A short, smutty chapter but it has a point, enjoy!
Breaking away from the embrace, Jess's lips tingled and her heart raced. She felt embarrassed, silly, vulnerable… She hated the fact that the actions of one person, more than 2 years ago, could still be having such an impact on her life. She sighed and looked up at Nick, still entwined in his arms. "I'm sorry Nick," she said simply.
"You have nothing to be sorry about Jess. I understand, I understand how it feels…" he thought back to his reaction when he saw Jess hugging Sam, the pull in the pit of his stomach, the resignation he felt. "We are what we are because of our experiences. Spencer… He was an idiot. He treated you badly. I understand how that still hurts."
"I really thought I was over it all. I've not even thought about it for the longest time. But I suppose I never really dealt with it, I was so desperate to move on. Being cheated on is the worst feeling Nick, it's like your whole world is collapsing and the one person you thought you could trust is doing all the destruction," Nick pulled her a little closer and rested his chin on her head. There was a brief silence between them as they contemplated their conversation, the only sounds the faint chirping of crickets. Jess pulled away a little and looked back at him, "But I know you aren't Spencer, Nick and I have to remember that and I have to try…"
"No Jess, I'm not him. In fact, I hate his guts so much for what he did to you that if her were here now…" Nick broke off, "I love you Jess and all I want is the chance to prove that to you. I'd never hurt you. But I'm sorry too. I did let Alison be a bit too flirty with me, she was drunk and I guess I wasn't thinking how it looked," he finished giving Jess a lopsided smiled.
"Okay, let's not let this ruin our evening," she replied, reciprocating with her own smile before returning to their kiss. She wasn't sure if it was the alcohol, the warm evening or the pent up emotion but quickly Jess began to feel pretty twirly. Her kisses became quickly passionate as she moved her body closer to his and she wriggled impatiently in his lap; breathing hard she broke away from the kiss and locked eyes with Nick. "I know this really is not the most appropriate time, but I'm feeling really…" she raised her eyebrows in response. Nick pulled his mouth into a sly smile and looked at her quizzically. "And I just remembered, I did forget to put my underwear back on…" With that Nick grabbed her once more, his hands pulled her waist closer to him as she pulled herself up so she had to lean down to kiss him. His hands then snuck under the cotton folds of her dress and ran over her pert, bare bottom. She wasn't lying…he thought. He felt himself begin to harden. "Where?" she asked breathlessly.
Nick looked around, this was not exactly the most romantic of locations but at this point that he didn't care. He wanted her, he needed her. Wordlessly picking her up, she wrapped her legs around him as he began to move around to the back of the bar. Their passionate kisses not breaking. The bar was an L shaped building and at the rear there was a metal stand filled with empty silver beer kegs. He backed Jess up to the wooden wall next to the stand, there were no lights here and darkness enveloped them. Unravelling her legs Jess dropped to the floor and feeling emboldened said, "I wanna do something." Taking Nick's arms she turned him around so his back was against the wall and keeping her eyes locked on his she began to slowly unbutton his belt and fly, before reaching into his underwear and taking hold of his warm, hard erection. Nick gasped as her cool hands touched him. Maintaining eye contact Jess sank to her knees, gently massaging him as she did. She raised a little smile to her mouth before moving her soft lips to his tip and brushing them against it, causing it to jerk a little in response. Opening her mouth, she began to softly twirl her tongue around the smoothness as her hand continued to slowly move. Gently, she grazed her teeth over him before continuing her swirling, moving slowly and slowly deeper. She began to suck harder as she went, soaking in the feeling of him.
Nick's breath was rapid and shallow, one of his hands balled into a fist against the wall whilst the other entangled in her hair and gently urged her deeper. Taking his command she allowed more of him to enter her mouth, continuing the movement of her tongue and hand. She felt him in the back of her throat, letting out an Mmmmmmm which sent delicious vibrations through him. Nick couldn't take much more and abruptly commanded her, "Get up," she stopped and looked up at him, "I said, get up." Biting her lip she did as she was told.
Quickly spinning her round, he resumed their earlier kiss, not caring where her mouth had just been. His hands dipped into the cleavage of her sundress, grabbing her breaths roughly causing her gasp. He gently pushed them together before burying his face between them and smothering them in hot kisses. Reaching into his back pocket, he found his emergency condom, that had been in there since he didn't remember when. Without breaking his kisses her ripped it open and unravelled it. Raising her dress, he cupped her buttocks and lifter her of the ground, pushing her against the wall. Without missing a beat, he quickly entered her and began to rapidly thrust.
She began to pant in surprise, letting out little moans, turning him on even more than he thought possible. The chilled breeze against her naked lower half made Jess feel like a libertine. The wetness between her legs increased and Nick began to lose all control as Jess tightened her legs around him and he began to move faster than he thought possible, searching that goal, that end point. Jess reached it first, "God Nick," she cried in his ear. Her racked breathing and clenching walls drove him into his own orgasm and with one last thrust he let out a low throaty groan.
They remained against the wall as the both caught their breath before he let her gently down. They turned away from each other as Jess tidied brushed the dirt from her knees and tidied her dress and hair and he moved to redress himself. Looking down, his heart dropped. Oh Shit, he thought. It was broken. The condom had split, just a little, but definitely split. He began to panic. How old was that damn thing? He wasn't sure. But maybe that wasn't even the reason, maybe they were a bit rough. Like it matters, he thought. In a frenzy, he removed what was left and threw it into the trashcan beside the kegs before quickly rebuttoning and tucking himself in. He turned to face Jess who was wearing a satisfied, dreamy smile. "That was hot," she said pulling him into one last kiss.
"Yeah, Jess it was, err-" he broke of mid-sentence when he saw how happy she looked and contrasted that with the sad Jess of earlier. Why ruin her night? It won't make any difference if I tell her later. So he resolved to keep quiet for the rest of the evening.
Placing his hand on the small of her back, he began to lead her away. "C'mon, they'll all be wondering where we got to," and they walked back to the bar. Yeah, later, I'll tell her later. Nick repeated in his head.
Roh-Ruh!