~Authors Note~

Hi, I actually love writing this story; I love it even more than the last one I wrote...
I always seem to end up listening to the glee radio when I write.
So here's chapter four were going to be two steps forward and then four steps back but hey that's how Sebastian works.

Kind of filler I guess. Next chapter I promise things will begin to pick up I'm just trying to figure out where this storyline is going.

Reviews are really appreciated they help me get the updates out faster.

Kurt couldn't breathe he'd just seen his whole childhood flash in Sebastian's eyes he saw all the emotions of the last time they'd seen each other, all that hurt and remorse. The only logical thing Kurt could think to do in the moment was run after Sebastian so that's exactly what he did he ran straight after the taller boy leaving the Warblers even more confused.

"What the hell was that about?" Wes called from behind the council desk.

"I have no idea" Blaine replied, "They've been weird around each other ever since they met"

"Great this is a perfect way to start this semesters meeting one of our soloist legging it and our newly found countertenor going straight after him" Wes sighed.

Blaine got up and began to walk out of the room he needed to find out what was happening between his best friend and his roommate.

"Blaine just leave them for a bit obviously they need to sort this out between themselves no point in us going after them we'll just be in the way" Jesse said as he pulled his boyfriend back in to the common room with the rest of the Warblers.

"What is your problem" Kurt called out between heavy breathes from all the running to catch up with Sebastian.

"Just leave me alone Hummel" Sebastian scowled brushing all the tears off his face, why was he letting Kurt see him being so weak?

"Sebastian just talk to me" Kurt said softly.

"I-I just when you was singing I saw all our memories, everything all the birthday parties and family get togethers and then when we said goodbye and I just couldn't help it. Shit I never cry" Sebastian said the last of his tears falling off his cheeks.

Kurt was shocked he didn't know that it had all gotten to Sebastian so badly he thought everything had been forgotten as the boy had changed so much he was so smirky and snarky he'd never have expected Sebastian to be so emotional.

"It's okay Sebastian we were best friends for five years you're bound to be freaked at the fact that here we are together again eight years later" Kurt said soothingly as he reached down and brushed the tears off Sebastian's face and then lifted his chin up so he could meet the boy's deep green eyes, "But what's stopping us from being friends now? No-one's going anywhere this time"

And then it snapped he'd just had a moment with Kurt he'd let all of his walls fall down and he'd exposed his weakness's to him and let him get inside his head and mess with his emotions and before he could think of anything else to do he pushed the smaller boy off him sending him flying in to the wall opposite him.

"You listen to me Hummel I don't want to be friends with a prissy little bitch like you I don't need friends I have my brothers and that is all I need do I make that clear?" Sebastian hissed his face now merely inches from Kurt's.

"I just thought I, I thought that" Kurt stuttered as he tried to get off the floor.

"You thought wro as he tried to get off the floor._ng gay face, stay away from me from now on; don't look at me, don't talk to me you understand" Sebastian spat.

"O-ok" Kurt replied trying his best not to cry he couldn't let Sebastian see he'd won.

"Glad we agree on that" Sebastian said with a smirk as he walked away from the now sobbing boy totally not

noticing that Jeff had just seen most of what just happened.

"Nick" Jeff cried as he opened their dorm room.

"I'm in the shower Jeff give me two- oh I guess you couldn't wait" He said with a giggle as his boyfriend burst through the bathroom door catching Nick stepping out of the shower.

"Nothing I haven't seen before baby" He said whilst winking at his boyfriend, "but this is serious Nick I just saw something really bad happen and I don't know what to do"

"Slow down babe what did you see?" Nick questioned as he wrapped his towel around his waist and put a comforting arm around Jeff's waist.

Jeff re-called the whole situation he and Nick hadn't gone to warblers practice because they were going to study, which didn't happen it turned in to a hot make out session, so after he'd finished and Nick said he was going to take a shower to cool down he decided to go for a walk there was still half an hour of warbler practice left so he'd go and see what he'd missed when he turned the corner to the common rooms he ducked back as he sad Kurt crouching over what looked like a crying Sebastian and then he saw Sebastian viciously push Kurt into the wall and threaten him before walking off.

"I just didn't know what to do, I was going to ask if Sebastian was ok, but then he just lost it and I was actually scared for Kurt" Jeff said with a whimper.

"Its okay babe, you're safe here. We need to talk to Sebastian or Kurt and see what was going on" Nick replied.

"I don't think that's a good idea Nick, whatever was going on they were doing it out of sight I don't think they wanted anyone to see it." Jeff said.

"Ok we won't tell anyone but if we see anything else weird we are ok?" Nick questioned before watching his boyfriend nod and then capturing his lips in a kiss.

Kurt walked back to the room tears still drenching his cheeks as he opened the door to his room and through himself at his bed and buried his face into his pillows, he was just thankful that Blaine was still at warblers practice and not here to witness Kurt have another breakdown. He couldn't stop thinking about what sebastian had said 'Stay away from me' the situation was all so familiar except this time Sebastian was the bully, the memories came flooding back to him.

"Stay away from me" The boy called across the third grade playground.

"But I just wanted to be friends, why does no-one want to be friends with me?" Kurt sobbed as he dropped to the floor.

"Kurtie what are you doing the floors wet and cold" Sebastian said softly as he held out a hand for Kurt to take to get up.

"Why does no-one like me Sebby?" Kurt cried into the boys arms.

"I like you Kurtie you're my best friend" He said as he comforted the boy.

"Mine to Sebby, I only asked the boy if I could play kiss chase with him and the other girls and he told me freaks can't play and to stay away" Kurt said the tears now sliding on to Sebastian's shirt.

"I'd play kiss chase with you, your lips are nice and soft when I normally kiss them" Sebastian said as he kissed the boy.

"Love you Sebby can we be best friend's forever?" Kurt asked his blue eyes now locking with Sebastian's.

"Forever" Sebastian repeated.

Kurt began to cry he'd honestly not had a proper best friend since Sebastian at the age of eight how sad was his life, he trusted no-one and he'd run away from his old school because of bullying. He was the definition of loser and it was then when he couldn't handle it anymore. He ran to the bathroom, making sure to lock the door behind him he didn't want Blaine to see him like this, turned on the shower before getting in letting the tears slide down his face and the sobs cry out.

Blaine walked back to the dorm room with Jesse and when he entered he heard the shower running so he and Jesse sat on the bed and waited for Kurt to finish up they wanted answers, they wanted to know what was going on with Kurt and Sebastian.

Ten minutes later Kurt exited the bathroom in sweat pants and a McKinley high Titans tee shirt.

"I didn't know you played football?" Blaine asked.

"I don't well I did but this isn't mine its Sam's" Kurt replied, it was true it wasn't his Sam had gave it him before he left McKinley to remind him of them.

"Sam?" Jesse questioned "That your boyfriend?"

"Oh my god no, Sam's my brothers best friend he's dating my friend Mercedes." Kurt replied trying to hide his embarrassment.

"Oh sorry" Jesse replied.

"What's going on with you and Sebastian" Blaine asked getting straight to the point.

"Nothing why?" Kurt asked trying to look surprised at the boy's question.

"Doesn't seem like nothing Kurt were your friends remember you can tell us" Blaine said.

"It's nothing I promise if it was I'd tell you" Kurt said before slipping into bed.

"Ok" Blaine said he didn't believe the boy but he knew his questions weren't going to get answered honestly.