Here is another amazing chapter. Sorry it took sooooo long to update but M&M is a million miles away so hard for me to update every few days. I really hope you guys are staying with the story. This is Starshine signing off and will update as soon as possible.
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Serendipity
Thursday, December 4th, 2013
"I can't San." Puck looks down. Puck reaches for the girl but she is already sprinting to her car.
Santana drives home breaking speed limits on the way. She arrives home rushes up to her room and begins crying her heart out with Bo pulled to her chest. "I hate her! I hate her Bo! Why did she do it?" Santana shouts. All reasoning's thrown out the window. "She told me she loved me and didn't love him! How could she have lied to me. I trusted her." Santana throws Bo on the floor and begins punching her pillows willing all the anger to disintegrate with the tears as they fall down her face. "I told her I love her." Santana picks the unicorn up and crawls on her bed crying into her stuffed animals fur.
Santana lies on her bed as she continues to cry and torture herself. She ignores her phones occasional buzzing and eventually just pulls the battery out. It's not long before Santana's tears and constant ranting and raving cause her to lose track of time. Surprise jolts the tearful Latina as someone knocks on her bedroom door."Go away." She hoarsely screeches at the door, then buries her face into a pillow.
"Santana are you okay?" Rachel asks timidly as she tries to open the locked door. "Santana, what's going on, let me in." Santana imagines Rachel's futile effort trying to get through the locked door.
"Go away." Santana barely chokes out her voice cracking.
"Please Santana… I'm here for you just open up." Rachel pursues placing her head on the door.
"Are you just going to sit there till I open the door." Santana bites back a sob.
"Yes." Rachel says confidently.
"Fine!" Santana gets off her bed and takes a moment to compose herself and wipes away the tears. Santana plasters a smile on her face and opens the door. "I-I-I'm f-f-fine." her voice betrays her.
"Oh honey." Rachel pulls Santana to her rubbing her back slowly.
"Did everyone know? Santana cries into Rachel's shoulder. "Know what?" Rachel asks.
"That Brittany is two timing me with Sam?" Santana screams. "I caught Sam and Puck gossiping about how Brittany should toss me away like yesterdays garbage." Santana's voice breaks and she starts shaking.
"I'm so sorry." Rachel holds her tighter rage filling behind her eyes.
"I can't believe Quinn didn't fucking tell me." Santana throws her arms around Rachel and starts digging her nails into her forearm.
"Quinn didn't know. No one did hon. If we did we would have told you. I'm gonna kick her peppy ass when I see her." Rachel growls.
"I knew, I knew and I just wanted to believe I was imagining things." Santana pulls away and runs to her bed throwing herself onto it.
"What are you gonna do?" Rachel sits on the bed next to the crying girl and rubs her back soothingly.
"Kill him!" Santana says fiercely. "Jump off a bridge? I don't know." Santana grabs a pillow and starts to smoother herself.
"Yea lets not do those things." Rachel begins to hum a familiar tune.
Your not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
Rachel takes Santana's hand rubbing small circles over her knuckles.
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
Santana's breathing calms down as Rachel continues to serenade her.
Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
Brittany texts Santana again. "Where are you?" Brittany whispers to herself after sending another text to the Latina. She was supposed to be here by now. Brittany checks her phone, seeing that Santana is thirty minutes late. Her curiosity turns to wrooy as every moment passes. Brittany sits on the couch and the door opens and Sam storms past her and heads straight to his room slamming the door. Ugh! His brooding and attitude is getting old. Brittany sends another text to Santana as concern starts to fill her.
Brittany 8:30pm: Joel, Santana drop you off on time? Are you guys okay? Is she still with you.
Joel 8:35pm: She dropped me off an hour ago, everything was fine. Puck's actually on his way to see you.
Brittany stares at the door waiting and wondering why Puck was coming over. I hope she's okay. I don't know what I would do if she's hurt. Brittany's thoughts are intrupted by the intense knock on the door. Brittany leaps up and pulls the door open. "Where's Santana? Is she okay? Was there an accident?" Brittany says quickly.
"No accident but I need to tell you something." Puck says nervously looking at the ground.
"What happened? Did she meet someone else? She decide she wants Elise?" Brittany asks fearing the worse.
Puck shakes his head. "She kind of heard Sam and I talking…" Puck fidgets in his spot.
"Okay." Brittany says trying to figure out what was going on."
"She knows Britt." Puck looks at the girl sadly. Brittany stares at Puck as realization slowly downs on her.
"Sam kissed me? You're lying, why would he talk about that? I told him it was a mistake, that I just wanted to pretend it never happened." Brittany says as she starts to shake.
"Well maybe I didn't want to. Serves her right. Maybe now she will leave you alone." Sam says storming out of his room. Sam feels a stinging sensation on his left cheek and Brittany gasps at her own actions. Quinn walks in confused as she sees a crying Brittany, an open mouthed Puck and a wild eyed Sam. "I hate you, you've ruined the only thing I've ever wanted." Brittany screams.
"I'm sorry I didn-" Sam apologizes guilt hitting him.
"Don't you dare say that that. Your not sorry. You did this on purpose. You can't just let me be happy." Brittany's sobs stop her from continuing on.
"what did you do? Quinn looks at Sam accusingly crossing her arms over her chest.
"He decided to be a jealous ass." Puck jumps in and briefly fills Quinn in.
"I have to see her." Brittany panics needing to see the other girl."I'll give you a ride" Quinn says volunteering quickly. "But, I think you should wait." Quinn adds knowing how Santana will react.
"Quinn I really need to see her. Please." Brittany pleads. "I want you gone when I come back." Britt says firmly glaring at Sam.
"If that's what you want Britt, let's go." Quinn leads the upset girl down to the car. "What are you going to say." Quinn asks as she starts the car.
"Tell her it was a mistake and it never meant to happen. I love her not him." Brittany says lovingly.
"Isn't that what she told you?" Quinn asks while heading to Rachel's.
"Yes but I didn't fuck in the bathroom." Brittany says losing herself.
"He is the reason she cheated on you." Quinn states. Brittany rolls her eyes signaling she doesn't want to talk about it anymore.
They pull up outside the loft and Brittany leaps out of the car before it even stops. "Wait, Britt." Quinn calls out after her.
"Go home!" Brittany orders her not bothering to turn around. Brittany's determination was in overdrive as she reached the door and started to knock.
"Ok hold on." Rachel walks up to the door cracking it seeing the girl who broke her best friends heart. She begins to close the door in the blonde's face. Brittany puts her arm on the door holding it open.
"Get Santana for me Rachel." Brittany tells the much shorter brunette.
"I suggest you get out of my house Brittany. She doesn't want to see you. You broke her so you need to get off my door and away from my house." Rachel holds the door willing Brittany to move.
"I didn't ask if she wanted to see me. I asked you to get her for one." Brittany sighs. "But I guess I'll just have to do that myself." Brittany pushes the door open enough to slip by Rachel. Once inside Brittany starts calling out for Santana at the top of her lungs.
"Berry I told you to quit singing that Celine Dion shit while I'm sleeping." Santana huggs while coming downstairs. Santana freezes at the bottom of the steps seeing the girl who made her nightmares real.
"San-San-San. It's not what it sounds like." Brittany starts to walk towards the shocked girl. Santana's eyes begin to fill with tears and they pour out. Santana's heart breaks as she realizes he really wasn't lying. Santana sprints upstairs sobs racking through her body. She grabs Bo leaning up the door crying into the fur. Brittany pushes into her temples and curses herself before chasing after Santana.
"Santana let me explain." Brittany yells through the door. Santana closses her eyes muffling her cries against the unicorn. Every now and then a sob would escape Santana's lips.
"Look, I just froze, I was confused, sad, and angry. I didn't want it to happen." Brittany tries to explain to the heartless door.
"Please go away!" Santana whispers her voice broken and unfamiliar to the blonde.
"No Santana, I love you and I'm not letting you go because some boy has a crush on me. I'm going to sit here at your door until you talk to me." Brittany curls up at the door crying softly trying not to hyperventilate. Santana hears the girls cries. She has to fight everything to not hold the other girl. I cant. Santana huffs closing her eyes and cries herself to sleep leaning on her door. Brittany places her hand on the door imagining Santana is doing the same thing. She lays down and fights the heaviness that over takes her eyes from crying so much.
Same time that night Rachel was heading over to Quinn's house where she needed to figure out what was going on. Even though Rachel was excited to see Quinn she was also nervous to find out what was up. The blonde had now put the coffee timer on for the morning when she hears the door knock. Why she knocking? Oh, shit I hope she's okay. Quinn rushes to the door and slings it open and breathes a sigh of relief as she see's Rachel. " Is everything okay, they didn't hurt each other did they?" Quinn asks still slightly concerned.
"No but a warning would be nice. I wouldn't have let her in If I knew it was her." Rachel brushes past Quinn. Quinn closes and locks the door behind her.
"I think it may be best to let the two of them handle it themselves at this point." Quinn sighs sadly.
"Your right babe…Can I um stay with you tonight? I can sleep on the floor I just didn't want to stay there with those two." Rachel asks shyly.
"So now that we've had a hot make out session to sleep with me anymore?" Quinn chides playfully."No that's not it. I just don't want to assume you want me to. We are going slow. I feel like we wont go slow if we are in bed together. It was hard enough as friends. What makes you think this will be easier." Rachel rumbles.
"Rachel, we are sleeping in my humongous bed. If it makes you feel better I'll help you make a great wall of pillows." Quinn informs the brunette and kisses her forehead. "Did you want me to put that outfit back on." Quinn smiles deviously. Rachel eyes fill with lust as she remembers the outfit from earlier that night. Rachel's eyes fill with lust as she remembers the outfit from earlier that night.
"Your not being fair. I'm gonna sleep on the couch." Rachel states firmly plopping on the couch crossing her arms over her chest.
"What, I figured you wanted me to wear something to bed." Quinn purrs sitting next to Rachel before laying in her lap and looking up at her. Rachel gulps audibly. Rachel lays her head back on the couch taking deep breaths calming her hormones down.
"Yes I do but I would like for it to be special." Rachel wills herself to say.
"All right sweets calm down." Quinn gives a light laugh. "Did you want to shower before bed?" Quinn asks.
"Yes! A cold one. May I borrow some clothes please." Rachel pecks Quinn lightly on the lips before standing up. Quinn bounces up with her, and leads Rachel to her room. Quinn throws open her closet and points to a section of t-shirts.
"That's what I usually sleep in and I've got a couple of sleep pants or work out shorts you can use in the third drawer." Quinn informs her as she picks out her own t-shirt. Rachel grabs gray sweatpants and a black tank top and heads to the shower. Quinn strips down as she hears the shower start. She pulls on some black bloomers and her favorite tee featuring super smash bro's. She throws her bra into the hamper and headed to the kitchen and set up a tea pot. Rachel stays in the shower for 15 minutes relaxing. Rachel climbs out of the shower changing into her clothes pulling her hair into a messy bun. Rachel sees Quinn starting tea and wraps her hands around her waist falling into a comfortable embrace.
"I could get use to this." Quinn whispers softly. "You want some, I'm not using milk." Quinn spins to face her and kisses her forehead.
"Hmm" Rachel slowly nods as she imagines waking up to Quinn making tea every night.
"So um, how much do you know?" Quinn asks getting serious for a moment.
"Brittany cheated on Santana with Sam that's about it." Rachel shrugs letting the blonde girl go.
"The day Brittany found out about Elise, she came home and break down to Sam. Then he umm kissed her she froze for a bit then pulled away." Quinn shrugs.
"I'm sure you see where I'm going."
"So they didn't do anything else?" Rachel asks
"No, Sam's just being a jealous punk, if he can't have her no one can." Quinn says frustrated as the tea pot chimes in.
"Was puck like that with you?" Rachel remembers the two together in high school.
"Not really, he um, I really don't know. I think he was upset that I considered it all a mistake." Quinn says thinking about the situation.
"Why do you think it was a mistake?" Rachel interlaces her hand with Quinn to give the motivation to continue
"He made me feel special at a time I really needed that and I paid to high of a price for the few hours he made me feel wanted." Quinn takes a deep breath. "He's Beth's father I believe." Quinn licks her lips and pours the cups of tea.
"Oh." Rachel freezes.
"Say something, please." Quinn shifts uncomfortably. "It's not like I want him to know."
"You should tell him. SO you guys could work things out." Rachel turns away from Quinn feeling somewhat jealous of the Mohawk boy."what's there to workout?" Quinn asks pulling Rachel's shoulder to make her look at her.
"How you feel." Rachel whispers showing her insecurities.
"Rachel. I know how I feel about you and that's all that matters." Quinn looks in her eyes. Rachel looks down. "Don't look away." Quinn says meting Rachel's eyes filled with love. Rachel kisses the blonde passionately pulling her by her face closer. Quinn wraps her arms around the girl's waist pulling her forward making Quinn's back hit the counter.
"Rach…" Quinn is cut off when Rachel puts her tongue in the other girls mouth. When both their tongues touch the girls moan in sync. Rachel is the first to separate gasping for air.
"I'm sorr-" Rachel is immediately cut off by Quinn's lips seizing hers. "Quinn-we-ne-" Rachel gasps when Quinn's lips move to a sweet sop on Rachel's neck. "w-we-ne-Fuck!" Rachel digs her nails in Quinn's shoulders. When Quinn bites down running her tongue over it. Rachel hums as a soothing sensation hit's the mark the lover left. Quinn pulls away breathing heavy.
"I'm sorry I lost control." Quinn looks at Rachel's eyes which turned into an almost black color.
"You ruined my favorite underwear Quinn." Rachel moves feeling a dampness that wasn't there before.
"I-i-i need a cold shower now." Quinn sighs deeply. Rachel nods and pushes Quinn back into her room and into the bathroom. Quinn shakes her head and throws some cold water on her face as Rachel jumps into Quinn's massive canopy bed. This bed is the size of a small island. She thinks to herself as her eyes drift to the open bathroom door. Her eyes remained fixated on the small lf Quinn's back as the blonde peeled off the tee-shirt she had been wearing. Pervert, look away. Rachel chastises herself as her eyes refuse to obey. Rachel takes a deep breathe and holds it afraid that she may be caught as Quinn drops the shirt to the floor. Wow! Your really enjoying this sicko. The brunette voyeurs' eyes bulged from their sockets as Quinn put her hands on her hips and began to slip out of her shorts. Rachel rolled over burying her face into the mattress hoping it would mask her panting. You looked away, I'm proud of you. SHUT UP! Rachel's mind talks to itself.
Quinn let's the water rain down on her as she thinks about everything that has happened today. Why can't they just get past this stuff. It's stupid they love each other, they need to get over themselves. Wow and Rachel I've been so in control around her that letting loose, well wow. She twirls and let's the water beat on the tension in her neck.
Rachel waits for Quinn to get out of the shower but her eyes get heavy as she breathes in the scent of the honeysuckle shampoo on the blondes pillow
Quinn's mind raced along as she washed her hair and kept going back to just a few minutes ago. Rachel's scent was still in her nose and the her soft moans wouldn't go away. Quinn twists the temperature control to freezing and let the cold water shock her body.
Rachel smiles at the happiness of being with the other girl. She falls asleep clutching the other girls pillow
Quinn finally manages to calm down enough to return to the same room and Rachel. She gets out of the shower dries off and heads into the bedroom . A small smile flickers across her face when she sees Rachel comatose on her bed clinging tightly to her pillow.
Quinn walks over to the small girl brushing a piece of hair that is covering her face. Quinn smiles softly starring at the girl who is stealing her heart. She is so beautiful. Quinn climbs into bed slowly praying not to disturb the girl.
She crawls underneath the blankets inching close to the girl as possible. Should I touch her? Quinn looks at the girl then at her hand that is now inching to the other girls that's laying between the two.
Santana's eyes watered as she awoke from the worse nightmare she had ever had. She wasn't even ashamed. She just threw it in my face. Santana buried her face into her pillow and sobbed softly. The tears came for awhile before she decided to she needed a glass of water or something to wash this feeling of despair away. The sleep deprived Latina heads to the door and pulls it open to head downstairs. Still laying at the foot of her door was a one of the stars of her nightmare. Santana groaned silently and grabbed a blanket form her bed then went and covered the sleeping girl. Then she closed the door and decided it would be best just to go back to bed.
Brittany awoke feeling something cover her freezing body. "Santana?" Brittany whispers sitting up looking around for the girl. Brittany stands up clenching the blanket like a life line. The blonde puts her hand on the door knob turning it and hearing it creak open. It was her. Brittany walks over to the Latina. "Santana" the blonde whispers. "I'm really sorry and I love you please don't leave me. I need you" silent tears fall down the girls face while she confesses her fear. Brittany stares at the girls face where worry lines has cease. She hesitates for a second before kissing her forehead where the worry was. The Latina face softens and she snuggles closer to her unicorn sighing contently. Brittany walks around and climbs into bed with the other girl whispering I love you before wrapping her arm around the other girls waist praying this wont be the last time she can.
Keep Holding on-Glee (Rachel holding Santana)