cokay... major hurt James in this, but it's really short... i decided to cut the origional one chapte into three parts, one was chapter 6, the next one was this (chapter 7) then the last part is chapter 8. i tried to incorperate a few lines from the script thatwere included with the piolot eppisode, but i needed my Kames aditions...
the way this works is...
James POV (Current Reality)
Kendall POV (piggybacks from the flashback that ended in 6)
Carlos POV (flashback)
James POV (Current Reality)
Kendall POV (flashback)
James POV (Current Reality)
Kendall POV (Current Reality)
and then i leave you waiting for more ^^... lol read and review! thanx!
James Diamond: - Reality -
A strong chill slithered down my spine; there he was, sitting there. Gustavo Rocque a somewhat famous producer, haven't seen much of him lately but the important fact was that he was here now. I tried to hold down my nerves.
"Well at least he isn't hideous." I smiled at this. Something I haven't felt around other people for a while. I mean sure, when Kendall to me I was beautiful, I always got a bubbly feeling, yet that feeling always happens when I'm with him. But I was still doubting. Scared to think of how I would change. Big, fat, ugly. But Kendall helps with that, soothing me, my "Knight in Shining Armor."
As I step up, I look back as to how this moment terrified Logan, and the screams and yells I heard through both his and Carlos' attempts.
My stomach sinks as I try to focus, I imagine Kendall standing next to me, holding my hand, comforting me.
Kendall Knight: - Continued Flashback -
James took that fact into consideration. He playfully eyed as Logan approached, Carlos tagging behind.
"Hey Logan you have something on you, let me get it." James jumped his arm forward snatching Logan's number, 811 and pressing it firmly against him, Logan received the former number that James carried.
James patted Logan's shoulder, "yeah, why don't you show me how it's done," Logan raised a brow. "Good luck buddy." James continued.
"Logan, what where we thinking?" Carlos gulped. "We can't sing."
"Luckily I'm a genius, I'll think of something. Kendall?"
"Beat Box," I snort. James leans over and whispers a comment in my ear.
"Some Genius."
James Diamond:
I counted as each second passed by. 4 Mississippi, 5 Mississippi, 6 Mississippi. Every so often I would hear cruel remarks and high yells coming from inside the sealed doors. 15 Mississippi, 16 Mississi- , 17, 18. My counting sped up as I became more nervous.
The door slammed as my face shot up, Logan appearing in sight again. A discomforted expression to his face, "You can't go in there, h – he's Satan in the flesh!"
He curled up in a ball, rocking back and forth, exhaling heavy pants. I leaned against Kendall, "babe, I'm so scared." He just nodded and pressed a soothing kiss to my hair's crown.
"811! Next in is 811!" the number was called through the doors. Carlos sitting directly next to me jumped as I ripped off his number and traded.
He looked at me with anger, "what I'm still not ready!" he shrugged.
Carlos Garcia: -Flashback-
It was funny, I'll say that. I really had no intention of leaving Minnesota behind. I knew James was talented, and he would take this seriously, but then again, the guy is mean. He has no empathy.
As I walked through the doors, I noticed a set of guards, both in bright yellow jackets. Hehehe yellow. I played in my mind.
I continued to venture with my eyes, spotting the stage I jogged up the steps, noticing a man who looked as to fit Logan's earlier description.
He so full of himself, his sunglasses, they, they trick you and make you feel like he's not watching, but you can see with the scowl on his face he is. His body weight scares you, because with that size, he's really powerful. ~ Logan
I wasn't nervous though, as I was handed a microphone, I thought on it for a moment, coming up with an act just to draw attention. I squatted once, microphone on my left, I squatted twice, microphone on my right.
*squirt*
I stood up with a confident smile. That's right, I just let on rip. The man's face grew with anger ready to murder me as he lunged forward. I made a quick escape, and was aided by the assistant.
Retreating through those same double doors, I met my friends gaze.
"Not goin' to Hollywood."
James Diamond: - Reality -
Deep breaths, the man just starred. I was scared, and wished Kendall was holding me. I would assume he was in the other room, but even though it had only been at least 3 minutes and there was only a door separating us, I missed him.
Kendall Knight: - Flashback –
"Number 812, let's go your up." James face contorted with fear, I knew what he was thinking. God he is so perfect, why can't he see that?
His lengthy tan arm was slow when it tried connecting with my slip, I caught his grip and pulled his hand to my mouth and kissed it.
"Come on Jamie, you can do this. You are prepared, us," I point to myself, Carlos and Logan. "We weren't. You are amazing and I'm not letting you deny it, so please baby, show them what you're made of, do it for us, me and our little one."
I saw the tears dripping from his face, "I love you Kenny." I couldn't resist, I kissed his eyelids as the fluttered down. One to the left, and one to the right.
"I love you too Sweetie, so, so much. Now, go own this!" I said feeling my lips tug to a grin, he shook his head and smiled sheepishly. He turned, this is it, something that could make him, or completely break him. If he makes it, he'll be living the life, hopefully I'll be right by his side (there was no debate on that, we are inseparable so, yeah)and if it breaks him, it'll break me too, but I will build him back up.
James Diamond: - Reality –
I take one final breathe, I continue to imagine for support. Swiping my hair from my eyes, my voice runs for it, no hesitation.
"Huh I'm a hopeless romantic fell in love with a simple idea with a little bit luck and a whole lotta work I can make every one of these visions real"
I smiled, I became confident, there was no stopping me. The song fixed my pounding heart, resting it to ease. This was our song, a song that represented me and Kendall, for some reason. Being it was a really upbeat song, I wanted to show my originality and own personality with in a piece of music,
"So we don't care what the people say and we don't care what they want to do and we don't care about it anymore we do what we want I ain't wasting a no more time its now or never I'm about to get mine It's now or never I'm about to get mine It's now or never."
I prepared for the long stretch of sounds that branched form the word, "oh" but Instead of hearing that, I heard my voice croak, it cracked in and out. I lost it, my one chance at fame. Kendall was right, opportunities like this come once in a life time, and I just blew mine away.
Kendall Knight: -Reality -
No, no, no! That was perfect what happened? The remaining three of us snuck in and hid behind a back row of theater seats, I had to see him, I needed to finally see him excited about something, other than his constant worries with the baby.
I listened in, and caught the brunt of the producers comment:
"start over, but um, why don't you go outside get it all together and don't come back in." he said, James nodded and then shot back up, noticing what he said. "you heard me, next! God no talent these days."
James sank to the floor, and the assistant motioned for security, I shot up. No talent? Really? You haven't had a hit in ten years!" I watched as the yellow jacketed men grabbed James' arms and he yelped in fear. That was it, "Leave him alone, let him go!" I darted up to the stage and pounded against their backs. Not flinching once, they sat continued to drag him. I punched on of their faces, and they finally let go. I dropped down and gathered my shaking boyfriend into my arms. This isn't what was supposed to happen.
"James baby, are you okay?" he started to heave in and out, as tears flushed down his cheeks. I turned to the large man, "you are such the turd! You just broke him, everything we have worked so hard to build him up for, you crushed in not even 5 minutes! Does it even phase you to know that you break every person's heart that walks through those doors?"
The man stares in shock, that's right look that way, I dare you, say something, cause I am ready for war. He opens his mouth and I lunge into his move.
"That was, perfect! Screw singing, I just know by that you have what I've been looking for! The fire!"
James started crying even more, and my decision was based off of two things. James, not wanting to rid him of his dreams, I couldn't stand the thought of me hurting him, and also the fact that I didn't really want this. I shook my head no.
"You stupid troll, you don't even see what you do."
I gathered James in my arms, he pressed his head against my chest as I carried his shaking form bridal style. Not looking back once, I made my way out the door, my stupid plan just broke the most important person in the world to me.
Just a heads up, James is not mad at Kendall lyk in the tv show! actually he just wants to be held by the person he loves. Anyways... i told you this would be sad... and lyk ima prolly cry when i edit the next part... which should be up in a few hours or so... reveiw? sorry, this is lyk really upsetting but it had to happen... but be prepared for some more Kames Hurt and Comfort/ MAJOR AMOUNTS OF FLUFF :D A special thank to my lovly Cowriter, Ms. Sarah aka henderlover! (ps she created the whole idea over the cops and kidnap, she also wrote the first draft!) :D loves you!