I'm finding these kind of hard to write for some reason now but I do have chapter 9 planned out so I hope I can come up with some more soon o.O

Okay, it continues straight off from the last chapter after Alec told Blake about the demons.

What proceeded after was silence. Blake didn't partially like hearing the name of Alec´s ex, it only confirmed his doubts that he could just be a replacement or—

-When did I start caring about any of that- Blake thought -Didn't I just want to try some ass for a change? I had the perfect chance, Alec practically was asking for it- But when Blake noticed Alec was hurt he didn't feel the same as before. In fact it made him kind of sick to the stomach so after he dealt with it using a spell since Alec seemed to still be in the mood they got each over off, nothing more and despite that Blake was happy with that. -What's wrong with me – he despaired. Turning his head to the side he noted that Alec had fallen back to sleep, the sight warmed him as he thought back to how difficult he was trying to be to talk to knowing that was the boy weakness – It seems so stupid and irrelevant right now. I guess we are both bad in the mornings. – He thought smirking – He´s in my bed, isn't that proof enough?-.

Alec hadn't realized that he had feel back to sleep till his eyes opened to a room that had considerably chanced, to start with Blake wasn't lying in the bed anymore and the light that came through the window was now blinding, it was obviously day. Sitting up he got the urged to be sick, feeling bile stuck in his throat he started to panic and jumped out of the bed and ran for the bathroom that was in the hall, making his way there he briefly saw Blake in the corner of his eye in the kitchen presumably making breakfast.

The next moment Alec was throwing up black liquid in the toilet –great- he thought sarcastically. Once he was done being sick minus the bad taste in his mouth he felt almost as good as normal. There was a noise behind him that he knew belonged to Blake, turning around he saw the person in question was just standing there in his boxers with a concerned and pensive look on his face. He walked up to Alec and offered his hand, he took it and Blake pulled him onto his feet and then walked out of the bathroom motioning Alec to follow and then once he got to the living room he sat him down on the sofa.

Looking at Blake standing in front of him in his pants as he mumbled and then went to get something he noted that even in the light he had a good defined body, it reminded him of how he should look like. Looking down at himself Alec felt ashamed, he never had been very well build but It had seemed to have gotten worse, any muscle he did have is now gone and shockingly he also then realized that he wasn't wearing anything at all –Shit, I'm completely naked! – He thought in embarrassment. A second latter Blake returned and threw a blanket on him "You felt cold" he explained but Alec couldn't help but blush knowing why he really got him a cover.

Blake then went to put on the fire the human way using a match and they sat for a few minutes, Blake on a chair, Alec staying on the sofa "Why didn't you just use magic?" he asked. Blake made a snorting laughter kind of sound "Waste something as precious as magic for turning the fire on, that's kind of stupid." He said, "So, do you feel any better now?" he asked seriously. "No" Alec lied knowing full well that he meant, he was the first person to ask how he felt since he woke up and for some reason Alec couldn't help but he selfish.- I want to be cared about; I don't want to be alone anymore.-

Looking at him Blake thought he was about to cry but he couldn't blame him since what happened didn't look present – This boy has nothing but bad luck – he thought sadly then went over and sat next to him in a bids to comfort him. Having Alec so close his thoughts soon started to wander to what is under the blanket, or more precisely what Alec isn't wearing under the blanket. "Shall I warm you up then?" Blake asks chuckling and before he got any response pulled Alec on top of him so the boy was now sitting in his lap; skin touching skin. – Covering Alec up didn't work for long- he thought to himself – I just can't resist-. "You make me sooo horny" Blake admitted while holding him he could see that now even his ears had turned red with embarrassment –so cute- ran through his mind before he could stop himself.

Before he knew what he was doing Blake started to touch Alec running his hands up the boy's body feeling him tremble slightly in pleasure but then suddenly stopped to the shadowhunters disappointment. Alec turned around in his lap so now they were facing each over, "What I said last night, it wasn't because I was delusional or because I was sick so don't feel guilty about touching me. Blake, I really want to go out with you." Alec said sincerely as Blake started to look paler himself "So, do you want to go out with me?" Blake let out a little nervous laugh and looked up into the boys big blue eyes in disbelief, he never thought Alec would ask him. "Yes, I would like that very much" he laughed.

Magnus returned to his apartment to find a letter had appeared on his coffee table, he already knew what it was so since he wasn't the in the best of moods right now he picked it up and throw it straight in the trash .

He paced round his house till he came to a decision that only a location spell will keep him at ease but like before it seemed to be blocked, he couldn't see anything and from experience that only meant Alec was with him again. –Damn-it- he thought as he smashed his fist down on the table. He couldn't just sit here and wait knowing that even if Alec came home he wouldn't knew about it, the only choice was to go back to the institute.

It had been a few hours since Alec has woken up now and after getting dressed all he had done was lounge about of the sofa with Blake and yet he felt happy with that. He explained the details of what happened after he had left the day of the demon fight, how he fell into a kind of comma and that the poison is still affecting him. "Isn't there something that could help?" Blake asks out of the blue, "You mean with the sickness? Yeah, but it doesn't last long" Alec said. "Did Magnus give you anything?" Blake interrogated, "He gave me some kind of drink to stop vomiting but like I said before I guess it doesn't last long" Alec stated, "And he didn't think you supply you with extra?" Blake asked, "Nope, I guess not." Thinking about the warlock only angered him, "half-assed" Blake hissed.

Alec looking out the window suddenly remembered about the time "Blake, I got to head home" he said "I mean, I'm not really supposed to even go out the house. My family will be worrying about me". Alec stood up and walked over to the door, when he turned around to say goodbye Blake was already there, he leaned in and kissed Alec on the lips "Okay, see you soon?" Blake asked sadly in a way that made Alec feel anxious, "Of course" he said then left.

Magnus had waited for Alec´s return the whole day –so much for going home and giving him some space- he thought in frustration but even if he did just that the warlock would have felt even more sick with worry. These feelings scared him so much because one side of him was reasonable – Alec was looking allot better the last time I saw him so as long as he´s not fighting demons he should be able to go out when he wants- he rationalized but then there was also a side to him that wanted to lock Alec in a cage and never let him go whither it was for his own good or not.

As he contemplated that fact there was a creak at the door and a second later Alec entered, their eyes met and for a moment Magnus could see all the pain he´s been through but quickly enough the blue in his eyes darkened slightly and with it his emotions hidden.

Alec whizzed past his ex with his head down not wanting to see him right now, "Alec!" Magnus shouted after him and he stopped. Facing away he seemed too distant for Magnus now, so untouchable like there was an invisible barrier surrounding him –Is this how he treated people before?- Magnus despaired thinking back, if so how lucky he was that Alec was as open as he had been, coming out to him, kissing him and loving him. "I'm fine so we don't need your services anymore. You can go home now." Alec said in a voice so cold – does he think this will work with me! – Magnus thought angrily as he followed Alec to the lift. "Alec, where were you!" he shouted, Alec span around to face him "Why the fuck does it matter!" he threw back trying to be difficult, "Because I love and care about you! You idiot! Magnus yelled flustered then Alec did something that truly frightened him, it was anything special and yet it was so out of character, Alec was simply smirked "Yeah? But that doesn't mean anything" he said and then walked off.

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