Tris's P.O.V.

After I left Will and Christina, who insisted the stay and comfort me, I got back to my room.
After all that happened I decided to take my fear landscape again.
I inserted they needle. tears came to my eyes as I heard Tobias's voice say "Be Brave"
When I opened my eyes I was in a tank. I went through this all before.
But when I looked up expecting Tobias to point to my feet were water was quickly rising,
I say him and a Tall, thin, Beautiful, Brown haired woman about 18 years old.
I start to cry and when the water got to my chin I dive as deep as I could go and Breathed In as much water as could fill my lungs.
I opened my eyes and my body was mo longer wet, but my eyes were.
I Saw Jeanine standing in front of me with a gun. I new this.
But instead of letting her kill me I grabbed the gun from her hands and shot.
I felt the blood pour from my abdomen. with every drop, my anger, pain, and sadness was leaving my body with it.
My eyes shut and when I open them Tobias is standing in front of me.
"I have to tell you something" He said
"What is it?" I asked, though I already know.
"Well, There is some one else." As the last words left his mouth she walked out.
"Did you ever love me?" I asked. I couldn't handle hearing the answer.
I turned and ran out the door, expecting to see my next fear but all there was out here was darkness.
Then I remembered something...
To get to the next fear you must face it or slow your heart rate.
I turned and walked towards the door.
When I walked in I saw Tobias kissing that girl.
I walked over.
"I don't need you. you never cared for me, that was all pretend. I will find someone who will truly love me." I said
He looked up. "Tris," He started
I leaned down and gave him one last kiss.
"Good bye, forever." I said and left, His eyes burning hole's in my skull.
I got through the door and saw the pipes above me.
I saw them come at me, only when they landed, I didn't struggle.
My reason for living had been taken from me. I just want to go home.
After what felt like hours of pain I snapped open my eyes and say bright lights.
I curled up on the floor and cried.