Tris P.O.V.
I woke up on a tear soaked pillow. The memory of last night hit me like a brick. I fell back in bed and started crying. After about 15 minutes I got in the shower.
As the water fell across my skin my feeling overflowed my mind. hurt, betrayal, pain, sadness, and anger.
how could he do this to me. he tells me that he loved me, that I was everything to him. I guess I was never any of that.
I feel like a charity. Like the only reason he loved me was because I was a stiff. because he thought I was weak.
'I'll show him weak.' I thought as I climbed out of the shower.
I grabbed my blow dryer and started singing the first song that popped into my mind.
"Something just isn't right
I can feel it inside
The truth isn't far behind me
You can't deny
When I turn the lights out
When I close my eyes
Reality overcomes me
I'm living a lie
When I'm alone I
Feel so much better
And when Im around you
I don't feel
Together
It doesn't feel right at all
Together
Together we've built a wall
Together
Holding hands we'll fall
Hands we'll fall
This has gone on so long
I realize that i need
Something good to rely on
Something for me
When I'm alone I
Feel so much better
And when Im around you
I don't feel
My heart is broken
I'm lying here
My thoughts are choking on you my dear
On you my dear
On you my dear
When I'm alone I
Feel so much better
And when Im around you
I don't feel
When I'm around you
When I'm around you
I don't feel together
I don't feel together
When I'm around you
When I'm around you
I don't feel together, no
I don't feel together"
I finished my hear and hurried get breakfast.
I sit with Cristina and Will. Four comes and sits next to me.
My fists Clench into tight balls, my nails biting into my palms. I get up and walk back to my room leaving my food behind.
Will and Cristina do the same. Four try's to follow but Christina turns around and gives him a glare.
I start running. When we get to my room i sat on my bed. Will sat next to me. Cristina locked my door and sat on my other side.
"Are you okay? What happened last night?" Will asked.
"Well... Last night when I went over to the side if his bed there was someone in bed with him." Saying it out loud made it sound real.
I couldn't handle it anymore, I lost it. I went into complete hysterics. And as if right on Que there was a knock on the door.
"I got it" Cristina said. she opened the door. four was standing there.
"What's wrong with Tri-" He started to say
"Back off four. She doesn't want to see you right now." She said
"But-" she slammed the door on him.
"Tris, it will be ok." Will said