Ryder couldn't fall asleep all night, not that she particularly wanted too. That night still haunted her; every time she closed her eyes she could see Seb's face turning blue and him losing his fight. She tossed and turned not only was that on her mind she knew she was making a mistake not telling Randy about Kelly knowing. She turned over onto her side and looked at her phone sitting on the bedside table. Every inch of her was telling her to tell Randy about Kelly, but what if Kelly was telling the truth? What if Randy was really happy with her?

Morning hit and Ryder's alarm went off. She picked up her phone and turned it off; she still hadn't slept after she spent the night watching terrible late night movies to take her mind off of everything at hand and to try and help her sleep, which didn't work. It was 9am; Ryder told Randy that she would meet him downstairs at 10am so they could head over to the arena; it was still a fair drive away from their hotel.

She showered and got dressed, dragging her tired body around like a zombie, she made her way down to the lobby where Randy was nowhere to be found.

Ryder looked at her phone. 10:10am

'Must he always be so late?' Ryder thought to herself and she slumped into one of the stiff chairs in the lobby. She stretched her arms out and yawned, no sleep was staring to catch up with her.

Five minutes later Randy came flying down the steps leading into the lobby, trying to keep his sports bag sitting on his shoulder. He came to a sudden stop in front of Ryder, she just looked up at him and laughed.

"I don't know why I ever bother getting anywhere on time when it's to meet you." Ryder stood up and collected her bag.

"Yeah, I'm sorry." Randy hung his head

"I was just kidding; don't beat yourself up over it." Ryder took her finger and placed it under Randy's chin lifting his head up so he was looking her in the eyes.

He smiled when his eyes locked with hers. A rose colored blush fell upon Ryder's face; she cleared her throat and looked away. "Uh, come on we better leave now or we'll be late."

Randy nodded and rubbed the back of his head as they both walked out to the car sitting in the Valet area.

Ryder stared out the window on the long car drive, there wasn't much to look at but she was too busy daydreaming. She thought of everything that she could say to Randy about Kelly, and ruin their relationship. "You know I talked to Kelly last night?" She continued to stare out the window.

"About what?" Randy quickly looked over feeling a bit panicky to Ryder who was still staring out the window, he could see her face in the reflection; it was a look of shock.

Ryder couldn't believe she had said it out loud. She turned her head to face him and smiled softly. "You know girl things." She laughed awkwardly, mentally hitting herself for being so stupid.

Randy looked over to her and raised his eyebrow wondering if Kelly had mentioned to Ryder about the engagement, if so she was taking it well. He noticed the bags underneath Ryder's Dark blue eyes. "Have you been sleeping at all?"

Ryder played with her hands sitting in her lap. "It's still really hard." She barely whispered.

"Why didn't you call me? Or even text me? You know I'm always gonna be here for you." Randy moved his hand to take Ryder's but as he did she moved hers away, remembering the conversation herself and Kelly had the previous night.

Randy was confused, she had always been fine holding his hand before; he knew it made her feel better when she was struggling. He moved it back onto the wheel.

"I don't know." Ryder replied, but she did. She wanted him to be happy; she didn't want to interfere into their relationship especially by calling him when she was scared.

"Don't hesisitate ever again okay Ry?" Randy said with a smile on his face, but he still couldn't figure out what was really wrong.

Ryder looked over to him and smiled, he didn't seem to care about what Kelly thought of their relationship but it didn't meant she wasn't going to still be weary. "Thanks Randy."

Ryder eventually fell asleep; Randy noticed her being tense, it looked like she was crying. She started to whimper, Randy felt terrible for her. He didn't care what she wanted from him, he took her hand and held it in his own, no later than a few minutes and she was sleeping happily again.

An hour later they arrived at the arena, Ryder was still sound asleep, holding tightly onto Randy's hand. He managed to slip his hand away from her as she began to wake up.

Ryder yawned and stretched. "Here already?" she smiled.

"Yeah, here already for you, I was the one driving the car for the past 2 hours." Randy sighed as he got out the car dragging his bag from the backseat.

Ryder got out the other side and looked at him across the car. "Sorry." She frowned. "I'll make it up to you; get you relaxed before you have to wrestle tonight."

They both began walking into the arena. "You going to work some physiotherapy magic on me?" Randy laughed.

"If you're lucky" Ryder giggled. "I have to go find something to eat first before my stomach eats itself." She sighed rubbing her tummy. "I'll meet you in the trainer's room in an hour, is that okay?"

"Can't wait." Randy smiled standing out the front of his dressing room.

"Okay, see you then." Ryder waved to Randy as she walked off to find the catering room.