A/N: Two in one day! yay! and since I am being nice you have to review. Also forgot to say on the last one thanks to everyone who did review it means a lot to me and I hope everyone enjoys this.

Chapter four:

I walk down the quiet halls slowly letting the TRADIS guide me. At first I was upset, almost angry, but as I walked I calmed down. Over the many years I have learned to cope with this sort of thing, if not worse. This will be nothing compared to living with the sadness and the loneliness of traveling alone and even though she asked me to leave this is the first time in about a thousand years, give or take, that I have hope. I have had families and I loved them all but this, this I know is different. I can't explain it, maybe it because we have already been though so much, what else could we go though? well I guess we still need to get Clara better. Which scares me because I don't know if she will ever get over this. How could I possibly help when she squeezed hundreds of years into five minutes.

I sigh and try to tune out my thoughts, focusing on what is around me instead. I pass a sea of coloured doors, reds, greens, blues, silvers, bronze and everything in between. All different styles mechanical, rustic, plain, inviting and some that make me look away. Some doors I made so long ago that I can't remember what they lead too. I see one door that makes me stop. It's Rivers bedroom. Only she could have made me say goodbye, I hate goodbyes. But I guess it worked out for the best, it is one more reason I don't have to hide me feelings anymore. Of course I loved River, but it's hard to kiss someone when you have seen them die. If only we meet in order, but of course that couldn't be because of all the timey wimey stuff that gets in the way. I open her door and the TARDIS hums sadly. I know you miss her too old girl. I close the door for the last time and give her walls a pat.

I guess its been a few hours, well I know it has I can't lie, I have been counting the minutes since I have seen her. it has been two hundred and twenty six minutes and three seconds. I let out another sigh, I hate waiting. I make another turn and I'm at a dead end. No wait there is one door on the left. I look up at the ceiling, where are you taking me dear? As I walk towards it I have trouble working out where it leads, I'm exhausted and all the doors feel like a bit of a blur. It's a basic white wooden door, nothing special. A bathroom? I touch my hand to it, no a bedroom. I feel a smile forming on my lips. Thank you sexy! I grin up at her and push open the door.

My smile disappears instantly. Clara is sitting on the bed with her knees curled up under her chin and arms tightly around them. She is no longer crying, but her eyes are red and she has mascara lines down her cheeks.

"Doctor how and why are you in my bathroom?"

Oh she is very cheeky, can't just let me come in the proper way. I let out a groan and walk to the edge of the bed. I open my mouth to explain, but she beats me too it.

"No I understand. Please doctor, just shut up and hold me"

I take my jacket and put it over a chair in her room, I then lay behind her, propped up on my elbow and hold her, she calms and falls asleep within seconds. I kiss her temple and stay with her for an hour or so in silence. In that time I start to form a plan for our next outing and when that's done I find myself studying her. The way she half smiles in her sleep when I'm near, the way one leg is slightly bent so she is laying a little on her stomach, the way her hip curves up calling for me to run my finger over it. I find I can't stop myself. Softly I run my hands from her stomach to her side and go up, I stop when I feel the edge of her bra though her shirt and bring my finger tips back down her side and onto her hip. I keep going down her soft thigh, stopping to about half way to come back to her hip. I rub circles on it. Then I feel her wiggle closer to me, I move my hand to the front of her hip bone and pull her tighter to me. She lets out a soft moan, my hearts race. I gently place my lips on her neck and she pushes back into me. I kiss from her shoulder to just behind her ear.

"Doctor" she moans.

I flick my tongue over the soft spot between her neck and her shoulder and then I gently suck her neck as she pulls my hands tighter around her to just under her breast. I let my hand wonder up cupping her breast and she lets out a squeak. She turns her head to try and kiss me hungrily. I move my hand down to just under her bellybutton and press her more firmly into me, she moans and begins grinding herself into me. I hear myself moan and my pants getting tighter. I run my fingers along her exposed skin between her pants her top, her hips buck at the sensation. I lift off her shirt up making sure to make my finger brush over her skin. She is panting now and I push her shoulder down flat on the bed but her legs are still to the side, I pull myself up and kiss her lower rib. My knees are just under her and I can feel her push and rub her arse into them. I lower myself so she can feel my weight more and she gasps when she feels me hardly push into her hip. I am licking and sucking every inch of her stomach as my hands try to undo her bra, when they do I run my hand under her bra and onto her beast. He breath hitches and I put more pressure onto her nipple. Our hips are grinding and I can't take it anymore. I take off my shirt as fast as I can and she wiggles to lay down flat, then I start working on her pants. I yank them off as she runs her nails from the top on my chest to the edge on my pants and starts pulling them down too. I have to move off the bed to take them off and while I do that she watches me with a smirk.

I crawl back to her and her bra is now gone too. I can't help but stare. She is breathtaking she blushes and I kiss her cheeks softly. She pushes one of her legs to mine and I realise she wants me to move between hers. I do and I use my knees to make sure she is wide enough. She looks excited and scared at the same time and I'm sure I look the same. I can't believe this is happening. I look into her eyes and she nods, knowing I needed that confirmation. I bend down and as light as a feather I kiss her nipple. She lets out a soft gasp and I start kissing it deeply, she moans louder. I kiss my way up to her neck and then we both twitch when I brush myself against her centre. I look into her eyes as I push down on her and we both groan with the new sensation. I need to be inside her but she is only slightly wet. I pull back and sit up again. She has a slight frown but stops when she feels my hands running down to her hips. I move my fingers gently though her soft curls and her eyes shut with a moan. After a few passes I feel her hips buck up to my hand, needing more. I slip my fingers into her folds hearing her cry out. Up and down and then gently up to her bud. I press one finger into it and her hips trash and she cries my name. She is beyond wet now, but I'm enjoying watching her wiggle under my finger tips. I rub firmly over her and she starts grinding into my hand. I quickly run my hand down and press one finger in side her and then quickly back out again and then push two in and out again. I return to her sensitive bud.

She is moaning loudly now and without her noticing I position myself at her entrance. I flick my thumb over her and she bucks down onto me. Which makes her shout out in surprise as she feels my tip inside her. I grin down at her and she smirks back, pushes her self down to me more, I hear myself call out her name as her tightness envelops me. I move my hands to either side of her and I push as far as I can into her and we stay like that trying to catch breath. She brings her hand up to my neck and pulls my down to kiss her. It's a deep kiss but it's filled with a warmth rather than a hungrier. I feel my hips take on a mind of their own and gently start grinding into her. We both moan into each others lips and then I bring my head to her neck as I pick up pace. Clara starts bringing her hips up to meet mine and we both groan. Every few thrusts I kiss or nip at her neck and her breath hitches at each one. I can feel her getting tighter and I know I wont last much longer, so I pick up the pace and I feel her clutching to me. Her body tenses and then shudders. She constricts around me and I feel myself lose it and buck wildly into her both of us yelling our groans. I collapse onto of her and I feel her running her hand up and down the back of my neck, almost purring with satisfaction. I gently pull myself out and I feel her give a slight shudder.

I lay down next to her and pull her on top of me. She grins into my chest and I let out a happy sigh. She runs her hands over every inch of my chest, as I run my finger though her hair. She then quickly sits up and pulls a blanket over us, I kiss the top of her head in thanks. Did that really just happen, I look down, yes we are both naked. ok cool right well whats next, well um.. I don't think I have ever been happier. I need to tell her, yes that's whats next. I can't see her face from here I'm not sure if she is awake.

"Clara?"

There is so much I need to say to her, need her to know.

"Go to sleep." she commands

I smile, she sounds happy and sleepy. I feel myself yawn and she chuckles. Ok maybe I am too. I guess it can wait a few hours. I pull her closer and smile.

"As you wish."

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