Chapter 7 – Winter Break
I think it might be a very green winter this year. School has finally come to an end for the semester and I can't help but sit on the porch with a warm drink to keep my hands from getting chilly in the wind. It's not freezing yet but it was dumb not to come outside in a coat at least. Then again in the sun I'm sure it's pretty warm... for now. I'd like to sit on the porch swing Leon just bought but he was too lazy to put it up before they decided to leave. Jerks. They're so lucky. They're going to a hot spring… Cloud's so lucky getting spoiled. I guess they are paying for it themselves though. Is Leon secretly a bank robber or something; he always has money for the weirdest things.
I take a long drink and sit on one of the normal, none-swinging chairs, thinking about everyone I won't be able to see this break. Of course Cloud and Leon. Even Kairi decided to go home which I tried to convince her otherwise. She just ignored me since she always leaves on breaks. I don't remember where but Namine mentioned going out of town. That would be funny if they went together. Tidus and Wakka are going on a road trip… who would do that right now… with their girlfriends too. Zexion's still in town but he said he'd be working. Boring! But we aren't completely alone. Riku and I will be in the house, but Roxas decided he'd come live with us for the break since Namine will be gone. Of course Axel isn't leaving since he can't pass up spending his break with Roxas now. And he likes being home while Leon's away. That thought makes me laugh.
"So this is where you've been." Riku's head appears in the doorway. "Are you still working this break? I forgot."
"I do. Not a lot though since classes aren't going on." I take another sip.
"Do you work today?" He's giving me a suspicious face.
I wrinkle my brows, "No, why?"
"No reason." He disappears back inside.
What was that? If I chase him he's not going to tell me so that would be a waste of energy. Oh! What I should do is go play Persona… I'm already really far so play more, play more! Before I can head inside Roxas shows up, walking up to the porch strutting. "Hello. You look excited." I give him a knowing smirk.
He turns red and straightens up. "I am not! I'm just glad schools done for now… that's all."
I almost choke on my drink but try to pretend that never happened as I talk. "Yea right. You Looooove Axel." He doesn't say anything. "Oh my god! You love Axel!?"
"Shut up." He punches me in the shoulder and runs inside.
Of course I chase after him and into the living room where Riku happens to be walking out of the kitchen. The blonde slips behind him and shoves Riku towards me. I'm so busy running I slam into his chest and almost knock the wind out of myself. He catches me before I tumble to the ground. In my phase of dizziness Roxas run upstairs into the protection of Axel. He knows I'm not mean enough to say anything while Axel's in the room. Whatever…
"Are you alright?" Riku sets my straight in my own two feet.
I nod and rub my forehead. "Running into you is like… hitting a wall. You're very solid."
He rubs his chest where I hit him. "I know." I just look at him after an answer like that. "You think those idiots upstairs would want to watch a movie tonight?"
Now I can't help but smile. I love laying down and snuggling while watching a movie. It's still early though. "I'm sure they'd like to watch one if we asked. Did you have one in mind?"
"I thought we could go rent a few and watch something new. After dinner I guess." He makes a face like he already has plans. Now I'm curious.
"You look like you're making sneaky plans." He glances at me but says nothing. "Fine, don't tell me. But I can tell. Being Sora and all… I can definitely tell."
This makes him smile and shake his head. "You are Sora after all." Rubbing a hand through my hair to mess it up he laughs when I make a pout face. "Think of something you want to eat. I'm already hungry. We can worry about dinner later."
I poke my stomach and it growls at me. "Chicken! I feel like chicken!" I love chicken! Probably because it's food and I love food.
Riku looks a little surprised at my choice. "That was specific. Let's go pick up movies now and we can just get something while we're out." He heads upstairs and I trail after him happily.
We split up to change and I head into my bedroom after glancing at Axel's closed door. I wonder what they're doing in there. Something perverted I bet. Then again I always think that. Then again that's probably what they really are doing! I change with a strange slowness as I strain to listen, hoping maybe I'll hear them through the walls. I'm in the middle of pulling on my pants when Riku opens the door.
He snorts. "Slow poke."
Making a face I finish changing and grab my belt. We head out the door together, walking at a leisurely pace down the sidewalk. Since it's a college town it's nice that everything is so close together. Driving here would suck. I get frustrated just sitting in the car with Kairi since everyone here sucks at driving. I'll take walking and holding hands with Riku any day instead of driving. I sigh at the peacefulness of our walk and Riku just looks at me with a little smile.
We stop to pick up the movies and settle on two that look pretty good: one scary one and one comedy. I'll need the comedy afterwards since I hate watching scary movies. They just give me nightmares! I hate that. But I give in and agreed to watch one since I know Riku and Axel both like them. I bet it's only because Roxas and I will be all snuggled up like chickens. I guess that's not so bad.
When we get food we actually sit down to eat it, which we don't do often. It's pretty quiet except for a table of three girls sitting nearby. We're turned enough so only I can see them which bothers me for two reason. One: I hate being able to see people sitting nearby. I always stare off into the distance and they think I'm looking at them. It's annoying. And two: they keep looking over at us and giggling. They're definitely looking at Riku. I try to ignore them.
"Sora, what's with that face?" Riku's deep voice catches my attention.
"Oh, nothing." I sigh and look up at him. "Man, why is your voice so dreamy? It makes me crazy." I take a bite of food. Delicious!
He raises and eyebrow and can't help but snicker. "I'll make sure to talk in a high pitch annoying voice from now on."
"Noooo don't do that." I'm still eating fries. "As if you could have an annoying voice. It would still be sexy."
"You think so?" He makes a slurping sound with his straw and then looks at his cup like he's disappointed it didn't refill, magically. "I'm gonna go get another drink. Do you want one?" He grabs my cup as he stands and I try to get the last drink as he's walking. I watch him walk away and see the girls watch him too as he walks past their table. When he stops at the drink machine they all turn to each other and giggle. GAH! I hate girls! They're checking him out, I just know it. They're probably looking at his butt right now. He does look really good in those jeans… but still.
When he turns to walk back to our table those stupid girls purposefully drop something on the ground as he gets closer. Of course he notices. He glances over at them, places one of the drinks on the table beside him, and kneels to pick it up. Saying, "I think you dropped this" he hands it back to the closest girl and she turns red, thanking him. Maybe they didn't expect him to stop? He grabs the drink and joins me at the table, setting both down. He glances up at me and I must be frowning because he smiles. "Are those girls making you jealous?" He sits down smirking at me.
"No!" I answer too quickly. "Yes. They dropped that whatever it was on purpose! You're too nice. Why'd you pick it up?"
He's still smiling at me. "Sora, they're just girls. It's nothing to be worried about."
I take a drink from my soda. "Still… they were looking at your butt. I know it."
"Then let me fix it for you." Standing again he leans over, grabbing my chin to lift my face up to his. He presses his lips gently against mine for a long moment before pulling away. "Do you feel a little better?" He asks as he sits again.
I glance at the girls who look shocked. I have to smile now. "I am." We continue eating and I'm less bothered by the girls now that they're looking at us with those fan girl eyes instead of check out hot Riku eyes. Eventually they leave and I feel all better once I'm full. I sigh in relief as I finish my fries. "Delicious. So sooooo full…"
Getting up, Riku throws the trash out before returning for me. "Should I carry you out? Or do your legs still work?" Somehow I stand and we head home.
When we do get home I feel too full to do anything energetic so I sit down to play a video game. Riku actually joins me and says he'll just watch since the one I want to play is only one player. I get sucked in as he lays down on the couch, putting his feet in my lap. I just use his legs as arm rests and he doesn't seem to mind. I don't know how long I play without noticing the time but when I get excited and look over at him he's asleep. He must have nodded off.
He looks so cute I have to save my game before putting the controller down. As gently as I can I move his feet off my lap and slide out from under him. Like a cat I crawl on top of him and gingerly lay my body against his, hoping I won't wake him up. He doesn't seem to stir. Brushing his hair away from his neck I lean in to kiss the flesh. His skin feels hot against my lips.
He makes a sound before mumbling. "That feels good."
I look at his face but his eyes are still closed. A little smile touches my lips. "Are you talking in your sleep?" I nuzzle back into his neck and continue to leave a trail off kisses up to his mouth. I kiss him gently on the lips. "I bet I'm giving you sexy dreams."
His hands suddenly grab my hips. "You have no idea."
I squeak in surprise. "Have you been awake this whole time?"
"Maybe." He pulls me into a kiss. "Maybe I took a nap for a few minutes and you woke me up." Obviously he didn't mind. "Wake me up with these lips more often." He's looking at me with those intense eyes, his fingers caressing my lips.
Somehow I get the feeling he's not saying lips like he means kissing his mouth… I bury my face in his chest. "Well, don't wake me up like that because I'll die of embarrassment when I see you molesting me in my sleep." He pulls me higher up so we can continue kissing. Hardly a minute passes with his mouth occupying mine and his hands move right to my ass, grabbing a handful. My cheeks feel hot. He knows I like that… so why did he have to do it right now while we're downstairs? As if they know we're making out I hear Axel's door open. I pull away. "They're coming downstairs." I climb off of him reluctantly and sit on the couch like we weren't doing anything.
"I don't care." He throws himself on top of me and holds me down. "I don't care if they see everything." He looks right into my eyes when he says this and I whimper in embarrassment. He kisses me again as I hear them stomping down the steps. Suddenly his hand slides under my shirt and lifts it up because his mouth is on my nipple and I squeak in shock, knowing my cheeks are on fire. I try to pull my shirt down but his grasp has already bunched up the fabric.
I can hear Axel giggle. "Front row seats."
I shove my shirt down over Riku's head since I can't get him to get away. Now it looks like I have a giant man sprouting from my chest. "This is definitely not for your viewing privilege!" They're both just staring at me and it makes me blush even more.
Roxas snort. "I saw Sora's nipples." They both burst into laughter.
"Like that matters." I say like I don't care but as soon as Riku exits my shirt I cover my nipples like they can still see them. "Stop imagining things!"
Even though he was the cause of the problem Riku takes control and distracts them. "You guys up for some movies tonight?" They're instantly excited. "How should we pass the time before dinner?"
"Oh I know!" Axel holds his hand up like he's asking to answer a question.
"Why the hell are we having a water gun fight?" Somehow we all ended up outside. I look at the three other guys around me. Axel's in shorts and a T-shirt holding a massive water gun, already full. Riku's in jeans and a T-shirt still filling his massive water gun with the hose. Roxas has a smaller gun, hardly, but is dressed the same. Somehow I got ripped off and ended up with the little pistol. It is warm considering its winter but I still have my jacket. "This is unfair!" I point at the gun.
Axel sprays a little water on the ground suspiciously close to my foot. "It's not our fault you're slow."
I glare at him. "Fine, whatever. But why are we playing now? It's winter time." I'm not sure why I'm complaining. Obviously there's no way out of this.
Axel already has the answer. "In the summer time no one tries to escape getting wet since it's so hot, the water ends up feeling good. But now it'll be freezing so you'll have to dodge or take it in the face!" A huge arch of water flies at me and I jump out of the way as it sprays across the house.
"Roxas, you're on my team!" The red head yells. He looks like he's about to chase me when he gets sprayed with water in the chest.
Roxas bursts into laughter. Riku is smiling too since he's to blame. "No teams." To my surprise Axel turns and runs for it and we all chase after him.
Like a ninja I head inside, running for the kitchen. Oddly enough I pull a bag of water balloons out of the drawer. Damn! There's only two left. Thanks a lot Leon! I fill them up anyways and run back outside. They're all in the front yard. Riku gets distracted looking up at the porch and gets sprayed right in the face. He glares at Axel. "Counter attack!" I yell and throw one balloon. It hits the tree beside the redhead.
"Whoa!" He stops dead in his tracks. "That would have sucked! Where'd you even get that?"
Roxas is completely soaked and laughing so hard he almost topples over. "You missed! You're like two feet away."
"I didn't miss!" I throw the next one and accidentally nail Riku in the chest. Everyone cracks up this time. I just stare… oops.
He makes a face. "No teams?" He shoots me and I'm instantly soaked.
"Jerk!" I run around the house and they all chase me. Somehow I manage to grab the hose and turn it on with an iron grip so no one can steal it. I end up showering them before Axel turns it on me and I shower myself. And so ends the water wars of winter. When we finally head inside I'm freezing and run for the shower upstairs. That turns into a war as well but we all warm up. It seems like time passes quickly as we eat dinner and end up on the couch ready for the movies. Axel even brings down all his blankets and pillows to make a bed on the floor. I snuggle up on the couch under a blanket with Riku after the movie is set up. Of course he puts in the scary movie first without telling me.
Initially it's not that scary. I mean they have to set up the characters and all that but it's a pretty simple beginning. It ends up being one of those haunted house movies, where the family moves in and then ghosts start appearing. I hate it when there's a freakin' ghost in the doorway and the person's just standing there doing something unimportant. Then they turn and they're gone! Creepy. Then at night it gets worse and worse and we turned out all the lights so it's starting to freak me out. Thankfully when I get scared in movies I just stiffen up instead of yell.
Half way through the movie Riku starts nibbling on my ear. I guess he's done paying attention. I pull the blanket up higher so my whole body is covered and bend my knees since his hand seems to be sliding southwards. I glance down at the others who're completely sucked into the movie. I bite my lip when the warm hand wriggles its way into my pants. I end up covering my face and can't even hear the movie I'm so focused on trying not to make any noise. Riku's teasing me so much I feel like he's trying to make me cry out but I'm fighting it even as he starts nibbling on my ear and neck. Suddenly it gets really quiet and I have to push his hand away before I'm found out. I turn to glare at him for being mean before turning to the TV.
A Ghost! My heart almost stopped…. And now it's so quiet! Suddenly something pops out and the music scares me to death. I see Roxas jump at the same moment. Oh good, it didn't just scare me. The whole movie is nothing but me hiding my face and fighting off Riku's hands as he tries to distract me. When the credits finally roll I smack his hand. He just laughs and gets up to change movies.
"You guys ready?" He looks at the floor snugglers.
"Wait!" Axel scrambles up, "Ten seconds!" and runs upstairs.
"Me too!" Roxas runs upstairs after him and we hear a door close.
I raise an eyebrow. "That was fast."
Riku just looks at me. "What exactly do you think they're doing?"
I shrug. "They must have to pee." He raises an eyebrow at me. I think about it for a second. "Oh… Oooooh." I glance up the stairs. "What? You think they're having sex? No…"
"Maybe they heard you whimpering." He snickers. My face flushes red. I really hope that's not why. "After hearing that, who could resist getting turned on?"
I make a face at him. "Sorry but scary movies really turn me off."
"I couldn't tell." He heads into the kitchen when everything is all set up. I follow after him and look in the fridge since he's already making himself a snack. "We should have sex in the kitchen when no one's home. And the couch too."
"Is that all you think about?" I grunt.
Suddenly he grabs my wrist and jerks me away from the fridge, closing it and shoving me against the cold surface. I swallow the knot in my throat as he brushes the hair out of my eyes. "Of course it's not the only thing I think about. But it seems like it's the only thing you're comfortable discussing… which is ironic." He sighs and lets me go. As if I can move after being grabbed like that. He continues since I remain silent. "You always say you're so glad we don't have any problems like everyone else. We do have problems like everyone else, we can just move past them if we talk. But now we have a new problem because you won't talk about it." Where is this coming from all of a sudden? I can't think of anything to say at all. "Sora. We have sex all the time but that's not even important if nothing's going to happen. Have you noticed all we've been doing is studying?"
I raise an eyebrow. "Because of tests… that's all…"
"No it's not. We've been doing less and less together. Just because we live in the same house right now doesn't mean it'll be like this forever. It's easy to be together now Sora, but what about when I graduate and you're still here." His eyes are practically burning my skin.
I can't even breathe anymore. My head is spinning. "I don't understand… Do you want to break up?"
He smacks the fridge and I jump at the sound. "No, I'm asking you to make up your damn mind. You need to think about the future Sora. I'm saying I want to stay with you but I can't do that if you're not planning on being with me after I graduate." He sighs and pulls me into his arms to hug me. I can tell I was shaking from shock or something. I grab at the shirt on his back like he might leave if I don't hold on.
"Isn't it too soon to be thinking about that? Isn't that kind of an important decision?" I mumble.
He pulls me back so he can look at my face. He still sounds angry. "If now is too soon then when do we start? Next year? When I'm already gone? Why is now too soon?"
"…I…" My thought falls out without a sentence. Noise from the stairs catches my attention and I push on his chest so he'll let me go.
Moving away he sighs again. "Let's just watch the movie for now. All you have to do is sit down and think about it. That or have a serious discussion with me." He gives me a kiss on the temple. "That means you'll actually have to talk to me Sora. I don't want to fight… I just want an answer." He moves back into the living room. When the other two question what I'm doing he says I'm getting a snack so I go back to hunting in the fridge.
My head is full of fog; I dig out something to munch on so I can seem human again. My body is shaking all over. It's like I can't swallow the knot in my throat. I pinch my eyes shut because it feels like liquid is about to escape. For the first time nothing looks appetizing. I can't even distract myself. I grab some grapes and go to sit down once I calm down so we can start the movie. I try to focus so hard on watching the screen that I forget to eat, but everyone's so sucked into the movie they don't notice. Thankfully. Close to the end I announce I have to pee and run upstairs.
When I actually get to the top of the stairs I realize I really do have to pee and take care of that problem before hiding out in my room. Flipping the lock for a moment of silence I throw myself on the bed and check my phone which has been sad without texts now that vacation has started. I give myself a break so I can throw a fit, flailing like a two year old until I get tired and lay flat like a pancake. Why did this have to happen? Of course this had to happen. I've been thinking about how amazing everything has been. Thinking about how we never argue and how it's so easy to be together. Damn, I just knew something stupid was bound to happen. Why do I have to think about this now? He's not even graduating yet…
…this sucks… it's just like having a whole semester to write a paper and waiting until the last week to do it. What a terrible metaphor. I hate to admit Riku's right… he's definitely… not completely… utterly hopelessly right… is he?
The sun is glaring in my face when I open my eyes. Why is it so bright? Sitting up I realize I'm in my bedroom… laying face down on the bed… on my bed? Whoa, did I fall asleep last night? Rubbing my eyes I sit up and take a breather. Wobbling around the room I do all those normal waking up things like putting on clothes and checking my phone. Riku texted me so I open it up and it says: Are you okay?When I move to the door I turn the handle but it doesn't open. Oh no! I fell asleep with the door locked! I am an idiot! I unlock it and step into the hall with the idea of walking to the bathroom. Riku and Axel are standing in the bathroom doorway fighting about who gets to take a shower.
"Sora." Roxas's voice startles me. "Hey, you disappeared last night. Are you okay?" He hugs me for a second before looking at me. "Did Riku do something? What happened? Tell me everything."
"Huh?" I shake my head because now I know the guys have stopped fighting and are waiting for me to reply. "It's nothing like that. I just fell asleep…" I look at Riku who has his usual face. I can't really read his expression and I don't want to bring it up with these two nosey people in hearing range. I point at his room. "Can we…" My heart is hammering painfully.
He pushes Axel into the bathroom. "You get the shower first."
"Roxas, you should join him." I nudge the blonde. He's immediately sucked in by the idea of a shower with Axel and gives in. Good… I really don't want them to listen at the door. I turn to walk with Riku and feel his hand on my back, allowing me to walk ahead. His touch is unusually gentle… maybe he thinks I'm mad. Well, who wouldn't think that after that crap last night and then my door being locked? Even if… I just stupidly fell asleep. I enter the room first, sitting on the end of the bed.
He closes the door behind us but when he turns to face me he doesn't get any closer. "You fell asleep?" Leaning back against the door he sighs heavily, his hair suddenly hiding his face. "I came upstairs last night and found your door locked. I figured you must be pissed at me to lock it all night."
I knock myself on the forehead a few times. "I was upset… but the door locking thing was suppose to be for a little while… then I guess I fell asleep." I already feel guilty just thinking about it. I knew locking the door would be childish. "Were you worried?"
I watch as he ruffles his hair, both of us waiting in silence for the conversation to continue. He interrupts the silence first. "I was worried… but if you want to be alone then the least I can do is leave you alone." He looks up at me. "I wanted to text you about a million times but I figured one was enough. If you wanted to text me back you would. All I could do was go to bed." Obviously he didn't sleep well.
It feels weird with him being so far away. "I'm sorry… I'm not mad or anything. I mean, I was… but not really." I frown at the distance between us again. "Can you come sit on the bed? Why are you so far away…?"
With a grunt he moves to the bed and sits beside me. "Let's start with something simple." Finally he turns to me and touches my cheek with gentle fingers. "Sora, I love you. I'll still love you if you choose me or if you choose to leave. I just want you to be happy. And if I can't make you happy than I want you to be with someone who can."
He's so serious, staring into my eyes so intensely I'm on the verge of crying. Where is that coming from? "Just stop… talking… for a second." He removes his hand with a frown but does as I ask, sitting in silence until I'm ready to speak. "Just stop talking like that. I'm happy being together… I love you too. I love you and I don't want to hear you say its okay for me to be with someone else…" Suddenly I'm feeling angrier than I was before. Completely out of character I stand up and grab him by the collar of his shirt. He looks surprised. "Start acting like yourself again. Chase after me. Don't give up already. Geez you big idiot!" I climb on top of him and he's so shocked it's easy to push him down. "I don't want to be with anyone else. If I know anything for sure it's that I want to be with you." He grabs me by the back of the head and pulls me against his lips. His mouth is so hot, I just melt into him and it feels like we kiss for hours. My tears make the kiss taste salty but it stops after a while. Without parting our lips I find myself on my back, my lover now on top of me and whatever I'd been feeling has been replaced with lust. All I know is I want this man and I can tell he wants me too because of the taste of his kiss and the hardness thrust against mine.
Of course before long someone's knocking at the door. At this point we still have clothes on thankfully because the door flies open and Axel barges in like always. "You guys made up!" He jumps onto the bed with us.
Riku groans. "We weren't fighting."
"I know." The redhead interrupts again. "If you'd been fighting you'd be naked by now." My body just takes over and I punch him in the head. "Ow! What the hell was that for?"
My eyes go wide and I grab my wrist. "I don't know! Stupid hand! It just did whatever it wanted there for a second." Oh, now I have an idea. I sit up, pushing Riku aside for a moment and throw myself on top of Axel so he's laying down on the bed. "Quick! Grab his arms!" Before our victim can register what's about to happen Riku pins down his arms. He doesn't even struggle as I lift his shirt; he does look really confused though. When Roxas appears in the doorway he starts to wiggle a little but he really understands when I grin like a little devil. He has two seconds to react before I start tickling him but it's too late. He's laughing and squirming but we have him pinned down so he can hardly move. When I'm sure he's about to die of laughter I let him go. "That's for yesterday's water fight."
"And for interrupting again." The silver haired man mumbles.
He rolls off the bed and onto the floor. "You're mean." Pouting and standing up he stumbles towards the door like we tickled the soul right out of his body. "I didn't even do anything bad during the water fight." We're all glaring at him. Even Roxas rolls his eyes. "What?"
"What should we do that's fun today?" I say randomly.
Roxas perks up immediately. "We should go get beer!"
I blink in surprise. He's obviously been thinking about it for a while if he answered that quickly. "Uh, okay. Besides that."
"We could have a party?" Axel questions.
Riku finally gets off the bed now that everyone's present. "Get out of my room. Let's go downstairs and talk about this crap." We're herded downstairs before long and sitting on the couch. Suddenly I feel like I can't possibly get close enough to Riku and snuggle into his side, hugging his arm. He just smiles and continues where we left off upstairs as if we never stopped talking. "Everyone we'd invite to a party is out of town."
Roxas snuggles up beside me, probably to irritate the silver haired boy, but nothing unusual happens. "We just watched two movies so I say no movies."
"If we get really drunk we can play cards. That's always fun." Axel is the only one left standing, pacing around the room like an impatient child.
"That's only because you suck at anything else when you're super drunk." I snicker. The redhead's face starts to turn the color of his hair and even Roxas laughs this time. "We should play truth or dare or something."
"That game's for babies."
"You're a baby."
I wrinkle my eyebrows. "Then let's just go get beer and decide later." And so the four of us head into town, thankfully in a car. Axel and Riku run into the liquor store when we arrive while I sit in the car with Roxas. I can't help but wonder what Leon and Cloud are doing right now. Roxas catches my attention by grabbing my hands. I focus on him, realizing he's smiling in a really suspicious way. "What?"
"We should get those two super drunk tonight." Obviously he has a reason in mind but the general idea sounds fun. I nod in agreement. "That means we should be getting them beers and trying not to look completely suspicious when we don't have as much. To be honest Sora, you and I both know… we get drunk way easier than those two."
I nod again. They're bigger than we are, but they seem to have a surprisingly high tolerance compared to us. Not that we have any tolerance at all. "Okay… Riku will definitely notice but if we're doing something, like playing cards, he probably won't say anything." I shrug. "I could probably tell him and he wouldn't mind really." Somehow I'm nodding again. I can already see it happening. He notices and I just tell him I'm trying to get him drunk. He'd just say okay and shrug while continuing to drink more. Yea, he definitely wouldn't mind. "Will Axel notice?"
"I doubt it." He just shakes his head and laughs. "Anyways, we should get them drunk and see if they'll make out?"
"What?" I can't help but laugh under my breath. "That's your plan?"
He looks disappointed by my reaction. "Why are you laughing? Wouldn't it be hot to watch Riku make out with a hot guy? And Axel is the perfect hot guy right? You can't exactly watch yourself now can you?"
This time I actually think about it, trying to picture it in my head. It gives me a shiver down my spine. "Okay… you're right. That would be really hot. And they're both sexy guys. And we all live together right now." I end up poking myself in the lips trying to decide how Riku would feel about it. He's kissed Axel that one time a long long loooong time ago, but that was as punishment. And Axel kind of freaked out and cried. Maybe he was just being over-dramatic on purpose… he likes to do that. "But what about Axel? Wouldn't he be all weird about it?" It has been half a year already.
The blonde raises an eyebrow. "Why would he be weird?" I just shake my head. It would be dumb to say what I'm thinking out loud. Clearing his throat I notice Roxas is staring down at his hands. "Actually we kind of talked about it and he'd be okay making out with Riku. Maybe in a mutual understanding kind of way. Right?"
Did he mean to say it like he was asking me a question…? "But that one time Riku kissed him he freaked out."
His eyes pop up to meet mine. "He was startled." I just stare at him. "Okay okay okay, stop looking at me like that. We've kind of been talking about… what it would be like to have sex with you guys and the more we talk about it the more Axel thinks we should tell you guys."
I burst into laughter and somehow we end up wrestling. "You're such a pervert!" The guys come back to the car and stash all the booze in the trunk so we can drive home. They stop to look in the windows several times before getting in.
Axel is the first one to speak. "Are you guys making out back there?"
He says it sarcastically but I can't stop from laughing again. Roxas looks completely embarrassed but I'm practically crying. How ironic of him to say that. After all, we were just talking about him. Riku doesn't say anything, he just shakes his head and we head home.
When we get home we all carry something inside and we're hardly in the kitchen when Roxas is pushing the other two into the living room to leave us alone. He returns as I'm making room for everything in the fridge. Grabbing two bottles he serves them like a freakin waiter and returns to help me with a smile. Of course by then I'm done. "You're hopeless."
"You don't know… come here." He pulls me into the living room and stops so we're standing in front of them. "Axel."
As if he needs to call his name. We're all staring at him. Axel takes a drink of his beer. "Yes?"
"I bet you can drink that whole bottle faster than Riku." He says it so seriously I have to clamp my mouth shut to keep from laughing. What a time bomb! That's the worst thing he could have said to get those guys going. And of course it works.
Riku's hand shoots out and he clamps it on top of Axel's bottle as he's about to drink. At the same time he starts drinking his own bottle. "HEY!" Axel fights the hand off and drinks his own but now he's trying to fight off Riku's arms so he can grab his bottle. They're both completely failing. Axel knocks Riku's elbow and the bottle pops out of his mouth for a split second.
He looks down at the beer that spilt on his shirt and then up at Axel, jerking the bottle out of his mouth. "Hey, you ass. You spilled some on me." He smacks the bottle and miraculously none spills. Axel's laying on his back shoving Riku away with his feet planted on his chest and neither of them are drinking. The silver haired boy somehow snatches the bottle out of his hand and drinks it all.
"HEY! That was mine! It doesn't count. That means I won." He's handed his empty beer bottle as he growls.
Riku finishes his own as well. "You didn't empty yours. I did. So that makes me the winner."
"You cheated. And you spilled yours so I won." He sticks out his tongue.
"You spilled it! You're the loser. That's all that matters."
I snatch both of their drinks and point with one at Roxas. "Go get some cards. I'll get more drinks." We split up leaving them on the couch again. I grab four drinks out of the fridge this time and head into the living room once they're all open. Roxas is already dealing out a hand on the carpet and there's a spot for me to sit next to both Riku and Axel. I guess it's more of a square… but still. Handing out the beers I sit in my spot and look across at Roxas who is already smiling.
"Should we play strip poker?" He giggles.
"Noooo!" I cry as everyone bursts into action. "I'll lose. That's unfair. Different game." Riku and Axel are already drinking there beers. Roxas is just sipping his, pretending to drink more than he is. "What if we put in a movie to listen to while we play and every time they say whatever we drink. Whatever they say a lot… liiike." I try to think of a good movie in my head. What would we put in? Riku gets up and puts something in. We go through more beer than I expect in the first hour.
When I get up to get fresh drinks I'm opening a second bottle when Riku sneaks up behind me. I jump out of my skin but calm down when I realize it's him. He wraps his arms around me. "Sora." I can feel his breath on my ear. "I've noticed you haven't been drinking much." He kisses my neck gently. "I've also notice… you've been handing me one as soon as I finish my last. Are you trying to get me drunk?"
Whoa, it's exactly like what I was thinking about in the car. "I am. Is that okay?"
He pauses so long I think I must have baffled him. "So honest. Yes, that's fine. Usually you're the one that gets ridiculously drunk. So you want me drunk instead? Why is that?"
I laugh nervously. "Uh, cuz it's fun?"
"I'm not drunk yet." He grabs the bottle I just opened and takes a drink. "What are you after then? Something specific?"
"No, of course not." I turn to head back into the living room with three drinks in my hands but he's towering over me. "Can you… you know."
"You want something."
"I do not."
"You do, I can tell."
"I really don't."
"Just tell me what it is and I'll do it."
I make a face. "Really?"
Obviously now he knows I have his attention. "Yes really. I can't help you if you don't tell me." He turns me around and I snicker at the redness in his cheeks.
"You are getting drunk, aren't you?" I almost laugh but then I almost drop a beer so I set them down on the counter again.
"Maybe."
"Okay." I give in. "Roxas and I are getting you guys drunk so you'll make out with Axel."
He actually looks shocked but after a minute he snickers. "I see. Well, that's not exactly what I thought you'd say… but I'm not opposed to the idea if that's what you want."
"Really?" My hand somehow ended up on his chest. I pull it away and look at it like it was doing something wrong. He'll molest me if I do that right now. "Let's go back out before they get suspicious or something."
"Axel's a few beers past remembering what suspicious even means." We laugh as we walk back into the living room.
The movie's been playing for a while already and no one's paying attention anymore. Axel and Roxas are laughing about something as we take our seats again. I hand them their beers. "How many is that Axel? You alcoholic."
"I am not." He takes his drink and sticks out his tongue. "What was the question?"
"Sora." Riku looks at me. "You said you wanted to play truth or dare?"
"Or just dare." Roxas laughs.
I smile. He always knows how to take the conversation in the right direction. "I almost forgot. I still want to play if you guys want to." Everyone seems to agree. "Who should start?"
"Riku can start!" Roxas yells. I take a good look at him and realize he's probably already had too many beers. It hasn't even been that many. At least he knows what's going on still but why would he suggest Riku start?
Even he looks surprised. Pushing the hair out of his eyes Riku looks up at the ceiling like he's thinking. "Who should I dare? Hmmm." He looks up at me. "Is this game reserved to daring one person at a time?"
I glance at Roxas who just shrugs. "I guess yes. You should specify your dare towards one person."
He nods, looking a little disappointed. "Well then, Sora I dare you to drink your whole beer right now." He smiles.
The others laugh because I immediately frown. "But I just got iiiiiit. This is full! That's not fair."
"Hey you said dare one person. You never said there was a rule about how full the beer had to be." He just shrugs. Damn! I should have thought about making up rules before starting. He tricked me! With a determined face I stare at my beer and take a breath before chugging it. I'm a pansy! I have to stop like ten million times before I finally finish it. I slam it down on the floor when I finish like I've just won a drinking contest. Everyone is cracking up. "That was a mean dare! No fair!"
"I'll get you a new one!" Roxas jumps up and runs into the kitchen.
Now we might as well wait for him to get back. "No more daring to drink all the beer. For me at least. I can't drink like you guys…"
"That's cuz you're so small and cute. Like a little compact box of light-weightness." Axel starts laughing.
"That doesn't even make sense." I just glare at him and Roxas reappears.
"So now it's Sora's turn since he was dared, right?" The blonde sits beside me, way closer to me than last time and I try not to look at him with that questioning 'are you drunk already' face. That wasn't even his seat ten minutes ago. Oh well.
No more time to waste I guess. "Fine! Riku I dare you to make out with Axel."
He just smiles. He's not surprised at all that it's my first dare for him.
"Okay." He turns to the redhead who still looks surprised. "Drink your beer first." With a nod they both finish their practically empty bottles. When he sets down his drink and they're both done he waves a finger at Axel in that familiar come hither motion. The redhead looks hopelessly embarrassed. "Ready?" Axel just nods and sits turned towards him so he's easy to reach. Riku scoots forward; after all, he was the one who was dared. Lifting one hand to Axel's neck, making sure he doesn't block our view, Riku pulls him forward slowly. Their lips touch and I instantly bite my bottom lip as I watch. Their eyes close as Riku kisses the redhead for real this time and I hear him sigh a little.
Roxas leans in close to me and whispers, "Look, Axel's the girl in their kiss."
Axel opens his eyes and glares at us. "I am not." Trying to take control of the situation Axel climbs into Riku's lap but before he can even lean into kiss him again Riku's hand is on his chin.
He touches the small of his back, pulling him close and whispering. "Move this way so they can see better." He maneuvers sideways so we can have a better view, keeping Axel on his lap and embarrassing him even more. He pulls him into another kiss.
I look at Roxas this time who's locked on them with a piercing gaze. "Riku's such a pervert." He glances at me and snickers. We're all startled when suddenly Riku rolls Axel onto his back and kisses him breathless before pulling away.
"How was that?" He looks up at us. Poor Axel is laying flat on his back staring up at the ceiling, his chest moving quickly up and down as he sucks in air. His soul must have left his body again. That seems to be happening a lot lately. Riku turns to look at him and smirks. "Was it that good?"
"Shut up." With a frown the redhead sits up and looks at Roxas. Then he looks at me and hides his face. "It should be my dare. I was the victim."
I try not to snicker. "Riku's turn cuz it was Riku's dare." He scoffs.
"Oh good." Turning to Axel again Riku laughs. "Axel, I dare you to tell the truth."
He looks up. "What?"
"The truth. Tell me what you thought about that kiss?" We all stare wide eyed in anticipation. That's the best dare ever!
He frowns. "And what do I have to do if I don't do the dare?"
I start laughing. "If you don't do your dare you have to pay the darers rent for a whole semester."
"A whole semester! That's completely unfair."
Roxas snorts. "As if you'd pay it anyways."
Axel just makes a face. "When did this become truth or dare. I thought it was just dare…"
"Okay fine. Truth or dare?" Riku raises an eyebrow.
"Truth?"
"What did you think of our kiss?"
"Dare."
"Pay my rent, bitch."
"Fine! Damn it! I pick truth. Shit." Axel buries his head in his lap.
The blonde perks up again. "You should start it by saying the truth is."
There's a long silence before Axel lifts his head to glare at Roxas. "Fine. The truth is…" He looks at Riku several times before frowning. I think he's even blushing. "The truth is… that Riku is a good kisser and I was experiencing fireworks." Like girls I let out a squeal with Roxas as we clasp hands. "Now it's my turn. Roxas truth or dare?"
Taking a drink of his beer Roxas laughs. "Dare."
"Good. I dare you to kiss Sora. A real one too. Not that fake peck on the lips crap." He wrinkles his nose and sticks out his tongue like a kid.
"Fine." Roxas sticks his tongue out back at him. "I will then. Come here Sora." I feel like I'm about to be eaten. He crawls on top of me so suddenly I make a sound like I'm getting attacked. Riku just laughs at me. "Stop squirming around and let me kiss you."
"AAAhhhhh help me! No Roxas mouth!" I squirm but he finally gets close enough to grab my face. When he finally gets his lips on mine I calm down. He's surprisingly warm and overall it isn't unpleasant but still, I don't want to kiss Roxas. I feel him bite my bottom lip and I shove him back, smacking him in the chest. "You've had too many beers. Whose dare is it now?"
Before I can even say anything Roxas remembers. Darn, not drunk enough I guess. "My turn! My turn my turn. Riku! Truth or Dare! It doesn't matter! My question is would you ever have sex with Axel?" He bursts into laughter.
I stare at him. Should I cut him off? Or get him another beer? Axel launches across the room and practically smothers his lover. "Why do these things keep coming out of your mouth?"
I move away from them and towards Riku trying not to laugh. The silver haired boy is smiling, snickering at them under his breath, but the question is still in his head. "Is this question based on some idea you're stewing on?" They both stop and look at him. "Like… you're trying to tell me Axel wants to get me drunk and rip off all my clothes?"
Seriously I can't keep myself from laughing this time. "When you say it like that it sounds kind of hot."
"Thank you." He leans over to kiss me on the cheek. "I think you might have a bias opinion though."
"You think?" I just smile.
Roxas is on his stomach pinned down by Axel who is sitting on his back and tickling his butt. It's fun just to watch. Still, the blonde hasn't forgotten the reason for his torture. "You still didn't answer my question." He cracks up like he's about to cry. "That tickles so bad! Stooooop! Hhahhahhaaha."
"My answer is…" He stops to actually think about it. "Given certain situations I'd say yes. I'd fuck Axel. I'd be the man of course."
"What!? Sorry, but I'd definitely be the man. I am the dominant one here friend." Axel grumbles, rolling off of Roxas. He doesn't even seem surprised Riku said yes. Actually It sounds like he admitted yes himself.
"Don't get all sarcastic with me. Just admit you'd want me to make you feel good." I smack him as soon as he says it.
Roxas bursts into laughter again. "Riku, you're such a dirty old man." He looks at me. "Does he talk to you like this all the time?" I blush but try not to make any weird facial expressions. "So kinky."
Somehow we get into a random wrestling match and we forget about the game altogether. At some point the movie ended and no one really cared enough to notice. I go to get more beer from the fridge and by the time I get back someone has already put in a new movie. I set the drinks down without really paying attention to the fact that Roxas and Axel are making out on floor. That's kind of making me hot. Riku's leaning against the couch with his head back, eyes closed, and looking good enough to eat.
Climbing into his lap I slide the beer into his hand and he smiles without opening his eyes. "Why thank you, but I think I've had plenty. You've been handing me endless beer all night."
"Aw, are you drunk?" I kiss him on the cheek. "Just this last one. You'd never waste a beer, would you?"
"Never." He snickers and opens his eyes. Sitting up he places one hand on my butt to keep me in place as he shifts his legs around to get comfortable. He clicks his beer against mine. "Don't waste yours either." I nod and take a drink. As we drink he looks over at the other two and grabs a pillow off the couch, throwing it at them. It lands on Axel's face. "Don't waste your beer!"
I watch him take another drink and when he pulls the bottle away a small dribble escapes his mouth. It begins to roll down his chin. "I'll get it." I lick the spill from his lips and can't keep myself from kissing him. It must be the beer because I can't keep my hands off him, even more than usual. He tastes so good right now. Maybe because everything we've been doing all night has made me kind of horny… or in general I'm always kind of horny.
Roxas talks in a muffled voice. "Is Sora turning you on?" I turn to look at them and he's kissing him so he won't talk; only little grunts are coming out. Axel's hands move from his hips to grab at his shirt, pulling it over his head so quickly it startles me. And suddenly the blonde is on his back on the floor as Axel pulls off his own shirt, climbing on top of him as if they never stopped kissing.
Riku looks over at them since I seem to be staring. He pulls the drink out of my hand and sets it aside. "Sora. Are they getting you excited?" His hands are on my hips again.
"Absolutely… not…" I look into his eyes and I can see the lust. I almost forget to finish my sentence but thankfully both words come out before I forget how to speak.
He smiles, his hands rubbing my thighs, making my shiver. "You're a terrible liar." Suddenly he's lifting me up and laying me on the couch, climbing between my legs. His weight is pressing down on top of me and he uses the position to grind his pelvis against mine. "Liar, liar. I can tell you're turned on." His hand is on me and it startles a sound out of my mouth, louder than usual because I can't seem to mute my own volume. Suddenly Riku's pushing up my shirt and kissing my chest. His mouth is warm and soft and makes me squirm.
Voices again, but I can't open my eyes to see what's happening. Axel speaks up. "I think it's Riku's dirty talk that's getting you hard. Or is it Sora's whimpering? That's cute too." It's both in my opinion. Another sound comes out of my mouth and it makes me turn red. Or is that because Riku's tongue is on my nipple and it's making little moans escape me.
"Stop. I can't control my mouth." I flush and he looks up at me with a funny expression.
He actually laughs. "Oh really?" He's in the process of unbuttoning my pants and bashfully I try and fight him thinking this definitely shouldn't be happening with the guy's right there on the floor. I sit up for more leverage and unintentionally look over at them. Roxas is already down to only boxers and though Axel has pants on they're already unzipped and his belt is on the floor. I can't even see what Axel's doing through that layer of red hair but I have a feeling it's something similar to what's happening to me right about now. His hand is grasping one of Roxas's thighs, lifting it up for better access, and for some reason seeing them turns me on. I've never been in the same room as another couple doing it before. I mean it's not the same as watching porn or even a movie. It's totally different. Riku practically pulls that thought directly from my brain. "Sora, is this your first time seeing someone else having sex?" I turn bright red like my cheeks are about to explode.
Roxas giggles. "Technically we haven't gotten that far yet."
Axel looks up at us, right at me actually, and smiles. "You wanna come upstairs to our room?"
I pinch my lips together and swallow the knot in my throat. Suddenly Riku's between my legs again, his mouth on my erection through the fabric of my pants. I moan in shock without wanting to and then grab him by the hair. "That's unfair."
"You remember that day we listened at the door to hear if they'd have sex?" He raises an eyebrow. I just nod. "Well, this is your chance to get inside… with permission." This time I raise my eyebrow and he ends up picking me up. Somehow we scramble upstairs and into Axel's bedroom, unable to even close the door as we pile onto the bed.
Axel is trying to take his own pants off and ends up pulling off Riku's shirt. He bites his lip. "You suck. You're too buff. Drink more beer fatty."
"Shut it. You know you wanna touch my abs." He rubs his own stomach.
"Damn it Riku, get on the bed already." I grab him and pull him on top of me even though he's still wearing pants. Axel jumps on top of Roxas and within minutes they roll off the bed and burst into laughter. "Stupid." Suddenly my pants are completely gone and Riku's mouth is on me again. I can't keep the moan inside. I feel a little less bashful about it since they can't see me and after a few minutes I kind of forget they're on the ground. "Your mouth is so hot."
He laughs under his breath with lust in his eyes as he crawls up to kiss me. "You want more?" I nod bashfully, already wanting more. There are too many perverted things happening today. "You have to tell me what you want, Sora." He starts kissing my jaw line with gentle lips, teasing me by not touching me.
Axel's head pops up suddenly but I'm so lost in lust it doesn't scare me to death like it normally would. He digs in his side-table drawer. "I know what he wants." He grabs something and throws it on the bed, smiling at us. Then he looks down at Roxas. "I saw Sora's penis." He giggles like a little boy.
I'm so embarrassed my soul leaves my body but it's easy for Riku to revive me. Axel disappears and for a moment there are several fighting noises until Roxas appears. He must be sitting on him. "Riku you're so mean." He reaches for the lube that is now laying on the bed. "Two seconds." Squirting some out he returns to paying attention to Axel, his face as flush as mine. "So mean."
Riku's hand is on my chin, turning me to look at him again. "So distracted. Were you embarrassed?" He takes my hand and moves it between his legs. This is even worse torture along with not being teased at all; knowing how hard he is makes me crazy. "Tell me." He captures my lips for a long wet kiss before pulling away. "You want me?"
I can see Roxas moving up and down already. He's riding Axel right now right there and I can't even see it! I bite my lip because I'm about to go completely crazy. "I want you." I pull Riku on top of me again and help him remove his pants. "I want to feel you inside me." He's already reaching for the lube. Meanwhile Roxas is crying about something being unfair. I moan as I feel Riku's fingers inside me, the sounds coming out of my mouth on their own. "Roxas… get on the bed. It's unfair if you can see us and we can't see you."
Riku is kissing my thighs and moves his fingers as he pleases. "That was a very specific complaint."
"You're not even drunk." I whimper. Somehow the two on the floor climb onto the bed with much effort. So naked. So much nakedness… my head is spinning from all the amazing nakedness and the pleasure overflowing in me. I really hope I remember this tomorrow. Then again if I'm even thinking about remembering then it will probably be fine. It's when you can't even think about remembering that it fails. I'm only half watching as Roxas lays down and Axel moves between his legs, wasting no time to enter him again. I definitely get caught staring at everyone's penis but I can't help it. So many to look at. It's not until Riku is pushing inside me that I pinch my eyes shut and clutch the blankets for a moment. He pulls me up into his lap and helps me wrap my legs around him as he waits for me to be ready. My head is filled with moaning and it's not even my own. That turns me on already and Riku moving inside me feels so good I don't bother trying to keep in my voice. I kiss him in a sort of hungry clumsy way but I can feel him smile into the kiss.
"Sora." I pull away to let him talk but I'm hugging him as he thrusts over and over. "Sora, you want to feel really good for a minute? Something different than normal?" He slows to a stop and lets me down. I comply curiously but I'm not completely paying attention. "Here, turn over first." He pulls me back into his lap; hand on my thighs, holding my legs open. With a little effort I feel him enter me again. My face is on fire; I'm not sure if it's from the feeling or the fact that Axel and Roxas are staring at me now that they have a nice view. "Hey, you want to…" Riku's voice falls over my ear but I can tell by the look the redhead gives him that he's addressing him.
"Oh I definitely want to." He glances at Roxas as if to check if it's okay and receives a nod. "Sora, you have no idea how amazing you're about to feel." He moves between my legs and immediately swallows me up. I squeak in surprise and Riku begins to move again, starting slowly but not wasting time. All I can do is bury my hands in his hair and throw my head back as I try to breath. It's too much, like I'm about to die of pleasure. Axel's tongue is molesting me and it feels so amazing with Riku fucking me in the same rhythm. I can't even hold it in. I can't last… I'm about too… My body just collapses when I finally climax. Thankfully Riku's holding onto me and lays me down on the bed.
Roxas whimpers as he pulls Axel towards him. "Sora's first, so unfair. Fuck me like I like it." So pushy. He just smiles and Axel pushes him up against the wall, entering him from behind.
Riku snickers, laying beside me. "Dirty. You like it and you were complaining I was mean." He directs the comment at the blonde but he's focused on trying not to moan too loudly. How cute, he's so quiet without intending to be. I'm distracted by kissing while the bed shakes until they collapse beside us. Like a helpless child Riku pulls the blanket up to my waist and maneuvers in beside me. It's so warm and soft I fall asleep…
What time is it!? What happened!? I open my eyes when I feel something really warm touching me on all sides. I turn enough to see a naked chest on my left. Oh it's just Riku. His hand is surprisingly heavy laying across my chest, but the blankets are trapped at my belly button so I'm glad he's keeping me warm. Turning a little to the right I blink a few times. Another naked chest? Looking up without moving too quickly I register red hair. Axel's head is leaning against Riku's above me, like they've sandwiched me into a hug. How cute. What the hell! We fell asleep in their bedroom!? I flash back to last night and sit up in shock, startling everyone awake. My face hurts; we had sex in here with them watching! And Axel… he… he… a picture of him between my legs attacks my consciousness and I throw myself back on the bed. I'm still naked under this blanket! I'm about to die of embarrassment.
Riku rubs my hair before sitting up and groaning from grogginess. He looks around for a millisecond before laying down again. Turning over he pulls me closer. "You're awake already?" It comes out as half a question really.
"Are you?" I look into his eyes but they're suddenly closed again. He pulls me against him and I feel his excitement getting harder. I'm hardly surprised even if it is morning. "You're still horny?"
This time he looks at me. "You're the one that fell asleep last night. I didn't even get to finish." He doesn't really seem bothered but I instantly feel guilty. He makes a face at me like he doesn't care. "I didn't want you to miss anything."
Roxas is suddenly awake and part of the conversation. Was he awake that whole time? "You guys tired us out. But Axel's the same. Maybe that works out after all." He disappears under the blanket and suddenly Axel's snickering, half asleep still.
"That tickles… stop." He giggles again, smiling even though his eyes are still closed. "Roxas." Something incomprehensible comes out of his mouth until he finally frowns and opens his eyes. His eyes widen when he sees us but he seems to remember why we're laying in his bed. He just covers his face and pulls the blanket up. "Stooooop. You're torturing me."
Roxas reappears, climbing up Axel like he's just a part of the bed. "You're horny again and Riku's horny still. I see a very simple solution here. Don't you agree Sora?" He looks at me with puppy-dog eyes as if the result rests on my decision. I blink several times in surprise, but forget to answer. He turns to Riku. "I think that means yes. Now you have to convince Axel."
"Did you just make a decision for all of us? Like four in one without even thinking about it?" Riku smirks. "You're determined aren't you? Why are you so determined?"
Suddenly Roxas is hugging Axel's head to his chest. "Because I know you won't steal him from me and you're the hottest guy next to Axel. Right Sora?"
Why does he keep looking at me for an agreement? "Actually yes." I turn to look at Riku. "You're hotter than Axel though."
"Thanks." He smirks. "Are you really interested in this?" He waits patiently for my answer and somehow I find myself nodding. As if that's all he needs he starts attempting to seduce Axel. He switches spots with me so he can be next to the redhead. "You want to make these guys happy, right? And they'll be happy if we have sex. So technically you do want to have sex with me." He laughs.
The face Axel makes almost makes me snort it's so funny. "That… is flawed logic…"He just shakes his head.
Just watching my lover is getting me excited. He's so enchanting to watch and I'm positive if he actually tries to seduce Axel it won't take long. He's just playing right now but he's too irresistible in real life. Like an addiction or something. Axel is sitting up on his elbows but Riku moves his hand to the redhead's chest. "Don't be nervous. If it's horrible it'll only be this one time. I won't hurt you."
Axel sits up, knocking his hand away. His face is bright red. "Don't treat me like I'm some virgin… I'm seriously not the receiving end here. It creeps me out when you treat me all sexy."
"Awww." Roxas coos. "Axel, you're being so bashful." He bites his lip and pushes him onto his back again. He glances up at Riku. "He likes it when you're controlling."
"I do not. Shut up." He barks. Roxas shoves him down and tweaks his nipple and he suddenly quiets down.
"Oh wow that's amazing." I accidentally say out loud.
This just embarrasses the redhead even more. He doesn't have time to complain before Riku grabs his wrists and pins them above his head. "Let's try it this way then." He grabs the back of his neck to lift him into a kiss which makes me bite my lips. Axel groans but he definitely likes it. After a minute they part and Riku kisses him on the corner of his lips. "Open your mouth." With a flush expression he parts his lips and I scoot closer to see their kiss deepen. It's the sound that I really like; the little noises and moans he keeps making are what I enjoy the most. I glance at Roxas who seems to be enjoying it too. I watch with anticipation as Riku's hand slides down Axel's body, fingers dance across his stomach before Axel's hands grabs his. He pulls out of the kiss. The silver haired man smirks at him. "I was being nice letting your hands free. Should I tie them?"
"No…" He turns away from him. "You're the worst."
"Liar. You like it." He frees himself from the hand and reaches between his legs. Axel melts when he grabs him. His groans are so sexy too… they start kissing again and I realizing I'm getting really hard... too stimulating I guess.
When Riku gets up to get the lube out of the side table drawer Roxas throws the blanket off the bed. He slides beside his lover and smiles at him. "I'll make you feel good while he gets you ready, okay?" Axel just makes a face at him, though he's obviously appreciative. Maybe he just doesn't want to admit it.
When Riku moves back onto the bed I realize I'm the only one that won't be doing anything. Roxas is already bent over, occupying the redhead's erection with his tongue. My lover is pouring slick liquid onto his hand and onto Axel which makes him whine a little. I'm sure it's cold just being poured on. I decide to move above his head.
He looks up at me. "Axel, would it be okay if I kiss you while they do what they're doing."
Roxas stops to look up curiously. For a minute Axel just looks at me but after a moment he nods. "Sure Sora." He cringes suddenly and looks down at the other boys. "That is so uncomfortable." Then he throws his head back because Roxas is at it again. He reaches up and grabs my chin, pulling me to his lips but when I kiss him he lets me go.
Somehow these kisses seem so gentle and delicate compared to the other time he kissed me. I move my hand to his cheek and he sigh against my lips because of all the feelings running through his body. Sometimes he groans a little but it always passes and he tries to keep his sounds to a minimum. His lips are warm and firm like they were the first time, but gentle and I kiss him slowly, almost romantically because we're definitely taking advantage of him right now.
He pulls away suddenly and grabs the blankets. "Riku, fuck, you're way too big." He groans again.
Roxas and I move away now that it's obvious Riku's about ready to make him feel amazing. Roxas elbows me in the side and snickers about Axel's comment. I just waggle my eyebrows. Riku is the most unusual partner ever. It's like he's always worried about how his partner is feeling without caring about himself. It's selfless and unusually romantic which makes me grab Roxas by the hand as we watch.
He leaves him on his back and bends over him, pushing down on his hips with one hand. I can tell, he's making that face, making sure Axel's ready before he moves. Still he's such a mean tease. He's smirking, "You're so tight. It must feel good."
Axel shoves his face away. "Shut up."
He helps him wrap his hands around his neck. "You wanna talk dirty to me now?"
The redhead can't even defend himself because he's arching his back at the movement inside him. I've never seen Axel this way before. It's a very sexy submissive side of him I'm sure I won't see again for a long looooong time. Riku talks dirty to him and we watch them fuck. I can't resist touching myself considering I'm so aroused it's almost painful and I'm not surprised Roxas has the same idea as we watch. Riku is devouring him, claiming his lips whenever he pleases as Axel moans breathlessly until they're both driven over the edge and climax. Wow that was like my own personal porn. Watching two muscular sexy bodies sweat during sex… I can't say no to watching that… especially watching Riku.
After a long while we just lay with them in Axel's bed. He's laying face down looking away from us. Finally Riku pokes him in the side and he groans. "Leave me alone. My soul left me just now."
I smile. "It was that good?"
He covers his head with a pillow and grumbles something.
The blonde is laying beside him half under the blanket. "We're definitely going to have kinky sex for a really long time after this. It's never going to be normal again."
"Do it the way you like it." Riku shrugs.
I nod in agreement. "Let's go take a shower." We end up leaving them alone in the bedroom. When I know we're alone under the warm water of the shower I sigh. "I don't understand Roxas. He threw such a fit about Axel having sex with Demyx… and now he's okay if you do it?"
He just shrugs and grabs the shampoo. His fingers massage it into my hair. It makes me giggle that he's doing it for me. "Maybe it was because they talked about it already. And because he had control over it. He didn't know about Demyx and it was presented as a secret."
I nod in agreement. Somehow the images of them having sex keep attacking my consciousness making me giggle. "Did you like it?"
"Is this a trick question?" He switches spots with me so I can rinse off the soap, shampooing his own hair too.
"No. No tricks." I wait for him to look at me. "Of course you did, but did it feel amazing?" I'm mostly overflowing with curiosity.
He snickers. "If course I enjoyed it. But you're way better." I smile a little. "I've know Axel a long time. A really long time. Before college and before we lived here. I really don't see anything changing just because you guys asked us to fuck." He grabs my chin. "I did it because you asked me too, not for anything else okay. So don't start getting all weird on me." We wash in silence for a minute before he looks at me. "Did you like to watch?"
I blush a little. "Yes…"
"Were you jealous?"
"A little. But I get you all the time… so I enjoyed myself." I nod and he smiles. We get out of the shower to start a new day of winter break.