School is over for me, so I'll get to update sooner!
Ally's pov
I just stood there. Confused, scared, and a little happiness in me.
"Ummm? Are you ok?" He asks.
Tears were coming down and I just ran away from there. I was crying and running. I didn't know what was going on, but I knew I wasn't ready for any of this. I love austin, I do. But seeing him again once he just died wasn't what I really wanted cause I knew I would be more heart broken. I didn't know where I was going, but some how I ended up at my house. I sat down on the porch with my face in my hands. Tears were flowing rapidly and I couldn't stop Them.
Trish's pov
"ally!" I see ally running away.
She was to far for me to catch up to her. I went up to ummm... Ross I guess was his name
"ummm... I'm so sorry about my friend, she is very sad about her past. I'm trish." I say taking my hand out for him to shake.
"I'm Ross. Ummm... I understand, but can you give this to her?" I see a little paper with numbers on them.
"Uhh sure. But I doubt she will ever call, I'm sorry. Maybe we could meet and I'll tell you everything and why she was so freaked Out a bit...it's a long story."
"Yeah sure. That's my number maybe we could meet tomorrow."
"ok sure. I have to go find her now. See ya!" I saw as I ran back to my car To search for ally.
Ally's pov
I see a car parking up on my driveway and I know it's trish.
"Ally." She came over to hug me and I hug back with more tears. We stay like that for awhile till she took me inside to sit on the couch.
"Awwww...I'm so sorry ally." trish says
"I'm...so.. Confused" I say between sobs.
"Yeah. So am I... Here" she hands me a piece of paper with a number on it.
"What is it?" I ask
"Ross' number. He told me to give it to. Maybe you could tell him more and maybe he'll understand. I'm supposed to meet him tomorrow, maybe instead of me, you could go."
"What?! No I'm not going to see the love of my life sitting in front of me when he's supposedly...dead!"
"Ally! He'll get to understand more and maybe you'll get to understand more about him too... Just think about it." I nod my head to think about it.
All night I haven't been sleeping so well cause I've been thinking. I don't know maybe I should go so I could really know what's going on, but I don't want to just because I'm still not over what happened. I kept thinking of some pros and cons until I finally fell asleep with an answer.
(Next day)
"trish!?"
"Yeah?"
"I thought about it...I'm going."
Trish drove me to a cafe where I suppose I was going to meet him.
"well, here we are! Are you sure you're gonna do this?" Trish asks
"what do you mean? Yesterday you were telling me I should go and now your asking me that question?" I say a little irritated
"I'm just worried I didn't think you would actually say yes. I'm sorry."
"No you're right. I'm sorry." I take a deep breathe "ok... Lets do this."
"Did you want me to wait?" Trish asks
"No it's fine." I walked out the car door and walked in the cafe.
I'll be honest, I was extremely nervous. I didn't know what to expect. I saw a blond head of hair and the eyes that just died. My heart was pounding harder than ever.
"Hi! I thought I was meeting your friend Not that I'm complaining or anything"
I was about to break down crying right their because of him and his same features and voice but I held them Back.
"Uhh...uhh...umm" I couldn't talk for some reason but I tried my hardest to spit the words out "ummm... I wanted to come...to apologize for yesterday...and I wanted to tell you...why I ran out...like that." I said it my bestest.
"Oh... Well I'm glad you made it." I gave him a little smile and sat in the seat in front of him.
"Ummm...so I didn't get your name yesterday." He says
"oh right. It's Ally...Ally Dawson"
"hmm... Sounds familiar." I wanted to cry now once he said that. I let out a tear or two but I didn't run out I just stayed there with my head down.
"I'm sorry...did I say something wrong?"
I swallowed hard before I answered "no...it's just..." I couldn't really explain on what was going on cause I had no clue what was going on, so I grabbed a picture of me and austin from my bag and showed it to him. Once he looked at it his facial expressions were confusion and sadness.
"Who..oo... Is...th..a..t?" He asks trying to get the words
"I ran out yesterday because once I saw you I thought maybe austin came back to life... The guy in the picture is my boyfriend who I love and his name is austin...Ross, you look just like him." More tears started coming.
He stops to stare at me "what do you mean back to life?"
"He died... A month ago...because of my dad who wanted to kill me but then killed austin. Austin was protecting me. He didn't want me to die because he loved me. I never got the chance to tell him I loved him!" I say a bit louder. I didn't care anymore, my tears started coming and coming again and I let them free. I cry in my hands.
I then feel a hand on my shoulder. I look up to see austin with tears coming out of his eyes as well.
"I may not be austin, but I will always try to protect you." I smiled at him with tears all over the place and hugged him. I cryed in his shoulders and he cryed into my shoulders.
After all that crying he told me more about him like he has 3 brothers and 1 sister, he just became a singer, he loves music and plays guitar and lots of other instruments. I told him more about me and austin. I told him that austin didn't have anyone in his life and I didn't either, I told him I lived with him after that, I told him why my dad wanted to kill me, and that I play piano and me and austin were always partners on everything. I started getting closer and closer to him every time he kept telling me more about himself and I was actually comfortable around him, but I still couldn't except the fact that he still looks like austin.
He drove me back home and I thanked him
"thank you, Ross"
"no problem ally, and remember if you need me or anything, I. Always gonna be here for you." I give him a smile.
I didn't want to get to attached to him cause I was afraid if I ever fell in love with someone who looks just like Austin, they might leave again and I don't want that. So I'm going to move on and try the best I could do. But I know I'm going to have lots of more tears in my eyes than ever.
this chapter is... Eh. But please review and tell me what you think. Thanks
