"Sara, Sara can I come in" Catherine called from her room obviously a little hesitant because of what she walked in on last night.
"Yes Catherine, I am decent. You can come in" ok, I am ready for this conversation and no matter how many times I get slapped or yelled at it will be ok!
There she is, Catherine walking in, hips swaying, coming to sit down next to me and I realize I will have to be the one to start of the conversation.
"So Catherine do you want a coffee before we have our chat?"
"No thank you that is fine, so Sara... Last night you accidentally revealed something personal about your feelings towards..." Her voice seems so... calm?
"You, Cath. I revealed my feelings towards you. I never wanted you to find out and even if you were to find out, I never ever would have wanted you to see me... In such a compromising position." Ok I think that went well.
"You never wanted me to find out?" Ok bad move, she looks hurt. Wait hurt dose she like that idea? "Why would you not have told me?"
"I thought you would have filed a sexual harassment form against me or something!" I snapped defensively, she can be such a bitch sometimes. Some people may have thought our fights were all sexual tension, which is partially true but gosh are our fights based on her pissing me off!
"Oh, yes because that is really something I could have done after not working with you for around 6 months!" She spat, now I am speechless. "I would have loved to know your feelings"
"Cath, are you saying that you like me to?" If I am right this amazing and I will never let her go, I cannot let her go if she wants to be happy with me.
"Ermm... well you are smart, funny, beautiful, interesting and well sexy as hell". This is it. She likes me! Me! Why can I not get any words out?
"Catherine I." She is squirming on the sofa next to me now, god I hope I am right and I have not misread her. Wait... Now Catherine is leaning in. Her lips look so desirable now, I love how they are not the average shape, it makes her unique. Now they are against mine, they are so much softer than I would have first thought, now they are gone. She is off the sofa and at the other side of the room as I register how her lips taste of strawberry lip-balm.
"Sara I am so sorry, I should not have done that. Maybe I should not stay with you any more, we don't have to go through with this I" ok I cannot keep up with the vast speed which Catherine has taken it upon herself to speak with.
"Stop!" I yell whilst I clamber across the room towards Catherine. Am I ready to do this? I pin her against the wall with my lips. I must be ready to do this. At first she is stationary, I must keep trying. I continue to kiss her motionless lips and then my life becomes a fairytale. She kisses me back. With so much more passion than her original, peck on the lips. I feel her tongue on my lips and my senses are on overdrive. The only thought in my head is return all of the passion she is exerting. Our lips are locked in a mixture of lust and passion whilst our tongues battle for dominance. This is bliss, pure bliss.