Ok… so this chapter is short. Like really only 1,000 – (or less) words. So it just helps explain some minor details.

James POV Dream:

"Hold in there baby, a couple more pushes," Kendall cringes as I squeeze hard on to his hand—almost breaking it.

"Owwww!" I scream, trying to push a baby out from my…you know. "God Kendall, why did you do this to me?" I scream, my insides burning, all of my energy being wasted on the baby.

"Come on baby, a little bit longer," he tries to calm me down.

"Nothing you say will calm me down, asshole," I'm seething with anger, nothing has ever been so painful for me, how could I not hate him right now? Kendall though, doesn't look hurt by my outbursts of anger.

"Just hang in there," he chuckles, leaning down to kiss my forehead, plastered with sweat. "Keep pushing Jamie, you got this."

His attempts at calming me down are starting to work, so I swallow before nodding and pushing harder.

"God!" I scream again, pain ringing through out my entire body.

"Almost there Mr. Diamond," I hear the doctor tell me. "Keep pushing."

How could everyone be so calm right now? I was having a freaking baby!

"You're doing so great Jamie—"

"Ow!" I scream again, not being able to bear the pain. What else could I do though? I was helpless. The baby wouldn't just disappear.

"Almost there James—"

"Ahhh!" I shout once more, before a sense of relief washes over my body. "Oh my god," I breath out heavily, panting. I let go of Kendall's hand, my body still shaking from all of the trauma it just went through.

"Oh Jamie, I love you," I hear Kendall say before my vision starts to blur.

"It's a boy, Mr. Diamond!" is the last thing I hear before I black out into a deep sleep.

"James, Jamie. Wake up," I feel Kendall shaking me, he sounds sad and scared. My eyes flutter opening, I realize I'm in the hospital bed. That's right; I gave birth to our beautiful baby boy earlier!

"Kendall, where's the baby?" I look up at him. Kendall has tears in his eyes.

"James he—"

"Where's my baby?" I sit up, cringing as I feel pain in my lower level. "I want to see him, Kenny."

"James…he didn't—"

"Excuse me, Nurse, can you bring me my child?" I call over a nurse walking by in the hallway.

"No sir, you're not allowed to see him," she responds with a stern look on her face.

"W-what?" I stammer, tears filling my eyes. "Doctor?" I ask for the doctor who helped with the birthing process who was flying by in the hallway as well. He stops and comes over.

"Why can't I see my baby?" I ask, tears spilling.

The doctor quickly turns away, not answering me.

"Wait, where are you going?" I call after him, too weak to get out of the bed I was strapped into—unable to move my legs. "Excuse me, Nurse," I cry, looking for my boyfriend.

"Where is he? Where's my child?" I ask desperately to another passing by nurse. She quickly shoots me a dirty look, and walks off.

"Kenny," I cry, turning back to my boyfriend.

"You killed him, James. You killed the baby," Kendall is now glaring at me.

"W-what…No," I don't believe it. I couldn't have—I did everything right! I gave birth to the child!

"You killed him," Kendall repeats, eyes narrowing down at me. He takes a step away from me, away from the bed.

"How did I kill him? I heard him, I heard him crying before I fell asleep! Kendall please! Tell me you're kidding!" I beg, terrified.

"No, James. You killed him. I hate you," he says, eyes narrow with disgust.

"No, Kendall, please don't say that," I try to move my legs, but they're both bound to the bed somehow—my arms flailing hopelessly towards my boyfriend. "Kenny I love you, please don't leave me."

"How could I be with someone who killed my child?" he narrows his eyes. "How could I love you," he spat, walking away.

"Kendall—please!" I scream, but my voice suddenly disappears and everything is quiet. "Kenny!" I feel my lungs shaking inside of me, throat scratching at my empty screaming and shouting. I couldn't let him go, I wouldn't.

"Kendall!" I shout once more, tears flowing freely and heavily down my face.

Kendall is gone.

Narrator's POV Reality

James found himself thrashing around, eyes shooting open to the felling of sweat dripping down his forehead. He needed answers, now, the test. James slowly got rose up, stumbling around feeling for the plastic bag. Upon grasping it he pulled out a box. Clearblue Easy Digital Pregnancy Test. James nervously flipped the box over reading the directions.

the test. Simply hold the stick pointing downwards in your urine stream for 5 seconds only. 2. Wait. An Hour Glass symbol will flash to show you the test is working. 3. Read your results. Within 3 minutes, your result will be displayed in words. Store at 36-86 degrees F (2-30 degrees C). Do not freeze. Consult your doctor with any further questions.

He shakily removed the two tabs holding the box together, sliding out a white stick, with a blank display screen. He was terrified, what if he was, and his dream came true and he lost Kendall, and, and… the thoughts were unbearable. He just shook his head, he had to do this, he needed to know. Unzipping his pants he sighed, he let the yellow waste liquid flow onto the metal tip.

Within a few seconds he had his answer. Positive. His back crashed into the wall, he slid down crying. No, no, no. He began to shiver as the door cracked open.

So we told you it would be short, it was redone from its original version to add another chapter. 'henderlover' this story is Freakin Beast! Anyway, so as a surprise… the next chapter… much longer than this will be up in like thirty minutes, that's right 2 tonight! So please stand by… lol and just sayin' i really don't consider this a so called "cliff hanger cause like the next chapter will be up, like in a bit, like less than an hour so... yeah.