It's been a month since my little incident and well now I'm on my way to Tokyo Japan. Weird huh? Well I guess I'll start from the beginning then...
I just woken up from just having surgery, surgery that I shouldn't of had they should of just left me to 'die'. It's raining out and I hate the rain but it fits me perfectly at the moment. Everything's my fault so why am I still alive? I can't help but think about 'him. Where is he? Is he alright? What if he's dead? It would be all my fault if he is. For several minutes I keep repeating these questions to myself fighting the tears that threaten to escape my eyes. Then I hear the door stat to open...
"How is he?" I ask the doctor before she is even all the way in the room. The doctor for a moment stress at me in surprise them smiles. She was quite young actually in her late 20's probably. She had really dark wavy chocolate brown hair that reach mid back and purple eyes? That part was weird but still very beautiful. Not to skinny or to fat the type of girl anyone with half a brain would fall for.
"Oh, so you're awake already? Your one tough girl to have woken up already. How are you feeling dear?" I didn't care what she had to say at that moment.
"I said HOW IS HE?" I merely yelled the last part and in the process ended up scaring the doctor. I then started feeling bad 'again' I hate yelling especially if I'm the one yelling. I just couldn't hold it in anymore and just started balling. I hated this crying like this looking so weak and frail but at the same time it felt so good.
The doctor came and sat next to me and put her arms around her i just cries on her shoulder. "Calm down everything is going to be alright, shuuu, there, there. Your friend just came out of surgery and is still asleep. You two are really lucky you know it's not every day that you survive being shot in the head and for you to wake up only hours after surgery. It's really amazing hehe!" I just nodded not being able to talk. "Your parents are here to see you." What?! My mind was just racing now just hear that one word my 'parents' they were really here but how I didn't give anyone there names or anything so how could they possibly know that I'm here. Why would they be here? I thought they hated me so why?
"B-but...H-how. I-I-I didn't tell anyone anything. So how could they possibly? I-I'm..." Everything else that came out of my mouth sounded like Gibberish. My doctor just laughed at this seeing how i had all this energy. According to what my parents told her about me.
"Your friend told the paramedics before he passed out. He must really care for you to use the last bit of his strength for you. I'll call them in then. Nurse! You can bring them in now!"
As I waited for the nurse with my parents I just sat there looking at my hands messing with my nails. I did this whenever I get nervous. The doctor was looking over some papers while waiting. As each moment passed I grew more and more nervous with numerous questions going through my head that I started getting dizzy. As I heard foot steps approaching the door my hear felt as if it was going to burst wide open. As the door open I closed my eyes as tight as I could afraid of what though even now i cant answer that. I felt someone sit beside me on the bed and their soft had on my shoulder.
"Amilia." My eyes shoot wide open as I hear my Moms soft voice but still not looking at them. This is actually happening.
"Ami..." It was my Dad. I still didn't look up I didn't need too I could tell it was them just by their voices.
"Mommy...Daddy" you can barely hear me say. "I'm...I'M SO SORRY!" I merely screamed and started crying again.
"What for?" That one really surprised me not just the question but who it came from someone who I didn't expect to come to see me my older brother, Tristan.
"What for?" I repeated. "You know what for! All of this happened because of me you guys my even be in danger now too if they find out were still alive!" Everyone just starts laughing and that's what finally got me to look up and i say that everyone was there. Even my closest friends I didn't notice till now exactly how many people walked into the room.
"Wha-what's so funny?!" Now i was getting mad they way I used to before all of this happened, my embarrassment mad.
"hehe! You, Lia." My best friend Jolie said. I just had this 'what the heck are you talking about' look on my face. "HUH?"
"It took you so long to notice everyone, Sister." That's my little goofy sister, Melody, there for you. I glared at everyone and they just started laughing again.
"Since when do they allow this many people in to visit one person?" everyone just kept laughing at me. "Hmph" then I realized..."Hay wait! Doctor you still haven't answered my question. How is Damian doing? Please i have to know." Everything went silent and apparently I was the only one who didn't know. A heavy sigh came from the doctor which just made it worse...
"He's in a 'coma'. I'm sorry there's nothing we can do just to wait and see what happens but if he is as half as strong willed as you are he should be just fine." She smiled one of those fake smiles I hated them more than this damn rain.
"How are his parents holding up and can I go see him?"
"They seem fine and sure."
I smiled the first in a really long time "Thank you doctor."
She showed me to his room it was just right across from mine so it wasn't to far of a walk and everyone helped me walk as well even though I didn't need it but I didn't mind it was nice to see everyone again and to see how i was wrong about what they thought about me they all really do care about me and that made me so happy that i wanted to cry. When we got the door I tore away from everyone and opened the door myself as I did I say Damian's family by his bead side his girlfriend as well. His mother was the first to notice me. Her eyes widened and I braced myself for the worst...
"Amilia, I am so glad to see you okay!" I was stunned as she pulled me into a big bear hug and it kind of hurt.
"You-your not mad at me? I asked confused by her reaction.
"Why would we? It's not your fault and you should stop blaming your self. Your a sweet girl but don't blame yourself for things that aren't your fault." Damian's father said.
"But-"
"Well I on the other hand I think she should. For all I care you can and go jump off a cliff." Lora, Damian's girlfriend said to me. She never liked me I have no clue why though.
"SHUT UP!" Lulu which I like calling her but her real name is Lucile, Damian's younger sister yelled which was rare she hardly speaks really. "It's not her fault and you know it! You're just a coward who wants to blame others for your own problems. Honestly I don't know what my brother saw in you. While you sat at home watching TV Amilia went to stop my brother from going down the wrong path. What the heck are you even doing here, you don't care what happens t him so why don't you just leave and never come back!" She was pissed and I don't blame her after all she did to Damian none of us stopped Lulu from speaking since none of us wanted to say it.
"Hehe" she did the 'Wicked Witch of the West' laugh man that always creped me out how did he put up with it? "I'd love to see you try to keep me away pipsqueak. So how 'bout it?" Bad move on her part. Lulu only a year younger than us, she's 15 were 16, but man that girl can pack a punch and had a bad temper on top of that.
"Pipsqueak? PIPSQUEAK?! Why I'm go-"
"Lucile! That's enough. Lora you should leave your causing trouble and we are in a hospital and the bad vibes aren't good for Damian's recovery." His father said. His a really nice guy but man is he scary looking. If you didn't know him like us you'd run as fast as you can from him and that's exactly what Lora did haha server her right!
"Thank you guys." I sincerely say for their kindness.
"No prob babe that's what we're here for we're like family!" Lulu once she has those anger attacks of hers she gets all hyper.
Then we hear a loud nock at the door. "Excuse me but is Miss. Amilia Jolie Rosenberg in here?" I male voice asks from behind the door.
"Y-yes I'm here please come in."
Two strange semi muscular men come in. There wearing all black and have black brief cases too. One is a bit taller that the other and had black hair and the other had much darker skin than the other and brown hair they wore sunglasses so you couldn't see their eyes, sunglasses on a rainy day and indoors cliché much. They pull out their badges and the darker one stated "Miss. Amilia were from the FBI. I'm sure you know why were here."
"Yes…So they know I'm still alive huh." It was more like a statement than a question.
"I'm sorry to inform you but yes, yes they do." The browed haired guy said.
"Do they know Damian is too or do they think he's dead?"
"No, it must be because he was shot square in the head. Mhmm yeah that must be it." The brown hair guy is starting to talk to himself. What a weirdo. "Now moving onto more pressing matters. I'm sorry but it's just not safe for you to stay in the United States. So were going to send you to Toyo Japan. Now if you wou-" I cut in before he finished.
"Wait what! Why the heck do I have to go to Japan of all places I don't even know Japanese so WHY!?" I wined I was really starting to get annoyed.
"Well it is one of the few places we haven't used for these programs so we thought we might use you as our first. As for the not speaking Japanese part we have professionals to teach you and you'll be leaving at the end of the month. End of discussion." The dark skin mad demanded. I just moped. "You'll also be attending school there to not raise suspicions. You'll also be living on your own in a special apartment complex were they know of your condition so all li-"
"Just wait a minute there's no way I'm letting my daughter go all the way to Japan on her own. I will not stand for this!"
"Daddy! Don't worry I'll be fine I'm not a baby ya know. I can take care of myself and hay it can be a good learning experience for me to learn stuff about another culture and get a job and all you know get me ready for the real world which I got a pretty good hang of after all I've been through."
"NO! We just got our big sister back we don't want you to leave us again!" My little brother Deven, yelled.
"It's this or waiting to get killed here besides we have the end of the month to spend as much time together as possible with one another when I'm not busy with those Japanese classes of mine, okay?"
"…okay..."
"Well then it looks like everything's settled. Okay it looks like I have no choice but to listen to you gus and go to Japan."
"Good decision." They said together. I bet they practiced that weirdo's.
I really don't care if I die or nor but after seeing everyone worry over me so much I guess I can stick it out a little longer and in hopes of seeing Damian awake again as well.