Hey sorry I haven't posted in a while . Out of nowhere I got busy. And Thank you for all the good reviews , I'm really excited that you guess like the story . So here is the next chapter . And just incase I don't get to look over for misspellings and errors I apologize before hand . Thanks for reading and please review (:
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"Paige , we need to speak .And before you say no just let me explain. Please?"...
As I take a deep breath , I look into her eyes and soften slightly ."What do you need to explain Emily ? You kissed him . You didn't pull back . If I hadn't come that night , you would have kept going . God knows how far you would've gone . " I can see the hurt in her i eyes but I dismiss the pang of guilt I feel talking to her like that ,knowing it's better out than in." Would you have slept with him ? Would you have thought about me anytime durning that night ? No , right ? " I finally stop to take a breath , and i look up and at the pained look she continued wearing . I wondered if I actually wanted to hear what she was going to say. As i did i decided it was better now than later . "Hurry , and Speak before im completly late to lunch."
She hesitates. Her mouth opens and closes thinking of what to say exactly , She dug her nails in here palm like she always does when she nervous . My eyes soften , but before I get to say something she finally speaks up . " I know i've said this like a hundred times , but I am sorry Paige you have to know that . I-I never intended the kiss to happen . Hell i didn't even know he was going to be waiting at my door-steps when I got home . But he was . And-and he was talking about Maya , and everything happened so fast Paige, so fucking fast ! I was shocked . I guess knowing he was a piece of Maya I let it happen. Hoping I'd get to feel what I had with her for a fraction of a second . " I frowned . She wanted what something Maya had . Something I couldn't give her . She must have seen the look on my face because she , Quickly added ." Before you take that the wrong way ... It was then that I noticed . I Couldn't feel anything . Nothing reminded me of Maya . I- I thougt i still needed a part of her. I don't though . I was trying to hold on to whatever i could that was , Maya . But i realized I didn't need to . I had you . You are the only thing i need . I know it sounds cheesy and all but you are the only reason i'm not going crazy right now . Please , please don't leave me . " She is crying at this point . My heart aches .
"Emily ... you have know that I want to be with you more than anything . But you also have to know , this brought out my worst fear in this relationship . You cheated . It could have been worst , but -but seeing him kiss you ,and you kiss him back . It hurt so fucking much . Do you know how many times I replayed it in my head . How after everytime , it doesn't get better . " I paused and took a deep breath . Looking in her eyes I could tell she was sorry . That she actually regretted it . In that moment I could have forgiven her , and we could have moved on. But i'm still insucure. " Now i'm not saying we are done . But like i've said so many times ... I need time Emily . Make it up to me ?"
" How Paige ? Anything. " She looked so cute . Her brows got closer together like they always to when she consitrated .
" Thats for you to think about , and me to find out emmy ." I gave her a smile and walked out of the classroom before she got to ask any other questions .
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I'm really sorry it was so short . I hate short updates myself but I wrote this while i had sometime . On a diffrent note ... Is there anything you want to see in the next chaper ? What should Emily do to make it up to Paige? PM me or put it in the reviews and i just might add it in the story . Thank you to everyone who has reviewed and followed the story(:
