, he just stared at the lady who greeted him.

"Is Yamamoto-san here?"

After hearing that question, Tsuna's eyes narrowed in annoyance and anger. He was helping Yamamoto, right? He was helping Yamamoto fix his relationship with Gokudera so why is a lady looking for him at this time of night?

"Who's there?" Yamamoto asked when they reached Tsuna.

"Hey, Yamamoto, are you cheating on Gokudera-kun?" Tsuna asked in a whisper though there was anger in it.

"Huh?" Yamamoto got confused at what he heard and he just scratched the back of his head.

"Why is there a girl searching for you at this time of night?" Tsuna burst as he jumped on Yamamoto, making the man fall on the floor with him on top. He was now straddling the Rain Guardian and was ready to punch him but someone grabbed his wrist, stopping him. "Hibari-san? Ah—" that was all he was able to say before he was pulled away from Yamamoto only to be placed on the Cloud's lap.

"I'm the only one you're allowed to push down. You got that, herbivore?" Hibari spoke as he glared at the younger one.

"B-But Hibari-san, he was cheating on Gokudera-kun," Tsuna told Kyoya.

Huhhh? Yamamoto got up from where he was lying and walked to the door. There, he saw the lady Tsuna was talking about. "Isabella," he spoke.

Isabella? Tsuna's eyes widened at what he heard.

"I have something important to tell you, Yamamoto-san," Isabella told the Japanese in front of her.

"Wait, come in first," Yamamoto said as he opened the door wider, enough for the lady to walk in.

"I-Is it okay?" Isabella hesitated but Yamamoto just gave him smile like it was his own house. "S-Sorry for the intrusion," she greeted as she came in. There, he saw two other Japanese, sitting on the floor with the other, straddling him. "G-Good evening," she blushed.

"Heh," Hibari smirked as he stared at his lover again. "She's the herbivore's fiancée, isn't she?" he asked Tsuna in an insulting tone.

Tsuna stared at the elder Japanese and felt really embarrassed for his actions earlier. "Uhh…" he couldn't utter a word and his face quickly turned dark red. "I'm sorry!" he apologized as he hugged Hibari tightly, burying his face on the man's chest. He's just way too embarrassed to face anyone.

"Hn," Hibari smirked again at the cute response while wrapping his arms around the herbivore's waist.

"T-Tsuna, it's alright," Yamamoto said as he scratched the back of his head. "A-Anyway, I told you to please stop that."

FF

Yamamoto, Tsuna and Hibari sat on the sofa in the living room with Isabella in front of them. Well of course, it's bad for a lady to be alone in the bedroom with three guys so they just decided to talk here. Though Tsuna just sat there silently, still with a light blush. Well, Hayato hadn't introduced his fiancée to him so he really had no idea what the lady looks like.

"Hey," Hibari called his herbivore as he wrapped his arm around the uke's shoulders, pulling him closer. "It's fine," he whispered and he received a smile from the Sky.

"U-Uhm, I know now the reason why Hayato won't go back to you, Yamamoto-san," Isabella spoke hesitantly because speaking would definitely disturb these lovers in front of him.

"Eh, really?" Yamamoto couldn't believe what he heard. He was just thinking about it earlier and now, here is the answer.

The other two stopped their lovey-dovey thingy and stared at the lady seriously.

"Yeah, I saw him talking with your manager earlier."

"Manager?" That would be Aya, the one Gokudera was so jealous of. Why would he be talking to Aya? Hayato hates her, right?

"Your manager seems to be claiming you. I heard it. He doesn't want Hayato to be near you. She said your baseball career would be over if your relationship with Hayato would be discovered," Isabella explained.

"What baseball career?" Yamamoto asked. He's still far from being a baseball star so what the hell is Aya thinking about now? "That's very trivial. Hayato won't even be bothered by that," he argued. The way he talked sounded a little annoyed but who could blame him? Aya was claiming him hers.

"T-That's true. I think Gokudera-kun wouldn't go this far just for that reason. He knows that Yamamoto doesn't care about what other people say so that's really impossible," Tsuna supported the Rain guardian.

"I know. I've thought about that too," Isabella said. "But then, he didn't notice that I was there for so long… long enough to hear everything. He didn't notice me 'til I approached him. It just means he's really bothered by it, right?" she continued.

"But still," Yamamoto didn't want to believe it. Hayato gave him up because of what Aya said. The prideful Hayato just lose to Aya. He really didn't want to believe it.

"T-Then that might be true though I don't know why," Tsuna whispered.

"Anyway, that's the only information we have so let's use that. The rest is up to you, herbivore," Hibari spoke, obviously tired of this conversation.

"Fine," Yamamoto finally agreed. I should just calm down… "Please, help me. Let's make another plan."

"So this is your plan," Gokudera asked as he looked at Yamamoto without any emotions. He was now sitting on the bed while the idiot stood in front of him. He is stuck in this room because the door wouldn't open 'til tomorrow.

"Yes," Yamamoto answered, laughing as he scratched the back of his head.

"And?" Gokudera doesn't know what will happen now. If this was their plan, then this wouldn't end just like this, right? Something has to happen sooner or later.

"Well, Hibari said that they'll make you drunk and that's when they'll bring you here. Then, I'll make you tell me the story between you and Aya-san," Yamamoto explained the plan furthermore. "But I see you're not drunk."

"Hell if I will, idiot!" Gokudera shouted at the Yakyuu baka. "I won't get drunk just because of that. They will before me. Didn't Isabella tell you that?" he asked almost insulted at the lame plan.

"She did but Hibari insisted that it will work anyway," the Japanese said.

"And it didn't," Gokudera sighed. "So what will you do now?" he asked the Rain Guardian as he folded his arms across his chest, raising an eyebrow.

"You'll tell me, right?" Yamamoto asked, smiling hopefully.

"Nani?"

"Did you really break up with me because of what Aya-san said?"

"Ha?" Gokudera was startled at the sudden question. He unfolded his arms and put them on his sides. He looked away as his face quickly turned red. "I didn't," he answered.

"Eh? You really did because of that reason?" Yamamoto asked despite hearing Hayato's answer. Hayato's actions just showed it all.

"I said I didn't, idiot!" Hayato shouted as he glared at the idiot Japanese.

"I really thought you didn't. I didn't believe them bec—"

"Idiot!" Gokudera shouted again. He stood up and grabbed the taller man's shirt with force, drawing him closer to him. "Are you deaf? I said I didn't! Can't you even fucking understand a single word?"

"Hey…" Yamamoto ignored the Italian's violence. Instead, he looked at Hayato passionately. "You should have told me that something was bothering you. You should have told me that Aya-san was harassing you."

Hayato was startled at the passionate stare he was receiving. "You're wrong," he whispered. "You're wrong," he whispered again as he looked away. "She didn't harass me. No one harassed me," he told the idiot. "I told you I didn't break up with you because of that, didn't I? Are you deaf?"

"Hayato"

And Hayato gulped. How come Yamamoto is so sure that he was lying? "She didn't harass me. She just made me realize," he spoke. Well, he wasn't exactly lying.

"Realize?"

"Yeah, it's something you won't understand so stop pestering me," Hayato angrily said but with a low voice. "Stop chasing me."

"But you're clinging to me, aren't you?"

"Huh?" Gokudera stared at his hands and saw that he really is clinging to Yamamoto. It wasn't because of the anger he was feeling a while ago but there was something more to it. Shit. He quickly let go of Yamamoto's shirt and shoved him away but Yamamoto gripped his wrists so they still stood close to each other.

"You'll explain everything to me. You'll make me understand. You can make me understand, right? Hayato…"

"Damn it," Hayato cursed. "Damn, I hate you," he told the Yakyuu baka. He wanted to refuse but when was he able to do that? He always falls for this man. "Just don't laugh at me."

Yamamoto smiled, knowing that Hayato will finally open up for him once more. "I won't," he promised as he hugged the Italian. He lifted him and sat on the bed with Hayato placed on his lap.

"Hey, what the fuck is this?" Hayato asked, annoyed at the position he was in. He was straddling Yamamoto's lap; the idiot's hands were on his waist. Isn't the idiot just using this situation to lay his hands on him?

Yamamoto, seeing the annoyed expression on Hayato, just smiled again. "Come on, I'm your boyfriend."

Gokuedera raised an eyebrow. "We already broke up, idiot," he reminded the Japanese.

"I never agreed, Hayato," Takeshi smiled again. "So tell me now."

"Tsk" Hayato hissed before sighing, knowing that he would have a long time talking. He opened his mouth to speak but he found no words to say. Where should he start? What should he explain?

He's obviously in panic. "Why would you be a nuisance to me?" Yamamoto started.

Hayato frowned as he got angry at himself. He just let the idiot see him in panic, didn't he? "Because with your talent, you'll be famous someday and I, being with you, would just ruin your dream," he answered though annoyed.

"Hey, Hayato~ you just said I have talent," Yamamoto grinned happily at the Italian's praise, completely ignoring Hayato's answer.

"Oi, idiot, are you even listening to me?" Hayato angrily asked as he glared at the Japanese

"I am," Yamamoto answered as he stared at Gokudera. "Hayato, if it's about what other people will say, I don't care and you don't care too, right? You should stop thinking too much about it," he advised.

"Hey, idiot, listen to me seriously. I'll make you understand." Hayato clutched the Japanese's shirt tightly as he was about to say something he never wanted to say. He didn't want to bring this topic up but more than that, he didn't want Yamamoto to regret his choice if Hayato hadn't explained to him properly. "Do you know that picking the wrong choice will make you live miserably?"

"Are you saying that sticking with you is the wrong choice?" Yamamoto asked as he frowned.

"Yes," Hayato simply answered before breathing deeply. "You might think now that it's the right one but you're wrong, you'll regret it someday."

"Hey…" Yamamoto called, smiling though there was hesitation. "How come you sound so sure?"

"Because I am sure, think about it again." Hayato answered coldly, emphasizing his point.

Yamamoto's hands moved to gripped Hayato's arms. He wanted to get mad but he didn't want to hurt Hayato. He had done that before when Hayato broke up with him and he never want that to happen again. "Please stop making me think. I'm tired already. I just want to be with you so why don't you just come back to me?" he suggested. He had been thinking for heaven knows how many days. He is really tired now. Hayato's explanation… he just don't get why Hayato is so determined to leave him. What's with the wrong choice? If choosing Hayato now would cause him trouble in the future, then so be it. If he will need to choose between Hayato and baseball in the future, he'd honestly choose Hayato.

"You don't want to think?" Hayato whispered. "I'm doing this for your own damn good. I'm doing everything so you could understand but if you won't even try, how the hell can you understand a single thing? This is for you so you won't have to regret in the future!" He shouted and he wasn't able to say another word when Yamamoto threw him on the bed with the idiot on top.

"WHY THE HELL ARE YOU SO DESPERATE TO LEAVE ME?!" Yamamoto snapped. He didn't want this. He didn't want to shove Hayato on the bed and shout at him. His body moved on its own and his mouth just suddenly shouted those words. Maybe, it's his emotions. Maybe, he was just so damn frustrated. Maybe, he just wanted Hayato so much that he couldn't control himself anymore. "Do you love me? Do you not love me? I don't get you at all!"

"Let go!" Hayato struggled to be freed from Yamamoto's tight grip. His hands were pinned on either side of his head, his wrists being gripped by Yamamoto tightly. "I told you not to doubt my feelings. Let go of me!" he demanded as he glared at Yamamoto, annoyed at what the man's just said.

Yamamoto glared back at him and his usual smile was long gone. "Tell me why you're so desperate to leave me!"

"Fuck you!"

And Gokudera received a slap.

Huh? Gokudera was shut, his face faced to the side, his eyes opened wide. He turned his head to look at Yamamoto with shock.

"Why?"

Hayato felt Yamamoto's grip on his wrists tightened more if it was still even possible.

"I hate you…"

Yamamoto said those words with a low voice but Hayato was sure that those words came from the heart. He couldn't help but stare… just stare as the man above him break down.

"I hate you so much…"

Hayato continued staring. His mouth was shut, his lips were trembling. He couldn't utter a word. All he could do was just stare… stare as tears started to pour down the Japanese's eyes. He just stared as Yamamoto's tears fell down on his cheeks.

Yep, that's all for now -_- I'm really sorry. I promise I'll post the last chapter soon. Please wait for it. Next chapter is the ending. Hayato will reveal his reasons... and smut.

Thank you for loving this story.. also, for the reviews, thank you so much :) so much love for you guys