Violet Fire and Eternal love
Author- Lisi the slayer
Chapter Eleven
As Harry and Draco walked down the alley towards their home, Draco could see the shift of emotions in Harry.
When he had first come round there had been a flicker of tremendous anger before in a flash it had been replaced by deep soft concern. But now, Draco knew the novelty of his survival had worn off and he was going to have to face the tremendous anger Harry had stored away.
Harry could feel his anger dangerously begin to bubble towards the surface at the blonde's silence. Struggling with himself slightly he forced it back down.
He was breaking apart in your arms not minutes ago. Your break him if you explode now
But, Harry stomped his foot a little harder than necessary, it wasn't that easy.
He could not for the life of him, even if held at wand point begin to even guess as to why Draco had done what he'd done.
He'll explain himself, when's he ready he'll explain. Just wait till then.
And as this mind battle wore on Draco watched him wordlessly, heart sinking as he saw how deeply he had hurt Harry.
Draco took a deep breath and prepared to be brave. He'd been such a narrow minded fool today and he couldn't bear to have Harry hurting any longer.
" Harry !"
Harry felt a strong sense of coldness wash over him as he heard his name and knew what was coming after.
Trying to dismiss the coldness that had washed over him he turned around. The extreme coldness in Harry's eyes made Draco stutter on his words.
" I-I-I just wanted to say i'm so-r-ry and I'll explain everything, b-b-ut could I j-just"
Upon hearing Draco's painfully nervous stutters and tears forming into those blue silver eyes he loved so much he put a hand up to silence him.
" Take as long as you need, but once you come back down, there's no going back."
Draco nodded, he looked far too grateful for Harry's liking and he felt suddenly as if he was deeply in the wrong acting the way he just had to Draco.
Harry waited outside the front door and he could feel the blonde trembling beside him.
" It's ok Draco, I love you. I always will, remember that."
He turned around and kissed Draco lightly and softly on the lips.
He was careful not make the kiss enjoyable as he was, no matter how scared Draco seemed, furious. But he certainly didn't want his lover to fall to the ground and crumble at his feet, leaving him with just a empty shell.
The kiss he made sure for the blonde, was merely support, not love and lust just support.
He pulled away abruptly and without looking at Draco at all walked into the living room and slammed the door shut with such power Draco visibly flinched.
Harry had seen him flinch but this time he felt no remorse. He had warned Draco after all the living room was to be his domain and once he entered Harry would as he warned unleash his anger. Harry sat on the sofa and prepared to perhaps wait all night he was therefore surprised to find that he had just sat down when Draco who was shaking and extremely pale but with a brave expression on his face, walked in his Malfoy strides right into the living room.
Harry looked at him with a questioning raised eyebrow. He wasn't not about to offer the blonde solitude but he would give him a look which said it for him.
Draco looked at Harry and although he looked like Harry was about to murder him or something dreadful he shook his head and sat opposite Harry but on the floor, making it so he had to look up at him. Harry found this a distressingly submissive pose and it made him snipe at the blonde without thought.
" Get on the sofa Malfoy."
Draco flinched at the bitterness Harry had used in addressing him and in the fact he had used his surname. The name that always reminded him of his father.
Harry hadn't meant to say Malfoy, just it came out. Out of old habit and once he had said it he was too angry to take it back again.
" I'm sorry Harry."
Draco whispered so softly it was barely audible.
" Your sorry ?"
Harry sneered at him, anger preparing to let loose.
" Yes, look what do you want me to-"
" WHAT DO I WANT YOU TO SAY ! WHAT THE BLOODY HELL DO YOU THINK I WANT YOU TO SAY ! WHY DID YOU DO IT ! WHY !"
Draco took deep breaths, comforted by the thought that the more anger Harry let out, the quicker Harry would calm down.
" I thought you didn't love me anymore ? I thought-"
" NO ! YOU WEREN'T THINKING ! THAT'S THE PROBLEM DRAKE YOU WEREN'T BLOODY THINKING ! BECAUSE IF YOU WERE YOU'D REMEMBER EVERYTHING WE'VE BEEN THROUGH AND ALL THE TIMES I'VE TOLD YOU THAT I LOVED YOU !"
Draco decided to wait till Harry had sat back down on the sofa before answering. After a while Harry huffed and sat down.
" We used to make love all the time, it used to be a problem because we wanted it all the time, now you never touch me, I feel dirty, like you won't touch me because I'll contaminate you. We barely kiss anymore, when you look at me it's like your heart's dying and it's not love in your gaze. It's pain, pain and pity. That's not what I want from you. And it can't be what you want either."
Harry listened intently to the blonde, reasoning the blonde's points against his own. And in the end he could no longer be angry with Draco. He truly never had stopped loving Draco, but he had looked at him with pity, he shown so much empathy with him so much it had shown in his own face and his own eyes.
Harry hung his head slightly in resignation.
" You had no idea what that did to me Draco, coming in and seeing you like that. I thought I could die at that moment. You lying there so lifeless and the blood running down your arms. And then when you said you loved me I retched because I knew you were saying g-g-goodbye. "
Harry's anger had been diminished and he slowly made his way to Draco. Slowly he raised his hand and cupped the side of Draco's face.
He looked deep into those mercury eyes and a smile lit upon Draco's features as Harry let his true love shine through into his eyes.
Draco smiled as he saw love fill those emerald eyes. His smiled widened as he heard Harry whispered seductively.
" Forget, forget everything. Tonight it's all about us. Me and you."
Harry kissed him again, this time passionately, Draco moaned into Harry's mouth.
He felt Harry's hand hungrily tug at his shirt's buttons. He smirked and apparated them to the bedroom.
He threw Harry on to the bed and wiggled in front of him.
" Going to help take this off Harry "
He whispered huskily.
Harry watched Draco parade himself and slowly undo the buttons. Draco made a pout at Harry and it was the straw that broke the camel's back.
Harry leapt from the bed and gently he tossed Draco's hair out of the way pulled the shirt clean off Draco's shoulders.
He began to kiss the bottom of Draco's neck, his sensitive area, he felt a shudder go through the blonde and him sigh.
Harry gently continued to place kisses up Draco's neck, along his jaw line and finally their lips met.
Harry moaned as his lips meet the silk that was Draco's lips. His hand cupped Draco's velvety cheek, marvelling in how smooth Malfoy was.
Draco's satin tongue glided over Harry's bottom lip pleadingly, begging for entrance, Harry happily obliged.
The two tongues battled for dominance till Draco finally surrendered to Harry and let him have his wicked way with him.
Harry could feel the moment Draco surrendered to him. He opened his eyes and saw such pure and unwavering trust in those slivery eyes it was almost frightening. He could see Draco trusted him with every inch of his heart. He also knew that if he ever betrayed that trust not only would Draco's heart shatter into a million trillion pieces, Draco would never be able to recover from it.
Slowly as Harry lost himself in the kiss, he felt smooth and elegant fingers gently fiddle with the buttons on his shirt. Harry moaned in encouragement. Slowly those heavenly fingers glided the shirt off his shoulders.
Draco moved away from Harry and proceeded to his own torture.
He sucked at the skin on Harry's shoulder, he sucked and glided his tongue around it. He could hear Harry's whines and it made his heart dance evilly.
Draco looked at the pink patch of Harry's shoulder, he gave it one more kiss before finally biting hard with his blunt teeth.
Waves of pleasure rolled through Harry's body, happiness so strong he felt unsteady on his feet. The skin didn't break but it was a nasty love bite. Draco had marked Harry. Marked him as his own and he intended for it to last forever.
Harry gently pushed Draco off and they both discarded their clothes before getting under the bedcovers. Draco lay out completely calm and at peace. Harry's eyes grew wide as they travelled over the marble flesh.
His eyes saw a thin slivery scar run across Draco's side, he looked at it questionably and cautiously touched it, his finger meeting baby soft flesh and Harry looked into Draco's bright blue and sliver eyes.
" Father Harry, father. A birthday present."
Harry felt hatred course through his veins as images of torture Draco must have gone through raced through his mind. Then he gave himself a mental shake. This was his and Draco's time, no one else's.
He bent down and placed his lips over the scar and kissed it softly. He moved his kisses up Draco's stomach and chest before hovering on top of Draco and over his face.
" I love you Draco."
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