I got a few days off form school so maybe if I felt some inspiration, I could post chapter 4 quicker ? ;D

Okay, I only characters I own are Jim and Blake the rest belong to Cassandra Clare.

Chapter 3

It has now been five days since he had last saw Alec and every second felt like hell, Magnus hoped that he would get over the shadow hunter but at the same time he didn't want to. He wanted to mope about in his apartment holding on to these feelings because he was so scared that when they disappear it would leave him unable to feel ever again.

What was he kidding! He couldn't wait out his feelings for Alec like he couldn´t bear to watch him die of old age. That thought sent a shiver through Magnus´s spine, whether he was with him or not the problem still remained; Alec was mortal.

After pacing around the room for a final time Magnus heard his phone beep with a text message, looking at the screen his heart literally dropped, it was from Isabelle:

Magnus

I don't know what happened between you two but I've been quiet long enough and nothing seems to have changed, if anything Alec is acting weirder each day not wanting to do anything but today he just stormed out of the house. I know it has something to do with you since the way he acts when someone mentions your name. So fix the problem before I fix your fucking glittery face.

Sincerely Isabelle

Magnus felt like he was going to be sick, had he pushed Alec to the edge? –Weirder- He wanted to know what she meant by that but he felt like he couldn't just ask; especially because she wanted to fix his face. He needed to find out for himself so without hesitation he put on his coat and went out the door.

(A few hours earlier)

Alec woke up exhausted even though the last time he went out the house was the day he supposedly went to Taki´s. After having breakfast he decides to spend his day lounging around the library, outside the door that leads into the room Alec could hear voices talking and he thought someone might have said his name but he entered the room anyway despite that it could be a discussion he rather not hear.

Around the large table that is usually used for meetings was his mother Maryse, Isabelle and surprisingly Jace who all looked like they were in a bad mood. Maryse turned her head to see her eldest son standing at the door and smiled rather fakely at him but he could not blame her since she must be under a lot of stress after Sebastian kindly left them some angel wings.

Alec sits down on a chair to join the rest of them as they re-continue their conversation about how the silent brothers don't seem to be able to expel the heavenly fire from Jace "It´s so annoying, I can't even touch Clary now" Isabelle looks at him irritably "That's not the problem, the issue is that it´s potentially dangerous to have you around anyone". "I don't care about the rest" Jace huffed then before Isabelle could make a comeback Maryse cut in "Alexander, maybe you could call Magnus and see if he has any ideas?" Alec´s blood left his face and he turned pale white – I can't brush it off with everyone staring at me- Isabelle gave Alec a knowing look from the corner of her eye so Alec sighs and gives in.

"Mom, I'm sorry to tell you this but I don't think he will answer and especially is the call is from me" Alec says in a pained voice. Maryse looked generally looked hurt for her son "Oh darling, I didn't know" she puts her hand on his for a way of comfort "Don't worry about it, we could always find another warlock to treat Jace" She was concerned for her son and his mental well-being but Alec knew that she was somewhat glad about the break up since she never understood their relationship from the start. – find another warlock"

"err Yeah , ok.-okay ,that's good" Alec stammered as he tried to find a non-suspicious way of getting back out of the room but gave in and ended up almost running for the door; he had to escape. Alec had realized recently that when he´s in a bad situation he the only thoughts that go through his head are run, escape, before you get hurt. He went straight for the street and started running with no direction in mind, he bumped into a couple of people but he didn't care.

After walking around places where he and Alec used to go for dates for almost the whole day Magnus decides to use a tracking spell, he knew he wasn't going to find Alec by luck but he just wished that he could; that they knew each over so well that if he tried Magnus could find his whenever he wanted.

Alec ended up at the pub he went to the day Magnus had broken up with him. At first he felt empty and kept ordering beer that he didn't even like but after a few rounds Alec´s composure started to slip. His true feelings started to come through, he didn't think he could be the same person he was before, something needs to change again but he knew it wouldn't be with Magnus like he wanted. He started to cry and he couldn't stop the tears from falling as much as he rubbed his eyes with furry.

Alec didn't want to stay here anymore; he wanted to be on his own but after drinking so much he didn't have the energy to move. It was pathetic that he needed to phone someone but he needed to be rescued. He scanned down to Magnus´s number but he was too scared to call him – He wouldn't answer anyway-. Then an image flashed in his head; it was of Blake. -Would he come? – He thought.

The other day after Blake had kissed him the only way Alec finally got rid of him was by exchanging numbers, he has also been getting random texts from the warlock every day.

"What a wonderful day for a stroll in the park"

"Are you hiding? :0 "

"I hope I didn't scare you too much that day"

"The rain is kind of depressing, huh?"

He smiled thinking back to them; it was obvious that Blake was trying to get him out of his shell, and then he pressed call. Blake answered on the first ring "Alexander? I´m glad you're calling me but why this late at night?". "Blake" Alec sobbed, he was so glad he answered "Please pick me up, I – I don't know what to do… no-where to really go"

The tracking spell led Magnus outside a building; a bar called "The old tavern" to be exact. Magnus has been to a lot of bars and especially clubs but he never been here, this place seemed too manly for his standards. Looking through the window he saw Alec who was in a dreadful state looking at his phone like he was waiting for someone.

Jim was patting Alec´s head awkwardly while he was sobbing leaning all of his weight on the counter like he didn't even have enough energy to keep himself up right when Blake got to the bar; he felt a pang of jealously – Don't touch him- he thought like a little child not wanting others to touch what is his. Even from the door he could tell what had happened, the boy was obviously got drunk and is now currently having a mini break down over Magnus. Blake strolls over to the counter and grabs the barman's hand so hard he thought he may have broken it but as he expected it did the trick as he stopped touching Alec and went to the over side to talk to someone else – ha, shows you-

Alec looks up at the man standing above him and when he saw it was Blake he was relieved, so much so he didn't care that he was rude to Jim.

Looking down at his face with his puffy eyes and tears down his cheeks Blake felt what he didn't expect, looking at him he didn't feel happy about it at all, if anything he felt hurt and sorry for the boy. Before he could protest he took Alec in his arms but surprisingly he seemed to look more relaxed there.

Alec felt so comfortable in Blake´s arms he didn't care that the whole bar were most likely looking at them as he snuggled his face into Blake´s chest. As Blake walked out of the building he was pretty sure Alec had literally passed out in his arms, walking down the street he heard a voice somewhere behind him saying his name, he knew who is was before he even turned around.

"Blake! What are you doing!" Magnus shouted with blue sparks at the end of his fingers, the man in question turned around. He grinned at Magnus "I'm just comforting this shadow hunter here. Not like you would know how to do that" he said with malice. "Let Alec go, whatever problem you got with me don't mess him up because of it". "Not everything's about you and I think you're a little too late to say that, especially when you're the one who messed things up with him". Magnus flinches "I like him and he called me, not you,so piss off". Magnus wanted to attack the over warlock but since he was holding Alec he didn't dare "Blake, his family know me; I can bring him back to the institute" he pleaded "so please bring him here".

Blake has never seen Magnus beg before so he found it very amusing – Should I push him further? - "I would bring him back myself but since he's staying round my place I guess he can´t" he said then clicked his fingers to disappear along with Alec. "Alec" Magnus said in a barely audible voice, "ALEC!" he shouted as he fell to the ground and started punching the road, he knew it was too late , if Blake was with him then be wouldn't be able to find his shadow hunter. Magnus was shaking so badly he wasn't sure if he could stand back up but he had to be strong, there's was no way they couldn't be together,he realized that now that he had made a big mistake because he was scared, so scared of being loved or rejected by the shadow hunter that he forced him away.

Yay , this chapter is longer than I thought it would be ^^ Thanks to all of you guys who have reviewed, they really help me to continue this ;)

This chapter´s playlist:

Falling Slowly- Glen Hansard and Marketa Irglova

Ellie goulding-My blood

Hero- Enrique Iglesias