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Chapter 4

Alec woke up feeling good which hasn't happened for a long time. He went to turn around to find that he couldn't; something was holding him in place. Opening his eyes he realized he wasn't the only person occupying the bed, next to him or better said basically on him was Blake. His legs were entangled with his own and Alec´s face was just below his, so close Blake was basically resting his chin on Alec´s head; it was a human trap. It took a moment to remember that he had phoned Blake last night so it was kind of his fault he was in this situation now but the enormity of the situation soon kicked in – I´m in bed, I´m in Blake´s bed… Oh god, Did we? – thought Alec as he started to panic and move about to free himself.

After getting out of the human death trap without Blake noticing Alec started to panic more when he realized he was just in his underwear and then he heard a whistle behind him and turned to see that Blake was in fact awake "Hot, I could get used to a partial naked shadow hunter standing at the end of my bed" he said. Standing there topless Alec suddenly felt cold and shivered, Blake noticed and pulled him back onto the bed so Alec fell on top of him and as he fell Alec made a noise that resembled a scared animal.

"It´s okay" Blake said as he rubbed his arms and covered him back up by the covers "It´s kind of cold in here, huh?" Alec didn't really understand his change in attitude, he seemed different from what he imagined "Wouldn't you enjoy seeing me freeze to death?" he asked dryly. "You would have thought so but one can only be so much of a sadist" he answered humorously. To that Alec stayed silence since he couldn't think of a comeback so they sat there for a while; Alec in Blake´s arms in till he spoke once more "I want something to change" he said then seemed to gather his thoughts. Blake´s next words were a whisper "I´m sick my life, I wanted things to change but I realize now how can I expect someone to change my life when I´m the one that always stays the same".

Alec felt sorry for the man and guilty because he might have given him false hopes but then the other thought came back to him "did we?" he blurted "Umm, I mean. Did we do it?" he asked knowing his face was most likely red right now. Whatever deep thoughts Blake was thinking about, he seemed to get out of it by that question and replaced his serious face with a smile that Alec thought lightened up this green eyes "What exactly do you thing we did, Alexander?" he teased. "Have….sex" Alec said embarrassed as he saw Blake´s smile grow "Sorry but I´m not into necrophilia" he answered. Alec didn't really understand what he meant by that and it showed so Blake decided to clarify "I don't like having sex with dead people". Now Alec was just confused "huh, and what does that mean? I´m not dead", Blake laughed "I know you're not but you were just as good yesterday. I even dropped you on your head and you still didn't wake up" – and you slept through the confrontation with Magnus- thought he didn't say the last part out loud.

Alec found himself once again walking to Taki´s for breakfast but this time with company, for some reason Blake doesn't want to see him go and strangely neither does Alec. He rationalized it by deciding that he was going to ask him everything he doubted about the warlock.

Once at the café Alec picked a table at the back of the building and after they ordered their breakfast he starts to ask him questions "So...I was just wondering how you really know me?" Blake looks at him for a second "seriously?" he asks so Alec could give a second thought to weather he actually wanted to hear the answers. "Seriously. The day after I first met you… you asked me to go out with you, did you mean it?" Blake takes an inhale of breath "Of course I meant it. How I know you is from my job; I'm kind of a freelancer. I was working for Maureen at the time; she paid me money to get rid of Camille for her. It isn't easy to kill a vampire as old as her so I watched her for a while to know her general schedule, you know; like the times she's most vulnerable or on her own; basically the best times to kill her but I happened to catch one of your meetings and from then on I realized I was interested in you" he said while looked into Alec´s eyes like he was pleading something.

"Later on I found out you were dating Magnus and thought how lucky he was to have you seeing how much you care about your future together, I got hooked into your story so like I said before when I found out that Camille sent that letter just out of spite I killed her out of revenge more than because of the money". Alec was speechless and questionless, he never thought he would he a straight answer like that, he wasn't used to getting answers and he felt a bit stupid because what Blake had just told him sounded so honest to him. – But could it really be true or I´m just setting myself up again too fall once more? – he thought.

Magnus was sitting on his sofa in a trance; he felt so out of control. The whole night he thought of ways to find Alec but in the end none of them worked, Blake had always had something different about him that make him and overs around him untraceable. – How does Alec even know him?! If Blake takes advantage of him…..I'll kill him- he thought. Since Magnus hadn't slept a wink last night his thoughts seemed to be getting darker, more true to his personality you could say and too his father Faustus who is also known as the prince of hell.

There was a beeping sound again so he clicked his fingers and his phone appeared in his hand, it was once again a text from Isabelle –déjà vu-

-Is Alec with you right now?

Looking at the time on his phone is was now 3:00 pm; had Alec still not been home since last night? Was he with Blake? The thought frustrated him even further and he started crying, then his resolve faded and he started to write his own text for Alec but in the end like the over hundred times he couldn't send it.

-Alec, baby. I´m sorry for what I did. Please come home and back into my arms.-

Jace was now currently getting told off by Isabelle, he thought that being in the infirmary with heavenly fire coursing through his body would cut him some slack but when it came down to his sister it obviously didn't matter. "Jace, are you listening!" Isabelle shouted "I texted Magnus asking if he knew where Alec was but like last time he just ignored it…"

"Don't worry I´m sure he´s just fine" Jace reassured her. "He isn't!" she snapped "You're his parabatai. The next time you see him I want you to talk to him".

Jace knew that Alec wasn't fine but to him if he was that would be more worrisome, when he thought he couldn't ever be with Clary he didn't want to see anyone or talk about it but even if they are parabatai their very different people so as far as he knew maybe Alec needed to share his feelings with someone so he came to the conclusion that he would confront his brother at the next opportunity.

"Okay, I will talk to him" he said.

After breakfast Alec wanted to go back to the institute to sought out his thoughts but of course Blake insisted to walk him home, he was currently walking in front of Alec but then he suddenly stopped and asked "So now that you know the truth and I´m not as mysterious as you may have thought can I ask you again?". Alec knew what he wanted to ask but he didn't know how to respond at the moment, instinct told him to say yes for some reason he couldn't explain but reason said to stay away –This guy seems to literally backstab people for his job, he must have enemies-

"There is a war coming, Alexander, and you don't want your loyalties to be in question. Do you?" he remembered Magnus saying to him. –Fuck you- he thought, overtime his heartbreak turned into frustration and now somehow into malice towards the warlock.

He was almost sure he was going to say yes but a noise distracted them and out of nowhere there were three lesser demons blocking their path, they seemed to be the non-poisonous type but there was something about them that gave Alec a bad feeling. Before he had time to act himself Blake whizzed past him, Alec didn't need to look twice to know that he was now shadow hunter like him because he felt the same connection that he has with Jace; one of paratabai.

He was going to fight with him whether he liked it or not.

hahaha sort off cliffhanger but don't you worry child since I am already starting the next chapter.