~Authors Note~
I'm so sorry about the lateness of this update I started back at school a month ago and already I have lots of coursework and projects already but I also had a hard time putting everything I wanted in to this chapter of the story so I'm trying to split it into two chapters.
Anyway flashbacks are in italics.
"Jesse just because Sebastian is your roommate and our best friend doesn't mean we can make out on his bed" Blaine said as he pulled away from a hot kiss with Jesse.
"Blaine please he won't mind do you know how many times I've had to leave because he's brought some one night stand back" Jesse replied before smashing his lips back on to Blaine's.
"Shit shit Jesse he's unlocking the door" Blaine said before scrambling to his feet dragging Jesse with him.
"In there quickly" Jesse said pointing to the closet.
Blaine and Jesse sat uncomfortably for the next hour listening to Sebastian fuck some guy who they probably didn't know. They were relieved when they heard the door slam and knew that Sebastian's 'date' had left.
"You can come out now guys" Sebastian said with a sarcastic laugh.
"W-what? How did you know we was in there?" Blaine asked nervously.
"I could hear the rustling did you two enjoy the free show?" Sebastian asked with a smirk.
Then he saw it Blaine reached over and picked up the photo which still had tape stuck over the top of it.
"This is so cute Sebastian." Blaine said as he held out the photo to show Sebastian.
"Who's the other guy?" Jesse asked.
"PUT IT BACK NOW" Sebastian shouted before snatching the photo back and taping it back to the inside of the wardrobe.
"Sorry Bas we didn't know it meant so much to you" Blaine replied apologetically.
"Just don't touch it again" Sebastian said his face going red.
"We won't, were gonna leave now" Blaine said as they walked out the door shutting it behind them. The door now muffling the sound of Sebastian sobbing.
"It was the only time we've seen Sebastian get emotional over anything, to think that was only six months ago" Jesse said as they finished re-calling the story to the now sober New Directions and Warblers minus Sebastian.
"Wow" Jeff breathed. "I never could imagine Sebastian being emotionally attached to anything never mind an old photo"
"Yeah you must have meant a lot to him Kurt" Nick continued.
"We were kids it's nothing now just a lot of old memories, he's not the Sebastian I was friends with" Kurt replied.
"Kurt we've known Sebastian two years and we've never seen him cry you've been here a week and he's already broken down to you once, oh shit." Jeff said as he realized what he'd just said.
"What did you just say?" Sebastian asked as he appeared through the common rooms door.
"Nothing" Jeff replied sitting back down next to Nick.
"No actually it wasn't nothing" Jeff said standing back up to face the group. "I saw you in the hallway a few days ago after Kurt's audition and you was crying and arguing with him and then you through him up against the wall I knew something was weird then but I didn't know what" Jeff said.
"It's none of your business what goes on between me and Hummel he shouldn't of came after me and no-one would have gotten hurt" Sebastian spat.
"I think you'll find it is Sebastian we like Kurt and you hurting him no matter what your past isn't right" Jeff replied smiling at Kurt.
"Guys I appreciate this but I can look after myself, but thanks" Kurt said.
"But Kur—" Jeff began.
"You heard him Jeff Hummel can take care of himself" Sebastian said smirking, "But lady I'll happily take care of you if you know what I mean"
Kurt could feel himself blushing. He'd never had a boy talk about him like that even if it was by Sebastian Smythe.
"Your disgusting Sebastian" Kurt spat back.
"He just doesn't know how to keep it in his pants Kurt ignore him" Blaine laughed.
"I'm sorry for everyone's virgin ears that I just offended but you guys need to live a little" Sebastian chuckled, his smile widening when he saw the awkward looks everyone was sharing.
"We-were gonna go Kurt" Finn called as he got up.
"Yeah hope you're ok dude" Puck said following after the rest of the new directions and half of the Warblers leaving just Nick, Jeff, Blaine, Jesse, Kurt and Sebastian.
"Look I'm sorry Hummel for the way I've been with you, so how about a trip to Scandals to make up for it?" Sebastian asked a smirk appearing on his face, he had a perfect idea.
"Bas no-" Blaine started.
"Scandals?" Kurt questioned.
"Oh my how are you gay if you haven't even left your house?" Sebastian laughed "It's the gay bar in East Lima"
"Kurt you don't need to go there to be gay just" Blaine was cut off by Kurt.
"Let's go, it could be fun" Kurt replied looking at the rest of the guys.
"Ok" Jeff smiled. "When?" He asked turning to Sebastian.
"Tomorrow night?" Sebastian said still smirking.
"Sure" Kurt and Jeff said in unison. "Be at the gates at seven"
And with that Kurt walked out his head pounding with all the information he'd learnt tonight, plus now he had to worry about going to a gay bar for the first time, what would he wear? What would he do with his hair? Oh god what if someone tried it on with him? Kurt needed to sleep before his thoughts drove him crazy. He opened his door to his and Blaine's dorm kicking off his shoes and collapsing on his bed and drifting into a blissful sleep.
He was awoken the next morning around eight am by a very noisy make out session coming from Blaine's bed. He jolted up quickly looking over to the bed and seeing a half-naked Jesse and Blaine, he gasped catching the attention of the boy's.
"Oh god we are so sorry Kurt" Blaine mumbled his whole face blushing a beetroot red.
"I-its fine" Kurt stuttered. "I'm going to take a shower" He said grabbing some track pants he could lounge around in for the rest of the day before he had to get ready to go out tonight. Then he remembered, tonight he'd be going to scandal with his best gay friends who were all good lucking and then there'd be him sticking out like a sore thumb as usual. He turned on the shower trying not to think about how depressing his looks were. He let the warm water wash over his body, the best thing about a shower was he never knew if it was water on his face or just tears. He shampooed and conditioned his hair before swilling it out, shutting off the water and climbing out the shower grabbing his fluffiest towel and wrapping it around his waist.
He did his usual routine of mouisterising his face, plucking his eyebrows evenly and towel drying his hair, he decided he'd add products and style it later rather than now, before stepping out into the bedroom to see Blaine and Jesse sitting on the chair and desk next to his bed.
"What are you guys doing?" Kurt asked suspiciously.
"We were waiting for you to finish showering" Blaine replied.
"Why?" Kurt asked?
"Because we wanted to make sure you're ok about going tonight, you don't have to you know, we can just tell Bas you're busy" Jesse said.
"Why would we need to do that I want to go, it'll be a new experience" Kurt replied trying to smile.
"But, we're just worried you don't know how Sebastian is when he goes to bars, he goes for one reason and one reason only and the only time he takes other people is for back up when he doesn't get offered a hook up. We just don't want that person to be you" Blaine told him trying not to make it sound like Kurt would ever hook up with anyone.
"I'm a big boy guys I'm sure I can handle Sebastian Smythe, you know I'd never sleep with him anyway I'm not that desperate." Kurt replied getting a little bit flustered at him sleeping with anybody, for he was just a baby penguin with no sexual appeal.
"We know you're not" Blaine started.
"We were just warning you before tonight came, so you know what he's like" Jesse finished.
"Well thanks for the heads up, but I'll be just fine" Kurt said trying to sound re-assuring.
"Well we're heading down for breakfast do you want to come?" Blaine asked with a smile.
"Yeah why not" Kurt replied grabbing a jacket and heading towards the door.
They all walked in silence, Kurt walking in front whilst Blaine and Jesse trailed behind their fingers laced together. Neither of the three knew what to say to each other, there was still an awkward air lingering between them after last night's overwhelming confessions of Kurt and Sebastian knowing each other from when they were little, both Blaine and Jesse wanted to question Kurt about his and Sebastian's friendship when they were younger but neither could find the words to ask. All three of them walked into the canteen in sync grabbing a tray, a plate of pancakes before sitting at a table with Nick, Jeff and Sebastian.
Sebastian spoke first "so we still on for Scandals tonight? Seven at the gates right?"
Kurt nodded "Yeah that's what we agreed" He said confidently.
"I like your confident side suits you babe makes you more sexy" Sebastian winked causing Kurt to blush before feeling the anger bubble in him.
"Shut it Smythe" He replied before prodding at the pancakes on his plate, he'd lost his appetite.
"Feisty" Sebastian smirked.
"Bas just leave him alone he's obviously not interested" Nick laughed resting his head on Jeff's shoulder.
"Like I'd want anyone like him" Sebastian sneered gesturing to Kurt.
All of a sudden Kurt felt his heart sink, he thought he'd finally found somewhere safe away from the bullies, away from the horrible taunts about his looks. He began to think he belonged here. Tears begin to spill from his eyes he knew everyone was watching him so he just dropped his head to the table trying to block out the world.
"You really are a horrible human being sometimes Sebastian" He heard Blaine shout at Sebastian.
"Kurt are you okay" Jeff asked resting his hand on Kurt's shoulder.
Kurt pushed off the table wiping his tears from his cheeks before whispering " I'm fine."
"Apologize now Smythe" Jesse hissed.
"No" Sebastian shouted back, "He needs to stop being such a girl and take a joke"
And with that Kurt couldn't take it anymore he heard Dave's voice in the back of his head taunting him with the sneers of him being a girl, He jumped out of his seat tears racing down his cheeks as he ran out of the room as fast as he could ignoring the calls for him to stop.