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She took a deep breath and pushed herself to tell him what she felt she owed him.

"I know it may have looked selfish, but I wasn't trying to be, I was a trying to make it easier on all of you. I couldn't let you all see me suffer. Me getting sicker and closer to death everyday was not something I could put you all through, especially you" she squeezed his hand to reassure him, he mirrored her action.

"But why such a big plan?"

"Decker's death gave me an out, I had to take it"

"But what about Svetlana? I killed her"

"She must have taken the chance to get her own back when she found out Decker had died or Viggo Drantyev was working for both of us and something went wrong on her end because I'm still here" In Jenny's head came a question 'But for how long?'

"Yes, you are" He declared as he lent over the table and captured her lips with his; it was as id time froze. As he pulled away, he looked straight in her eyes and asked "Why did you go to your own funeral?"

"In the back of my mind it was so I could see you; I never expected to talk to you. It was also because, I know it sounds odd, but I wanted to see my 'final resting place', no one else does after all" she wanted to lighten the mood that had set in around them. So she answered with a smile. "We are aloud out of the facility, just as long as we return when we are needed. I have never had a reason to leave until now"

Gibbs chose it was there that they should leave that conversation for now. "You hungry?"

She nodded eagerly as she went to take a sip of her now cold coffee.

"Pizza? Chinese?"

"Both" she beamed.

"No good food in the facility?" he joked.

"Nope" she confirmed with a shake of her head. By this time Gibbs was moving around the kitchen making more coffee for the both of them. He handed her some take out menus and told her to pick.

FLASHBACK END

Gibbs moved the strand of hair that had fallen in front of Jenny's face and placed it behind her ear, he let his hand linger there before he moved his head towards hers so he could slowly kiss her and try and convey all the love he feels for her in that one action. It came pretty close.

"Can I get you anything?" Jenny offered Gibbs. "Coffee? Cold pizza? Chinese?" that made him smile.

"No, it's okay thanks. What time is it, I might get up" Gibbs answered.

"Twenty to seven" she peered over his shoulder to look at the digital alarm clock on the cabinet.

"Do you want the shower first?" Gibbs wondered "We have a big day today, are you ready?"

"If you mean am I ready to go into NCIS and scare the shit out of them, then hell yeah" if she was to admit it , she was a little excited.

As she came out of the shower Gibbs face made her stomach drop in dread. "What's happened?"

"I got a call from Abby, today is the last day Ziva, tony and Tim will be on the MCRT; Vance has split them up" Jenny slowly made her way over to the bed to sit down; she has found it increasingly hard to move around a lot in one go.

"What are we going to do?" she didn't know what else to say.

"Anything"

"I can be ready in ten minutes" Jenny confirmed. Gibbs had already washed before her"

Gibbs nodded and went down stairs to leave Jenny to get dresses.

They were all set and in his car, ready to go to NCIS and stir it up a bit.