OMG! I am so sorry! Life got hectic but I now have 3 months off! however this may be the only update for 2 weeks- i'm going to florida! yay! So sorry again! xox

Around him sirens and lights blared, the rest of the world seemed to be unaffected but for Morgan his heart had stopped with hers, the only action he was capable of doing was clinging to her. The EMT's were buzzing by his side, desperate to save the woman in his arms. Her heart had slowed to a stop and they had to resuscitate her or she would die...

'Agent? Sir?' The paramedic was pleading with Morgan to let go.

From the corner of his eye Hotch could see the drama occurring around Morgan and Penelope, he sprinted over and placed his hands on Derek's shoulders.

'Morgan, you have to let go or she will be gone forever...' He waited for a response and without one he realized Morgan had completely shut down, 'AGENT MORGAN LET GO, THAT IS AN ORDER' Hotch hated having to treat his friend like this but it was necessary to get through to him and potentially the only way to save Garcia's life.

After hearing the command Morgan shot upwards letting Penelope slide into the arms of an EMT, his body was ridged and emotionless. It was as if he had given every ounce of his energy and life to Penelope.

Hotch stood by Morgan's side and watched as the EMT's hurried around the current lifeless body of Garcia, he was genuinely worried for her and Morgan, if she didn't make it he knew that Derek may not either.

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The hospital was too bright, too clean, too white, Morgan sat in the waiting room and could not help but to think of how much Penelope would hate it or is hating it. He was in a state of chaos, his inside was in turmoil, his heart was shattered and his belief in the worlds good was shattered too.

(4 hours later)

The rest of the team were now sat in the waiting room with Morgan, no'one was speaking, they were barely breathing. The hours of silence showed them how much joy and faith Penelope brought to the team, without her they all felt broken and jaded.

Time was ticking by slowly and painfully, they had no idea what had happened to Garcia.

'Excuse me..'

A tall man in surgery overalls and dark rimmed glasses stood at the door of the waiting room, his features unreadable. The team all turned their attention to him, hearts racing, desperately clinging to the hope that Penelope was ok.

'Penelope Garcia?'

'Yes' Hotch was the only one with the strength to speak.

'She's had a tough surgery, her body was full of glass from the crash, it shredded her muscles in her left thigh and arm. The bones in her left foot are fracture. Her body suffered a severe break down when she fired her gun, the sudden movement of the recoil sent her into cardiac arrest'

'BUT IS SHE OKAY?' Morgan lost his cool and bellowed into the face of the Doctor, he needed some relief from the empty ache inside his chest.

The doctor looked a little taken a back but he understood and could almost feel the pain that radiated from him.

'She is in ICU at the moment, splints have been placed in her foot and the muscles have been treated so they will hopefully regenerate themselves, however we may have to go back into surgery and cut out the damaged tissue however that could leave her with a severe movement disability, it is a last resort. Her body is very weak, her heart gave up twice on the operating table but for now she is stable, i can only let one of you visit, her room has too many machines for anymore to fit safely. No sudden shocks or stress. These next 24hours are crucial'

The room fell into a deep silence as the team processed the information given by the doctor.

Morgan was engulfed by admiration for his love, she was a fighter, her body was assaulted and broken but she had clung to life. He felt his heart swell at the thought of seeing his baby girl alive again, his last image would no longer be the ghostly smile before complete stillness.

No discussion was had, the team knew Derek would be going to see her, he needed it the most.

He needed her. She needed him. They needed each other to restore their beliefs.

Sorry if any of the medical stuff is wrong! i am going to do another chapter today i hope if i don't im really sorry! thankyou for reading! much love becki xoxox