disclaimer : i dont ( but i wish i did ) own victorious .
chapter 4
beck was awoken at 3:30 in the morning once again by patricias ongoing crying , he stumble forward into the darkness running his hands along each surface until his hands came in contact with the lamp switch .
once his eyes adjusted he made his way to his crying baby and lifted her out of her cot .
balencig her on his hip , beck started swaying slightly until patricias eyes slowly drooped shut .
"i am so tired "...
authors note : just gunna say i am moving up the age of patricia now because im not good with writing baby stuff x , on with thous story :)
15 years later
" dad im goin' to cody's house see ya later " patricia yelled from the front door .
"no you are not young lady not dressed like that !", beck stated looking his daughter up and down , she was wearing a black tank top with short shorts .
" but dad...! " ,
"no , now go upstairs and change , oh and thanks for asking before you were going to leave ," beck said sarcastically.
"ugh whatever " , patricia yelled stomping up the stairs.
beck made his way back into the living room where he had been sorting through his old photo albums and deciding what to keep.
he came across an exreamly large purple photo album that was bigger than the rest and stored right at the bottom of the box , memorys that pained him were thrown across nearly every page , it was a photo album tori had put together when they had just started dating up to the moment she went into labour ... she said to take pictures of everything just so she wouldnt forget a single moment , he had put the final pictures in while they were waiting at the hospital , there were also pictures of all of our friends with us doing all the wierd stuff we did like : driving in a giant cupcake with thugs to get to a paraide to raise awareness of paraides , or spending the night at sikowitz's house for a method acting thing , when his friend moose came to visit ~ he got so jelous when tori blew him off to hang out with moose and missed all their rehersals for tinkleaid, but she made it up to him when she sung that song ; L.A boys~ he stared at the photo album he couldnt believe he could forget it.
on the other side of the now almost empty box was a small camera , he knew why he put that camera in there , all the memorys he had been supressing for the last couple of years came flooding back , he knew what photos that little camera held , the photos he couldnt bare to look at ... the photos that were taken after patricia was born , there was 1 picture of the 3 of them together .
patricia came down stairs to find her dad crying in the living room .
"dad..? whats wrong whats happened?!", she said rushing to his side.
"oh its nothing really ",he tryed to force a smile but it didnt work , a sigh escaped his lips.
patricia look at the book laid out infront of him ,"is it mum?"