Droplets of black ink fall and sink
On the crumbled old paper before I can blink
My mind wanders, all I can think
Is a certain blue-eyed human who makes my heart shrink
I lean back on my chair and try to bear
The thought of the boy for whom I so much care
Lying dead like a broken puppet with an empty stare
This can't be fair, oh lord hear my prayer
Put me to ever-lasting sleep
Don't let agony pull me somewhere dark and deep
Devilish thoughts every night to my mind creep
I'm willing to take the risk, take the leap
I know out there is a better place for us to be
All I ever asked was for someone to love me
His blue eyes swallowed me to another world so deadly
His love lifted me up lightly and safely out of agony
But I came crashing to the ground from my fantasy
When reality, brutally, proved fairy tales hallucinatory
Now the blue eyes I fell for have forever closed
There was no happy ending that was originally supposed
I'm lost; my biggest fear has been exposed
I want to die once my love has decomposed
I swear to you on this very moment
We will be united, death was our only opponent
Our eyes of different shades of blue
Will soon be both closed from this world so untrue
Ciel, all I want to say is thank you
You taught me love, changed my world view
Being apart from you can rip and tore
My heart races as I walk down the shore
As I slowly step into the ocean, I think of the boy I fell for
I smirk, remember what I little ago swore
And soon, it's over, I feel nothing anymore