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It Started With a Song

Ch 5

Shuichi's heart was racing as he settled himself into the car's seat. This was the first time he'd gone on a date since he met Yuki…Yuki. He hadn't really had time to think about him last night. He had just been numb from the pain. He really didn't know what he wanted to do. He was so tired of being hurt. So tired of being unimportant to the most important person in his life. Would it be wise to stay with a man who continuously broke his heart? Or should he try to move on? He wasn't even sure if he could live without the blonde.

He turned to Anthony and hesitantly spoke, thinking that maybe his new friend could help him with his thoughts. "Hey, Anthony…do you think it would be wise of me to break up with Yuki? I mean, I really, truly love him, but…I'm just so sick and tired of not being loved in return. He treats me like I'm a toy that he can just throw around…" He sighed in frustration before continuing, "I just don't think I can make it through another fight." He turned his head to look out the window as he thought.

Anthony didn't speak for a minute. He just stared straight ahead, flowing through traffic as he thought. He didn't want to just tell Shuichi then when he asked the singer out, it would seem as if that was his plan…which it was, but Shuichi didn't really need to know that little detail. But he didn't want to tell the boy to try and make it work, because then he probably wouldn't get a chance with him at all. So he'd have to be subtle in order to get a chance.

Anthony looked over and realized that Shuichi was now looking at him, patiently waiting for a response. Anthony spoke slowly, making sure to choose his words carefully. "I'm not going to say that you should or shouldn't break up with him. It's your life, and the decision is yours. You're the one who'll have to live with it. But, I do know one thing. Whatever choice you make, you should act on it soon. If you want to break up with him, do it today. You wanna work it out, tell him that today."

Shuichi's brow furrowed as he thought through Anthony's decision. It did make since to get it over with quickly. He looked back out the window, watching the city fly by. Buildings, people walking toward unknown destinations. Families traveling together, the children holding their parents hands. And happy couples sitting in small cafes, sharing meals and smiles.

Still watching the bustling city, he answered Anthony. "I think you're right about needing to make it quick…the sooner this is over, the better. And I think…I think it would be better just to break up with him. In fact, I'm going to text him right now. Bastard always started fights and kicked me out through texts, so I can return the favor by breaking up with him through one."

As Shuichi pulled out his phone, Anthony couldn't help but to smirk. He had his way, but he didn't push Shuichi into the decision. Now all he had to do was get the boy for himself.

~ISWAS~

Ryuichi smiled as Tatsuha collapsed next to him. They were both breathing heavy, but grinning like idiots. Ryuichi moved to cuddle with Tatsuha, speaking once he was comfortable. "Well, we haven't had that much fun in a while. We should do it more often." Tatsuha ruffled the brunette's hair and replied, "Yeah we should. You know what? I think the rest of the day should be a date day. We can go to a cozy little café for lunch, and then maybe go to a theme park or something."

Ryuichi shot into a sitting position and clapped his hands with excitement. "Yay! Ryu and Tat-kun's date day! Ooo, and we could get some ice-cream and go to dinner later!" Ryuichi sighed happily. He squealed as Tatsuha surprised him by pulling him down and beginning to tickle him.

After letting himself be tortured for a few minutes (giggling and saying, "Stop!" the whole time), the singer yelled, "ATTACK!" and started fighting back. The two rolled back and forth on the bed, fingers flying furiously as laughter filled the bedroom.

When their epic tickle battle was over, Tatsuha pulled the still giggling Ryuichi to his side. They sat quietly for a moment before Tatsuha spoke. "Hey Ryu…would you mind if we invited Tohma and Mika to eat with us? We could make it a double date day, at least for lunch. I haven't seen my sis in a while, and I know that you like spending time outside of work with Tohma."

Ryuichi smiled wide and answered, "Yay! Tohma-kun and Mika-chan!" Tatsuha smiled back and stood, dialing his sister's number as he walked towards the bathroom. Ryuichi's smile slipped slightly as he thought about Tohma. They were extremely good friends now, both happy and in love. But a long time before that, they were lovers. And though they were long past it, the singer felt guilty. He had yet to tell Tatsuha, and the two had been together for almost a year. It wouldn't change anything between them…at least, Ryuichi didn't want it to. That's why he still hadn't told the boy.

Tatsuha walked back into the room and scooped the singer into his arms, causing him to squeal. "Come on, lover boy. We need to go get ready to see Tohma and Mika. It's already nine thirty, and I told them we'd meet them at eleven." Ryuichi cocked his head to the side, slightly confused. "But Tat-kun…it doesn't take that long for us to take a shower and get dressed…" Tatsuha grinned wickedly. "For what I have in mind it will." Ryuichi blushed as his young lover carried him to the bathroom.

~ISWAS~

Yuki was woken up by his phone ringing, Rage Beat playing softly to let him know that Shuichi had texted him. The blonde flung his arm over to the bed side table as he searched around for his phone. He picked it up and blinked sleepily into the light from his phone. After his eyes had adjusted to the light, he read the text:

I'm sorry, Yuki, but I can't do this anymore. I'm going to stay with Ryuichi until I can find my own place. I'll come get my things whenever it's convenient for you. I love you, Yuki, but I can't take this anymore.

Yuki dropped his phone onto the bed, shocked. He had lost his brat. Lost Shuichi. And it was his own fault. He slowly stood and stumbled his way into the kitchen. Grabbing a beer, he downed it quickly, then grabbed another. He continued this process until he knew he was good and drunk. He then staggered into the living room and fell onto the couch. His phone started ringing from the other room. He groaned as he dragged himself up and then towards his room. He flopped down on his bed and tried to read his text through the drunken for he'd created.

Oh, and by the way, don't try to blame this on me. It's entirely you fault.

Yuki spent about five minutes staring at his phone, trying to process the content of his text message. When it finally clicked that Shuichi was making sure that he knew he'd caused the breakup, he deleted the text and then dialed his younger brother's number.

~ISWAS~

A phone was ringing somewhere in the apartment, but neither Ryuichi or Tatsuha cared. The singer was pressed with his back up against the shower wall, panting as Tatsuha kissed his way slowly from his ear, down to the hollow space between his neck and shoulder. Ryuichi slammed his hands against the wall as Tatsuha turned him around. The brunette trembled and groaned quietly as Tatsuha wound his arms to the singer's front. He then pulled Ryuichi flush against him, and the older man whimpered as the younger man's erection pushed against his back.

Tatsuha smirked against the back of his boyfriend's neck. "I love that I'm the only one who gets to hear you make these noises." He snaked his arms around to Ryuichi's front and slowly ran his hands from the man's neck, all the way down to his thighs, causing him to whimper louder than before. "Tat…please stop teasing…" Tatsuha smiled softly and place a sweet kiss on Ryuichi's shoulder.

He then turned Ryuichi around so that they were face-to-face again. He brushed his fingers over the older man's cheek, pushing a strand of wet hair behind the singer's ear. Tatsuha then leaned to whisper into Ryuichi's ear, "I'm going to fuck you nice and slow, and then we're going to have lunch. And maybe if I'm lucky, we'll have a late night dessert."

Ryuichi trembled, knowing what his young boyfriend was insinuating; he would be the dessert. Tatsuha began kissing his way down Ryuichi's body. When he was completely down on his knees, he looked up, black eyes filled with lust, and sensuously whispered, "Sing for me."

He then slowly took Ryuichi into his mouth. Ryuichi moaned quietly, and Tatsuha pulled away, his breath brushing against the brunette's member as he looked up expectantly. Ryuichi gulped, then starting singing breathlessly, choosing a song he knew was one of Tatsuha's favorites.

"I never thought that I was so blind
I can finally see the truth
It's me for you

Tonight you can't imagine that I'm by your side
Cuz it's never gonna be the truth
Too far for you"

By the time he reached the chorus, Ryuichi's legs were trembling. His hands were pressed flat against the wall behind him. And though his voice was shaking, he continued to sing. Tatsuha released Ryuichi and kissed his way slowly back up the singer's body. The brunette closed his eyes and continued to sing.

"But can you hear me say?
Don't throw me away
And there's no way out
I gotta hold you somehow

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Everyday but all I have is time
Our loves the perfect crime

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me"

Tatsuha moaned as he stood up and his erection rubbed against Ryuichi's. "God, your voice is so beautiful," he said. Ryuichi stopped singing for a moment as he said, "Please, Tat, I need you." Tatsuha lifted the singer a little higher up on the wall. "Wrap your legs around my waist." Ryuichi did as he was told. Tatsuha pulled the older's face to his own and kissed him slowly and deeply. Tatsuha entered his lover gently, causing the man to moan into their kiss. The younger boy pulled out slowly before slamming back in. Ryuichi cried out, breaking their kiss. Tatsuha continued moving, setting a slow pace. He rested his head against the other's shoulder, his short black hair sticking to his forehead.

Ryuichi pulled his boyfriend's face to his own and kissed him as he began moving his hips with Tatsuha's. Tatsuha pulled away from the kiss, moving his tongue down Ryuichi's throat before latching onto a nipple. The brunette leaned his head back against the wall as he moaned long and hard. Tatsuha then moved his tongue over to the other nipple.

Ryuichi's breathing became harder as he felt a tightening in his stomach. He moved his hands to Tatsuha's head and wound his fingers into the boy's hair. Knowing that the singer was close, Tatsuha kissed a path up Ryuichi's chest and to his neck. While he did this, he wrapped a hang around the man's member, pumping it in time in time with slow, torturous rhythm.

Tatsuha reached his free arm around Ryuichi and pulled him tight against his body. Ryuichi moaned and moved his hips faster against Tatsuha as he felt a building hn his groin. Tatsua kissed up from the brunette's neck to his ear. He nibbled the ear before whispering hotly, "Let me hear you, Ryuichi. Come for me." Ryuichi moved for a few more seconds before he came, spilling his seed onto their chests. As Ryuichi continued to ride out his orgasm, Tatsuha moved his hand from the singer's member and wrapped it around his back, pulling the brunette as close as he could. He slammed into Ryuichi a few more times before he came, moaning into his lover's neck.

Tatsuha moved his head to rest against Ryuichi's forehead as the two panted, coming down from their high, Ryuichi's eyes remained closed as he said shakily, "I love you so much, Tatsuha." Tatsuha smiled before kissing Ryuichi's lips gently. "I love you too, my sweet Ryu."

Once they were done showering, the two men got dressed quickly. By the time they were done, it was already 10:45. The two ran out the door, both of them forgetting their phones.

~ISWAS~

Mika tapped her finger nails against the table, irrated. "It's just like my brother to be late. I'm sure they're probably going at it like rabbits. Those two just can't control themselves!" Tohma smiled gently at his wife. "Now Mika, you know they don't see each other that often. And it's only 11:05. I'm sure they'll be here any minute." As he finished his sentence, Tatsuha and Ryuichi walked throught the door, both looking a bit guilty.

"Sorry for keeping you waiting, sis." Mika was about to let loose on him, but a look from Tohma made her sigh in resignation. "It's alright. Just don't keep us waiting again, you dope." Tatsuha smiled and placed a hand on Ryuichi's thigh, squeezing it slightly. "We won't sis, I promise. I didn't tell you guys, but we're going to an amusement park after lunch. Do you guys wanna go?"

Mika rolled her eyes at her brother. "Do I look like I'm twelve? I sear, you guys are so immature." Ryuichi pouted. "Hey! I'm not immature! Tat-kun, why is Mika-chan so meeeean?!" Tatsuha scratched the singer behind his ear, calming the man down.

"You know Mika, just cause we like amusement parks doesn't mean we're kids. Yuki went to one with Shuichi. They're just fun places to go to." Mika looked over to Tohma, hoping that he would save her. The icy blonde smiled and laughed.

"As much as I'd love to go with you, I really need to work this afternoon. But the next time you go, I'll definitely go with you." Ryuichi smiled and clapped his hands. The waitress then walked up to the table, and everyone ordered their food.

~ISWAS~

After calling Tatsuha four or five times in the span of an hour with no answer, Yuki fell into a drunken sleep. He woke up again around eleven, a headache already beginning to form again. He tried calling his brother, but once again didn't receive an answer. He sighed as he turned his phone off. He then removed the battery and shoved the phone into a drawer. He just wanted to be alone.

He rolled onto his side and pulled Shuichi's pillow to him, burying his face in it. It smelled just like the singer. He sat that way for what felt like hours, but was only minutes. He was becoming irritated with the silence, so he rolled over and turned on the radio. It was on a Christian station, but he didn't really care. He just wanted music. He rolled back into his earlier position and listened to the song.

"Break me down

Break me down

Tear me apart

From the inside out"

The blonde closed his eyes. The song was soft and beautiful. The only instrument being used was an accustic guitar. He listened to the uplifting music , hoping they'd name the song when it finished.

"Pull me out this misery

Take your hands and make me

Lord heal me and strengthen me

Take your flame and cover me

With your everlasting

I give you me everything"

The chorus repeated once before the song ended. Yuki was almost asleep again, feeling slightly peaceful. Maybe if he changed, he could win Shuichi back…it would be hard work, but it was definitely worth it. The blonde drifted off to sleep, dreaming of the boy he loved.

~ISWAS~

Ryuichi lifted his hands and screamed as the roller coaster dropped. Tatsuha sat next to him, laughing at his boyfriend's antics. He always had fun at amusement parks, but he loved the roller coasters.

When the ride ended, Ryuichi's hair was sticking up all over the place. He grabbed Tatsuha's hand as he walked quickly over to the photo booth to see their picture. When it popped up, both men doubled over laughing.

Tatsuha had smiled and made a peace sign towards the camera, his hair pushed away from the wind. His other hand was in the air, intertwined with one of Ryuichi's. Ryuichi's free hand was in the air, fingers spread wide. His hair was flying back from his face. His eyes were squinted shut, and his mouth was open wide, screaming in excitement. They each bought a copy of the photo before moving to the next ride.

The rest of the afternoon was basically the same. Riding the rides. Laughing at their goofy pictures. Buying ice-cream and other forms of junk food. Getting their faces painting and buying temporary tattoos.

When the park started getting a bit more crowded around six, the two left to find somewhere for dinner. The two ended up finding a bustling restaurant that was decorated like old diner. Red leather stools. Small black booths with red tables. Black and white tiled floors. The smell of greasy foods and apple pies filled the busy place. Ryuichi and Tatsuha found an empty table near the back and sat down with their dinner.

On the way home, Ryuichi stared out the window, a soft smile on his face as he relived the day in his mind. Tatsuha glanced over at Ryuichi and smiled. It had been a fun day. His black eyes sparkled with mischief as his smile turned into a smirk. "So, Ryu, are you ready for dessert when we get home?"

Coming out of his daze, Ryuichi's eyebrows furrowed in confusion. "But Tat-kun, we had cherry pies at the restaurant." The singer's face slowly turned red as Tatsuha's eyes roamed over his body and he licked his lips.

"I was actually hoping I could have a Sakuma-Sunday." Ryuichi parted his lips, his breathing turning into short gasps as Tatsuha's hand found his thigh and slowly moved up. He gulped when the boy's hand reached his crotch. The brunette closed his eyes and asked, "What…exactly are you going to do to me?" Tatsuha grinned wickedly before answering.

"Lets just say that it involves ice-cream, chocolate syrup, whip cream, cherries, and some rope." Tatsuha pulled into a parking spot right in front of Ryuichi's apartment. The moment that both men were out of the car, their lips were attached. Tatsuha pushed Ryuichi, up against the door. He reached into his pocket and fumbled with the keys, keeping his lips locked onto Ryuichi's.

When he'd found the right key, he tried to put it into the door, but was distracting by Ryuichi's hand slipping into his pants. He moaned low in the back of his throat. He forgot about the keys and grabbed Ryuichi's waist, pulling the man flush against him.

Ryuichi broke the kiss to take a gasping breath, and Tatsuha took it as an opportunity to unlock the door. He then resumed the kiss, his hands fisted into Ryuichi's hair. The brunette whimpered into the kiss.

With Tatsuha leading Ryuichi, the two bumped their way from living room to the hallway, and then to the bedroom. The back of Ryuichi's knees found the bed, and he sat down. Tatsuha immediately climbed onto the bed, straddling the singer. The boy ground his hips into Ryuichi's, causing the brunette to moan.

Tatsuha broke the kiss as he moved off the bed. Ryuichi was about to whine, but was cut off by the black-haired man. "I told you, Ryuichi. I want a Sakuma-Sunday. And I won't take no for an answer. He pulled the singer's shirt off, then dug around in his drawer, finding some rope.

"Now I'm going to tie your wrists to the bed, but it won't hurt if you don't pull on it. Okay?" Ryuichi just nodded, afraid that his voice wouldn't work. Tatsuha took the man's wrists and tied them together before tying them to one of the bed posts. He looked at his boyfriend as he moved to rid him of his pants. When Ryuichi was completely bare of clothes, Tatsuha stood and left the room. Ryuichi just laid there, panting with need. He closed his eyes, trying to focus on something besides his burning want.

Ryuichi didn't hear Tatsuha come back into the room. He was so focused on his desire that he didn't hear Tatsuha rid himself of clothes. Nor did he notice that Tatsuha had crawled onto the bed. The singer's eyes shot open and a gasp escaped his lips as his boyfriend drizzled vanilla ice-cream down his chest. Tatsuha smirked, his bangs partially covering his eyes. He grabbed a can of whip cream and pushed down on the nozzle, filling Ryuichi's navel. Still pushing down on the nozzle, he made a trail down to the man's throbbing erection. From there, he circled around the base, then went up the underside of Ryuichi's member.

Tatsuha threw the whip cream can to the side. He began covering the trail he'd made with chocolate syrup, also covering the melting ice-cream on Ryuichi's chest. He finished his master piece by placing on each of his boyfriend's nipples, and one on the pile of whip cream in his belly-button. The boy moved so that he was on his knees, looking down at his "dessert." Ryuichi looked up through his lashes, eyes full of lust. His breath was coming in pants. Knowing that his voice had a strong affect on Tatsuha, he whispered, "Please eat me, Tat."
Tatsuha moaned and lunged at the brunette, capturing his lips. He made a trail down the man's throat with his tongue. Ryuichi lifted his hips slightly and moaned. The sensation of cold ice-cream on his chest mixed with the heat of Tatsuha's tongue on his neck, driving him insane.

When Tatsuha reached Ryuichi's chest, he made quick work on eating the cherries he'd placed on the man's nipples. Looking Ryuichi in the eyes, Tatsuha slowly licked the ice-cream and syrup off of one nipple. Ryuichi closed his eyes, relishing the fact that he had someone like Tatsuha.

After finishing the first nipple, Tatsuha trailed his tongue to the other, giving it the same treatment. Ryuichi whimpered as his boyfriend bit him lightly. Still using his tongue, Tatsuha moved to the singer's side, cleaning the dripping ice-cream. He went all the way down to the man's thigh. He continued over the leg and maneuvered himself so he was between Ryuichi's thighs. He parted the man's thighs and, before Ryuichi could grasp what was going on, dipped his tongue into the brunette's entrance.

Ryuichi pulled on his restraints and gasped. The gasp was immediately followed by a long moan as Tatsuha moved his tongue in and out, the muscle slightly cold from all the ice-cream. Ryuichi lifted his pelvis about an inch off the bed as Tatsuha quickened his tongue's pace. Before he could stop himself, Ryuichi came all over his chest, mixing in with the Sunday ingredients.

Tatsuha pulled away and smiled. He licked his lips as Ryuichi tried to calm his breathing. Tatsuha crawled slowly over Ryuichi until they were nose to nose. He kissed the man's nose before moving down. Ryuichi inhaled deeply as Tatsuha nipped an already sensitive nipple before moving on. Tatsuha started to slowly clean the trembling singer's stomach. When he reached Ryuichi's navel, he sucked the cherry off of it. He stared at the panting brunette as he savored the fruit. He then dipped his tongue in, cleaning up the whip cream. Ryuichi pulled tightly on his restraints as he whimpered.

As Tatsuha moved his way down, he reached Ryuichi's dripping member and gripped up at the man. "My my. Someone's ready for round two, aren't they?" Ryuichi's eyes rolled back as Tatsuha took him completely into his mouth and sucked hard. The boy's black hair hid his eyes as he bobbed his head quickly. He was both cleaning up his mess and pleasuring his boyfriend at the same time.

Just as Ryuichi felt a pressure building in his stomach, Tatsuha pulled off, quickly licking up the last of the mess. Ryuichi panted and groaned, annoyed that he'd been denied a second orgasm. Tatsuha kissed down Ryuichi's leg, all the way to the bottom of the man's foot. Moving to the other foot, he continued the same process going up. He'd made it all the way to Ryuichi's chest when the singer's patience ended.

The brunette bucked his hips, his throbbing erection hitting Tatsuha's. The young boy moaned low in his throat before he moved. Within seconds, he had Ryuichi's legs hitched over his shoulders and was positioned in front of the man's entrance.

With no preamble, he slammed into the singer, causing him to cry out loudly as he tugged on his restraints. Tatsuha set a demanding rhythm, both men moving at a fast pace. Tatsuha hit Ryuichi's prostrate almost immediately, and Ryuichi's back arched off the bed as he screamed. Tatsuha quickened his pace, hitting the same spot with every thrust.

Tatsuha stared down at Ryuichi, his eyes full of both lust and love. His black bangs were clinging to his sweaty forehead. Ryuichi whimpered and bucked his hips faster against Tatsuha's. The boy didn't realize the affect he had. One look from those black eyes and that dazzling smile, and Ryuichi was a gonner. After only a few minutes, Ryuichi arched his back once more as he came. He cried out loudly, his orgasm crashing down on him, and he saw white. Tatsuha came immediately after, moaning Ryuichi's name softly. He rode out his orgasm before pulling out collapsing next to the brunette. He smiled and kissed Ryuichi on the forehead. "I love you, Ryuichi." Ryuichi mumbled back sleepily as he cuddled close to the boy he loved.

The first song is one that someone I love wrote called Break Me Down. His name is Jordan, and he is really talented.

The second song is I Wanna by The All-American Rejects

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