Guilty.

Ed felt sick to his stomach. He'd let Mustang...

He felt aroused just thinking about it. He'd woken to Roy's gentle shake at his shoulder. They were outside the barracks in Roy's car. Turns out he could drive on his own, he just chose not to. Ed glanced up at the Colonel nervously.

He didn't seem angry or disgusted.

He gave a small rueful small. Ed looked away, he knew this was hard on Mustang too. He simply gave him a dismissive nod and left the vehicle, ambling inside.

Alphonse luckily didn't ask any questions, just simply tucked him into his bed.

He sighed now.

Gazing at the ceiling in his room, where light streamed in through the window. Alphonse was reading. He was alone. He hid his head in his hands. He was disgusting. He'd let Mustang do that to him...and he'd enjoyed it... He sighed once more, trying to remain composed. He was doing this for Al, it was his fault that they were in this mess in the first place. He owed him this much...

Roy groaned at his desk the next morning. He'd forgotten how tiresome it was to be "working" late at night. Luckily the weekend was fast approaching. Hawkeye brought him his coffee and set it on his desk silently. She recognized that he was exhausted. He'd need to take a nap at lunch to get through the day.

He thanked her with a small nod. She nodded in reply. They no longer needed words when they spoke to each other. He felt a smile form. He was truly thankful for her... She then put a stack of papers for him to sign on his desk. ...until she did things like this...

"Good morning Brother." Alphonse said cheerfully.

"Morning Al." Ed replied sleepily.

"How was work last night?"

Ed poured himself a glass of orange juice,

"Ughhh..." He groaned dramatically, "Stupid fuckin pillars..."

Alphonse chuckled,

"I'm sure it'll be over soon."

"Fingers crossed." Ed said digging into the breakfast Al had made for him. Eggs and bacon. His heart twinged. Al really was a good brother. Ed didn't deserve him...

He finished the breakfast and rinsed off his plate.

"Are you going back to work already?" Alphonse asked.

Ed shrugged,

"Got to."

It broke his heart to see Alphonse's shoulder slump in defeat. He bit his lip thoughtfully,

"Maybe you should visit Hughes and his family. I'm sure they'd love it."

Alphonse brightened immediately.

"Ya! That'd be fun, wouldn't it?

Ed grimaced once his back was turned. He wouldn't really know. He couldn't remember the last time he'd had fun...

Roy watched as Edward entered his office. He looked uncertain. As if he were trying to build himself up. His shoulders slumped but he kept trying to straighten his posture with resolve. His eyes were flickering with doubt and guilt. He grimaced. Tonight would be difficult for both of them. Ed made it to the couch and stared down at Roy.

"You sure you wanna do this?" Roy asked, staring in return up at the teen.

"Ya." Ed said, trying to sound confident.

"You sure?" Roy pleaded once more, "We can do this another night if you're not feeling up to it..."

"I can do this!" Ed shouted.

Roy just stared at him.

Something was wrong. He knew that much. He pulled Ed to sit into his lap. Ed struggled, not wanting to be cuddled. Roy didn't let him go. He locked his arms around the teen whispering words of encouragement,

"It's alright, Ed..."

"Stop!" Ed shouted. Pushing against the strong chest. "I'm not a kid!"

"You're ok..."

"Don't." Ed ordered in return, his reserve failing him.

"Shhh..." Roy soothed. Stroking the blonde hair.

"Please don't." Ed pleaded. His voice a small whimper. His head nestled in the crook of Roy's neck.

Roy held him for a while. Now that he was done struggling. Ed clutched at his white undershirt. Breathing heavily. Looking frightened.

"It's gonna be ok, Ed..." Roy whispered, watching Ed flinch in pleasure at the breathe on his ear. Ed just nodded, still trying to calm himself down. Roy stroked his back, listening to the teen's breathing evening out. After a long moment, Ed looked up at Roy,

"Thanks."

Roy nodded simply. He owed Edward that much...

He watched Ed and knew what he was going to do, but couldn't react in time. The teen kissed his cheek. Then slid down his neck. Nibbling on the sensitive flesh. Roy was impressed with Ed's continued enthusiasm. He let the blonde move to straddle him. Feeling their hips press together.

"Ed..." Roy warned.

"Teach me." Ed said quickly, not taking no for an answer. Roy sighed and kissed him. Making sure to go slow. But Ed would have none of that. Tangling his fingers in Roy's hair, his tongue exploring the dark cavern. He didn't want to be romanced. He bucked his hips against Roy's, there manhood's growing in excitement. He wanted to be violated, lust to overwhelm his senses until he forgot who he was and the ugly things he was willing to do.

Ed groaned when Roy nipped on his earlobe, his fingers reaching into Ed's shirt. Ed flinched at the cold skin, ghosting over his stomach. His abs clenching in excitement, the stimulation new and pleasant. The fingertips rubbed his nipple, the other stroking his shoulder blades. Ed fingers dug into Roy's back. Roy's lips sucked on his neck, leaving a mark. Roy pulled the shirt off of the teen and kissed his collarbone. Ed looked away.

Roy gave a rueful smile. He laid Ed back onto the couch and pressed on top of him. Claiming his lips once more his hands continued their explorations. His fingers circled the perked nipples, making Ed groan in his mouth.

He nipped the teen's bottom lip as he continued stroking the soft skin. His fingers went to the small of Ed's back and the blonde hissed, flinching, arching his back quickly and suddenly. His eyes clenched. Roy looked down at him surprised. It almost looked as if he'd hurt him.

"You ok?"

Ed didn't answer. Just gave a stilted nod with his eyes still closed.

"Ed..." Roy whispered against his forehead, trying to coax the teen's eyes open. "Talk to me, what happened?"

Ed shook his head frantically. Roy simply shrugged and let his fingers trace over the spot again. Ed looked even more troubled and let out a strangled cry.

"Don't!" Ed shouted.

Roy raised a brow at him,

"What is it?"

Ed flushed. Beet red. Roy smirked.

"Uh oh...did we find a sensitive place that you didn't know about?"

Ed glared at Roy for teasing him. Roy's smirk grew and he stroked the spot once more. Ed let out another shout. Followed by a moan as he tried to retain it.

"Knock it off!" Ed shouted.

"Why?" Roy asked, his fingers continuing their ministrations, "Obviously it feels good..."

"Ngnnnh...oh..." Ed was squirming, trying to arch his back away from Roy's touch, "Oh god...ss-Stttooopp..."

"You don't want me to stop..." Roy prodded.

"Too...too much...mhmmm..."

Roy smirked. Too much, huh? He flipped the teen onto his stomach. Ed at first was confused but then quickly began to flail,

"No! No don't! Don't you dare!"

"Don't what?" Roy asked before kissing the skin. Ed flinched but Roy held him down. He let his lips skim the small of his back, his breathe making Ed cry out even more.

"Please! Please! Please Roy! I can't...shit!"

Roy's tongue painted circles on the sensitive flesh. Ed was trembling in pleasure. His legs spasming with each lick.

"You're so sensitive..." Roy said softly.

"Stop.." Ed begged, "Please..."

Roy grinned and let the teen right himself on the couch. Ed glared him,

"That was so unfair..."

"What? You don't want me to make you feel good now?" Roy asked with false innocence. Ed just shook his head.

"I've never felt that before..."

Roy nodded. These things were to be expected. Ed looked over and realized that Roy still had his shirt on. He reached over and slowly unbuttoned it. Roy didn't move to help him, but let the teen explore some. Ed opened the undershirt and stared at the marble skin underneath. Granted it had scars, but it was still beautiful...

Ed's flesh fingers stroked the soft flesh and Roy let his eyes closed. He'd missed this... Ed kissed Roy's neck and Roy let his head fall backward, letting Ed have the reigns for a bit. His lips slid onto his collarbone, sliding to one nipple. He looked uncertain but licked it and swirled his tongue around it. Roy groaned and it seemed to encourage him. His shaky fingers slid down his stomach to his pants. Roy looked at him then.

"You sure?" He asked.

Ed wouldn't look at him. He went to his knees before Roy. He stared down at the button, as he tried to unfasten it. He gave a brief nod and kept working. His trembling fingers slowing his work. The button clicking against his metal fingers. Roy asked once more,

"Ed...you're sure about this...?"

Ed looked up at him then. His face flushed. He looked determined. Not ashamed, but embarrassed and extremely aroused. Ok, Roy could deal with that...

Ed unbuttoned the trousers and slid Roy's erection out. Even though, he'd seen his own penis plenty of times, it felt odd to look at this one. I was bigger. Much longer and fatter than Ed's. He hoped he could do this... He licked his lips once, trying to gather the courage.

Roy watched as Ed pulled out his cock. He looked at it inquisitively, then licked his lips. His erection flicked in excitement. Ed flinched at its movement, but held steady. He gave a tentative lick to the head, making Roy groan.

"Like that?" Ed asked.

"Keep going..." Roy urged.

He was surprised when he felt a gentle hand on his head, slowly guiding him forward to his penis. Ed licked it once more, letting his tongue swirl around the tip. He felt precum touch his tongue and jerked back. Roy was quick to soothe him, '

"It's ok Ed..."

Ed nodded shakily before returning to his work. He gave several tentative licks. It didn't taste as disgusting as he'd imagined a penis would. He let Roy redirect his downward. He licked the base of his penis, ignoring the stray hairs. Roy hips lifted in reply. Ed tried to remember what Roy had done to him...He slid his tongue from base from tip on the underside and Roy actually gripped his hair. Ed grinned.

Growing confident he put the organ in his mouth, sliding his mouth down it.

Roy felt Ed's lips slide down his cock and had to resist the urge to fuck his mouth. He kept calm and let Ed continue. Surely not the best blowjob he'd ever received, but frankly, it wasn't bad either.

He slide more than halfway before he gagged, uprising himself. Ed pulled back quickly, and after catching breath tried again. It was a little better and he found he could just pull up when he felt the need to gag.

Roy put Ed's hand at the base of his dick. Ed nodded and continued licking the thick erection while pumping the bottom with his flesh hand. Stroking the underside, and moving to kiss the head. Roy moaned loudly,

"Keep going Ed..."

He felt his dick come back to life at he sound of Roy's pleasure. Ed bobbed a little faster. Sucking harder. His hand pumping as much as it knew how. He swirled his tongue around the head and this time wasn't frightened.

"Almost there..."

Ed knew he needed to throw him over the edge. He got an idea. It was a gamble, but let his metal hand palm Mustang's testicles. He yelped and bucked into Ed's mouth unintentionally. Ed took it like a champ as Roy gripped his hair desperately,

"Shit! Don't move! Don't – Fuck!"

Ed felt the cock in his mouth pulsate and the liquid fill his throat. He relaxed and let it happen. Waiting for it to pass. Roy stayed tensed against him for a long moment before relaxing. His grip on Ed's hair loosening. Ed swallowed easily. Surprised how undisgusted he was with the whole thing. Roy was breathing heavily. Holy shit! He glanced at Ed with his dismay evident on his face.

"Did I do alright?" Ed asked, not sure what to think.

"Hell yeah." Roy said still panting, "That finish with the automail...brilliant..."

"Yeah?" Ed asked, feeling excitement.

"Yes." Roy said certainly. "That'll do it. Did you swallow?"

"Yeah..." Ed said slowly, feeling embarrassed. Roy smirk was lecherous.

He glanced down at Edward's erection and grinned,

"Now let's take care of you..."

Ed gulped and let Roy move him back onto the couch. The elder kneeling before him. His deft fingers unbuttoned his trousers. He knew that this wouldn't take long. Ed watched as Roy took his manhood in his mouth and his eyes rolled back with pleasure.

"Shit..." Ed muttered.

Roy chuckled, sending vibrations along Ed's cock. He flinched and groaned. Roy bobbed his head, and when he made his way to the tip of the sensitive penis, he swirled his tongue around it, moving his hand to stroke the small of Ed's back. Ed flinched and bucked.

"Ngghh! Shit! Don't!"

Thankfully Roy kept his hips pinned.

"Fuck! So good!"

He repeated this action. 4 bobs, a swirl and stroke.

"Oh fuck! Nghnn...R-Roy..."

Ed was coming undone.

"Mmhhmmm...Oh god...Roy...Fuck!"

Roy grinned and repeated the act once more

4 bobs, a swirl and -

"Oh god! Fuck! FUCK!"

Ed's cum flooded his mouth and he swallowed it, no longer shamed by the action. Ed was flushed, red and shaking. He smiled and pulled the teen to himself,

"How was that?"

Ed couldn't speak. He nodded weakly and Roy laughed. He held Edward securely and felt his warmth radiant from him. He hadn't felt that in a long time.

Ed was tired. But he was proud of himself. If he, a novice, could impress a pro, then he should get on fine. He let himself be held again. He decided that he liked being held by Mustang.

But he would never tell him that...

Yay! New chapter! Thanks for your patience and Support! You guys have been SO encouraging! A lot of love went into this chapter, so please let me know what you think! ^_^