Would you rather? Chapter 10
Ian's POV
Who was he? Why did he want to talk to Tascha? And why did she get so shy when she saw who it was? All of these questions flew around in my head with many others "Excuse me if I'm rude but who are you?" I asked politely. "I'm Awez, her crush." "Uhm that was like 10 years ago you dumbass!" She yelled at him and started to cry. I pulled her in to a hug and she hugged me back crying even more. "I'm sorry Ian. I'm really sorry!" she sobbed. "Uhm are you sure you don't love me? I mean if you did 3 years ago then why not now?" I was speechless. How could anyone be that selfish? "Because I have a boyfriend now, idiot!" and I flushed a little. But it was fast over and got replaced with hurt when he suddenly says: "Him? Seriously? All he does is making YouTube videos and play games all day an-""Well what do you do all day, huh? Jerk off to gay porn?"She said and I accidently laughed a little. But I was shocked at the same time. "I think about yo-""Don't start that crap. You were a jerk to me, and now when I have a boyfriend that loves me and I love him then you suddenly want me? How pathetic do you have to be? I am not gonna let fucking Ian Hecox go just so you can brag to your friends about that you stole me from an internet sensation. Good bye Awez." And she slammed the door in his face. I could hear him yelling at us to open the door but we ignored him. I had to call Anthony to tell him that I couldn't be there in time to shoot the rest of the video. She was still crying in my arms and it made feel bad of myself for being happy when she was crying. I heard a knock on the door and I looked out of the window in the door to see who it was. It was Awez. He stayed there for 3 hours? I opened the door and stepped outside to talk to him. "I'm really sorry Ian. I didn't mean to hurt either you or Tascha. I just miss her. I realized that I love her. I listened to a song called "Let her go" And one line says "Only know your lover when you let her go" and it instantly got me thinking of her. I just had to come and get her back. But I realize now that it's too late. I'm sorry." And he walked away. "Yes it's too late. But you can try to apologize to her. I don't know if she wants to listen to you, but you can at least try." I offered. He nodded and I got inside to get her out. "Why would I forgive him? Why would he want to be non-douche-baggy? Why is he like this?""I don't know but at least give him a chance. He just wants to apologize to you." I said to her red eyes. "I know you're hurt and I am too. But try to listen to him. I have talked to him. Please?" I asked her lightly. She went outside.
Tascha's POV
"I'm so very sorry Tascha. I don't know what I was thinking. I was selfish and just wanted you back. I realized that I loved you. Can you please believe that? I know I'm not always the kind of person you tell all your secrets to but at least believe that. I will let you be together with your boyfriend now and again sorry Ian for saying those terrible things to you. I wasn't meant like that you know. Good bye you two." Ian was nodding in agreement. He turned around and walked away. I looked at the ground and realized something. "Wait, Awez! I just realized something." I grabbed his arm and turned him around. "Can you remember the time in 8th grade when you asked 'can I get a hug' and I refused? I take it back." And then I hugged him. He hugged me again and we pulled away again. "Good bye Awez. Find your own girl and make her happy. Just like I am now. With Ian. Good luck Awez. I loved you."
Awez' POV
I was sad after this. How could I be that selfish? That wasn't me! How could I? I had been walking around Sacramento for a couple of hours and just thinking about those last words. I loved you. I looked up from the ground and saw Ian and Tascha again just standing there and kissing. Making out. He had her hand on her waist under her shirt. I could feel the jealousy boil up in my stomach, so I looked away and tried to think of something else. I saw a girl sitting up against a wall crying. "H-hey what's wrong?" I asked her doubting if t really was a good idea. "I had the worst day of my life." She said annoyed." Do you want someone to talk to? I have kinda like the same feeling." She said yes and we went to get some pizza. "First I got fired from my job. Then I come home and my dog shitted on the floor! Then my boyfriend breaks up with me on a fucking SMS! And then I check the mail box where there is a letter in that says that I haven't paid for my apartment so I can't live there anymore. And my parents abandoned me 15 years ago so yes. I have a very shitty day." She says and I was speechless. "The one I love has another man and I was too selfish to see that she was happy." I said lightly. Now she was speechless. "Why did you come back to her if you knew she had another man?"" well I didn't until I showed up on her doorstep. And I called him terrible things that made her sad and she started crying. I understand she was crying considering the successful man she has.""Who is it?""Ian. Ian Hecox.""WHAT? DOES IAN HAVE A GIRLFRIEND?! SINCE WHEN?!" She started yelling. "Well apparently he has now. I have nothing against Ian. I just hope he never breaks her heart. " I don't know what to say…"
Felix' POV
I think I just saw Ian and Tascha hugging and kissing. I hope those Stares of death is gone now then. I got snapped out of my thought by Marzia telling me that there was dinner. She makes such good food. I love her. She so caring and sweet and she really good in bed too. Sometimes I just wanna take her by the waist and pull her down so I'm holding her and kiss her. She's so wonderful. We got Pizza and then I went to play some games for my bros. I loved my job more than anything in the world and for that I wanna thank YouTube. They make this fantasy of playing video games and get paid come true. I played for some hours and edited the videos and went to bed. The next morning I woke up and saw Marzia already was dressed and looked on her phone. "Why are you up so early?" I asked her. "Don't you remember? We are going to Anthony and Ian's again? Now get up and get dressed." She said with a huge smile on her face. I don't know why she was smiling that much at me, but I just quickly took a shower and got dressed so we could get going. We got out to the car and drove to Ian and Anthony's where Stacey and Tascha also were. Hugging their guys. It was so cute that it got me thinking: when are they gonna be married? I suddenly realized something. "Hey guys I just gotta go for a run. Be right back!" "Ok I love you!" Marzia yelled. "I love you too!" and then I was gone.
Anthony's POV
Stacey was so beautiful I just couldn't let my eyes off her. Marzia and Felix as going to be eating here so we had plenty of time to talk about all the stuff that there's going on in our life's. Felix suddenly just left so we were just Ian, Tascha, Marzia, Stacey and me left. "So what are we eating today Ian?" I asked. "We are eating-""CHICKEN!?" Stacey and Tascha guess with eager. "Yes" Ian said with a smirk on his face as he winked at Tascha. They were so cute. "WOOOOO YEAAAAAAAH!" they yelled as they just won the lottery. I guess they like chicken. Felix just texted me and said he was on his way now. I asked him what he was doing and he just answered that I shouldn't worry about it. Well ok Anthony thought and helped Ian setting the table ready for dinner.
Marzia's POV
I wonder where Felix was going. He suddenly just was gone. He's been weird lately. I just think I should wait and see what happens. Suddenly I hear the door open and Felix came in and fumbled with something in his pocket. "Where were you?" I asked. "Wait and see" I was still curious. Then I see what it is in the pocket. "Marzia…."