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I am so sorry for the wait, I've just been super busy with school and stuff recently, I am only seventeen, haha. But I'm going to try and post at least once a week now, maybe even more frequent depending on how busy I am. I hope you guys enjoy this chapter, it was really fun to write! Also in regards to my other story 'Forbidden Heart' it will be up in a few weeks time, definitely before April. I've made a few minor changes and swapped a few things about and improved with the style of writing and things like that so I hope you like it. Can't wait to finally get it up for you guys :)

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Chapter 8

Bellas POV

Over a week had passed and I finally felt like I belonged here, like I'd earned my place among my friends.

We became fast friends with Jessica and Angela and it wasn't long before they became permanent fixtures when it came to Alice and I. Between us there were a mixture of traits, Alice the optimistic, bubbly one, Jessica the smart, reliable one, Angela the hopeless romantic and me, the sarcastic, quiet one.

We sat in our usual spot in the canteen, the topic of debate being boys, this seemed to be a recurring theme so far.

"He's sweet but I don't know. I know its only been about two weeks, but he hasn't even asked me out yet!"

Alice had been trying her hardest with Jasper, but suprisingly he didn't seem to be all that into it. Either he was blind or he had other girls on the go. I was betting on the latter.

There was something about Jasper, that made me feel uncomfortable, not in a weird, pervy way, more of he tends to stare a whole lot too much way.

"Maybe its got something to do with him being best friends with Edward, who last time I checked was your brother."

Her face lit up as it all started to fall into place.

"You're right Ang! I can't believe I didn't think of that before, I guess I'll be seeing him tonight anyway, I'll let him know he has nothing to worry about."

"He doesn't?" Jessicas voice was full of doubt, and I understood her need to question it.

When you had brothers like Emmett and Edward, I wouldn't think guys got within 5 metres of you, they were intimidating to say the least. But I couldn't seem to brush off the feeling I had with Jasper. He couldn't be all sunshine and rainbows when he had a bestfriend like Edward.

I decided it was time for me to speak up, Alice would value my take on this, she had already stated that in the little time we've known eachother I was the only friend she'd had that looked out for her. I found it sweet but sad at the same time that Alice never thought she had real friends.

"Alice are you sure your brothers won't mind you dating their close friend? He could be a major slut who fucks every other girl, they're not gonna want you with someone like that?"

Shit. I realised half way through my sentence that I'd said the wrong thing as dread took over Alices face. I wasn't good with the whole friendship advice thing, clearly.

"No, wait I didn't mean it like that. You know how guys are Alice, your brothers are gonna be extra cautious because they know what Jaspers like. Right? Plus, like you said its only been a little over two weeks, find out what he's like first."

Her face displayed signs of ease and I thanked my lucky stars that Alice was so open with her emotions.

"You're right Bella. I don't know a whole lot about him just yet, I guess tonights my chance to find out more."

I groaned inwardly at the thought of going to yet another party tonight, my track record wasn't so great when it came to those. Plus I wasn't looking forward to seeing a certain someone.

I'd gone a whole week without seeing him since our last meeting and I wasn't jumping at the thought of seeing him again. He'd be his cocky, arrogant, (hot) self and I'd have to act like I could stand him because to everyone else he was just Alices older brother. He wasn't the guy who forced a kiss upon you in front of tens of people.

"What are you wearing tonight? You have to look smokin' hot. Not that you always don't."

Alice blushed a bright pink at Jessicas compliment, she was beautiul but obviously not used to being showered with compliments.

"I have no idea! Bella you have to help me later, but don't worry about yourself, I know exactly what you're wearing, I already have an outift ready in my mind."

Her face was full of mischief as she looked me over as if to second check she chose the right outfit. I gave her a small smile, assuring her I trusted her opinion, even though inside I was dreading it.

'Alice this looks like a little too much for a college party."

I stared back at the mirror, finding it hard to recognize myself. For once I felt good.

She had put me in a high-waisted black bodycon skirt that fell mid thigh, and a navy blue crop top, the arms were long so they added abit of modesty to this daring outift, plus because of how high the skirt was you couldn't see much of my stomach, maybe an inch at most.

"Oh no that just won't do."

I tried turning back to face Alice to see what had caught her attention, but she whacked my arm forcing me to carry on staring into the mirror. I felt her hands skim my bra and realised why she was in a panic. The crop top dipped low in the back and so it was obviously on show.

"Any chance you have a strapless bra?"

Her voice was full of hope and I almost said yeah to just make her happy but realised that would just prolong this.

"Erm no."

I watched her reflection in the mirror as she tried to pull the crop top up and my bra down.

She let out an exasperated sigh and fell back onto the bed.

"Its no use, we're gonna have to change your whole outfit."

"Is that really neccessary?"

I tried to hide the disappointment out of my voice, I liked the outfit and how it made me feel.

"Well unless you wanna walk around without a bra on."

Before I could protest Alice was standing up and checking out my chest.

"You know, that might not be such a bad idea, at least you wouldn't have to change, plus you look so hot in that outfit, it'd be a shame for it to go to waste."

"I already have half of my legs showing and my back and now you want me to go bra-less?!"

"Live a little Bella, there'll be girls at the party who will make you look like a nun in comparison to what they have on. Now take off your bra."

Live a little?

New Bella told me to risk it, while old Bella told me it wasn't worth it, I considered listening to old Bella but realised I came to college as the new Bella and so the bra was coming off.

"Ok I'll do it."

"You will!? Omg Bella you're going to look so hot, I'm literally gonna have to fight the guys off of you tonight."

I had a feeling it'd be the other way around but I let Alice think that as she walked into the bathroom, letting me change in peace.

Once I put the crop top back on without a bra I felt kind of, liberated. Like I had a secret that no-one knew. My breasts were still perky and they sat on my chest without sagging so I was lucky in the sense that most people wouldn't be able to notice I wasn't wearing a bra. The dark colour also helped with hiding any protruding nipple.

Alice walked back out the bathroom and I watched her put the last touches on her outfit. She wore cream shorts that accentuated her long legs and a red sweater, simple yet she looked phenomenal. We had both opted for comfy shoes, me with my black converse and Alice with brown boots.

Her eyes landed on me, scanning from head to toe. She walked closer and pushed my hair to one side of my shoulder.

"Perfect Bella. Now come on let's go, we're beyond fashionably late."

"Can you see him anywhere?"

"Who?"

Did Alice know I was searching through the drunk crowds for Edward? Was I making it that obvious?"

"Jasper, silly, who else?! I can't see him anywhere."

"Ooh yeah, come on let's go search for him."

I told myself the reason I wanted to find Jasper wasn't because Edward wouldn't be far off, no. I wanted to find Jasper so that Alice could speak to him. Mhmm.

Alice grabbed my hand and dragged me through sweaty bodies, but we parted when I felt hands at my back pull me against a raging hard on.

Was it Edward? My heart sped up at the thought of him, I wanted to scream at myself for acting this way but I couldn't help it.

I turned to find a skinny kid who looked like he belonged in a chess club, from his breath I could tell he was drunk.

"God you look like sex on fucking legs. Come dance with me."

Oh what a little alcohol could do to you. I knew this guy wouldn't have normally said things like this, he looked way too timid and nerdy, so I let it slide. He's probably never even been to third base. I brushed off his wandering hands and walked a little further out of the crowd when I felt yet another pair of hands at my back.

I whirled on whoever it was ready to teach him some manners, but my mind went blank when I came into contact with those beautiful golden eyes.

"Take your hands off me."

Regardless of him being the hottest guy I'd ever layed eyes on, he was still an ass.

He ignored what I said and ran his hands down my body, stopping at the edge of my skirt. He began to trace circles on my thigh, edging higher and higher, I knew he'd be under my skirt within seconds but I didn't care. I was entranced.

"If you're gonna' dress like this and come to a party you better expect hands to be all over you."

I knew he was being an ass, but for some reason I didn't care, I couldn't say anything, I just wanted him to keep touching me. I moved closer to him, pushing my chest onto his, rubbing slowly to try and ease the ache in my boobs. I was like a bitch in heat.

"My my, I think I underestimated you. No bra huh?"

His hand creeped towards the inside of my thigh, making its way towards my centre. When he ran a finger over my slit I felt my body shake. I moaned against him, urging him to carry on.

"God you're so fucking wet. There's me thinking you didn't want me. Say it and I'll make you come within minutes Bella. Say it."

He wanted me to say I wanted him? Really? I couldn't get my mouth to form any kind of word, my mind was in a haze.

He slipped a finger into me, then pulled back out, before entering me again, he kept this up for a while before using two fingers instead.

"Say it Bella."

I was close, I was so close. If he carried on like this I could definitely just get off without having to say anything.

He stilled, waiting for my words.

Noooo. Damn it.

I used one hand to hold onto his shoulder and used the other to grab onto his hand. I pushed his fingers into me, gyrating on him with full force.

If he wasn't going to finish off the job, I'd do it myself. I looked down the whole time not wanting to see his facial reaction. I probably looked like some crazed sex freak right now, demanding my orgasm from him.

It was hard to hold myself up and try and keep the rhythm going at the same time, I felt myself tear up because of the anger building inside of me.

I fucking needed this and he was going to give it to me.

"Please Edward, I-I need you. I want you."

I looked him right in the eye as I said it, I watched them widen and then narrow as if to focus on the job in hand.

His fingers built up the pace once again and I let my head fall onto his shoulder as I readied myself for my first orgasm by hand.

Well first orgasm done by anyone but myself.

Suddenly his hands had left me and he was retreating backwards into the ignorant crowd.

What the fuck was he doing?

His mouth had curled up into a sly smile and he's eyes had become their cheeky selves.

"ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?"

He ignored my shouts and disappeared. The bastard had left me just before I would have came.

I felt uneasy as I realised everything had become super sensitive, my boobs were aching, my lips were tingling, and no not the ones on my face, but most of all I felt extremely horny right now.

I walked out of the crowd ready to find Alice to tell her I was going home, there's no way I could stay here now, I was on edge. Every body that rubbed against me made me ache just a little more. I couldn't do this.

"Watch it bitch."

I turned to see a two girls standing with open mouths. I think it was something to do with one of the girls being covered in drink. To be honest it made her outfit look a step up.

"At least you look a little better now."

Her eyes were smudged with eye liner and her blonde hair had become a birds nest ontop of her head.

"What did you just say?"

She had clearly had too much to drink as her words slurred a little.

"You heard me, maybe I should throw some onto your hair and face aswell? Might make it look a little better too?"

Her face became flushed and her fists balled at the side of her. I didn't care, I was ready for this, I fucking needed this to help with the edge right now.

I let her throw the first punch knowing that if things got out of hand I could say it was self defence, even though I knew I was antagonizing this bitch.

I grabbed ahold of her and brought her head down onto my knee. It was proving difficult to fight in such a tight skirt but I was making it work. I heard someone shout catfight and felt space being made around us.

Wow how considerate.

She scratched at my arms trying to get herself free but my hold was tight.

"You fucking bitch, I'm gonna kill you!" She screeched.

Yeah, clearly.

She used her only advantage, which was her height and pushed me down till I was underneath her on the floor. I yanked back her hair till she let out a little scream and used my knees to roll us around so that I was on top instead. I slapped her hard not even knowing where it landed and pulled at her dress. I heard a rip and watched as her boobs spilled out.

I could hear guys around us whistling and egging us on, but they all quietened for some reason, were the police here?

Arms grabbed at my waist, pulling me off her. I fought back against them. I wasn't fucking finished. Why wouldn't anyone let me finish anything tonight?!

My anger boiled over as I heard his voice at my ears.

"That's enough Bella."

His voice was stern, and I could tell he was being very serious but I didn't care. I turned in his arms ready to beat the shit out of him too.

"You, get your fucking hands off me!"

I was crazy, I knew I probably looked like a freak to everyone right now but I didn't care.

I could hear Rosalie and Alice to my side, Rose was telling everyone to fuckoff and trying to comfort me at the same time, but it was no use.

My anger was on fire, and it wasn't ready to stop.

"This is all your fault, you fucking dickhead!"

I jabbed at him trying to hit him somehow but his arms tightened around me, pulling me close so that I couldn't move.

"Hey shh, babe its ok, just stop, calm down."

I didn't want his fucking words of endearment right now, I wanted to rip his head off. If he hadn't left me post orgasm I would've been fine and I wouldn't have wanted to fight with anyone.

His hands ran up and down my body once again and he started circling circles on my back this time. It was like a switch. As soon as I felt his hands on my body all I could think about was ripping his clothes off.

I let myself go limp in his arms as he dragged me away from the shocked crowd and out into the cool air.

"Where are you taking me?"

"To my place."

"What? No. Why?"

"To finish off what I started obviously."

I looked into his eyes trying to see if he was joking but they were emotionless. No, not emotionless. I could see a fire burning inside them, maybe I wasn't the only one affected?

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