Hey guys :) This is it the last part is up!
As always I want to thank Carrie for being an awesome beta and friend to me 3
I still own nothing. Enjoy!
Part III:
After the party has died down, Puck went to his room. He was still trying to cool off after Sam told him about the Finn incident, he wondered how upset Rachel would be and what he really told her, one day this guy will meet his fist I had been patient enough…
He knew Rachel was already there, Sam confirmed it to him, but the view he got was breathtaking and still unreal to him. She was laying in his bed, wearing one of his shirt, her hair on his pillow, like she belonged there, well she did. He sat at the end of the bed, watching her chest rise and fall, he looked like a creepy stalker but he couldn't care less, the girl he loved was in his room, in his bed and hopefully he was in her heart. Well if she let him in...
Feeling the urge to write he grabbed his guitar and a notepad, pulling down on paper his thoughts.
Rachel woke up slowly, even if she knew she didn't sleep for long, she felt rested, serene in his bed. She turned her head at the sound of cords being played and papers being crumpled. She had to be dreaming again. Noah was sitting crossed legs at the end of the bed, guitar on his lap, a notepad in front of him and a pencil behind his ear. His eyes were closed and his eyebrows were furrowed in concentration as he was trying to sort out sounds out of his guitar.
It was a sight similar to the video she liked to watch, the one she dreamt about every night, the one she wished she was part of. She was witnessing it firsthand now. He didn't seem to have noticed that she was awake and watching him at all.
"Play it for me?" she asked softly her arms around her knees, her chin on top of them. Puck jumped almost dropping his guitar in the process. She giggled at his reaction, he rubbed his hand behind his neck,
"I-I'm not sure it's quite ready,"
"I don't care Noah, I want to hear what you got so far," she smiled at him genuinely.
Seeing the real interest in her eyes, he complied. Too nervous to look at her at first, he focused on the chords he played before adding his voice,
Much as you blame yourself, you can't be blamed for the way you feel
Had no example of a love, that was even remotely real
How can you understand something that you never had
If you let me, I can help you out with all of that
After the first notes, Rachel had already tears in her eyes, the fact that she was living this, now, with him made her emotional. It wasn't just that, the intensity of the melody and his voice was beautiful too.
Puck wanted to make sure she got the meaning of the lyrics so when he hit the chorus, he locked eyes with her,
Let me love you
And I will love you
Until you learn to love yourself.
Let me love you
I know your trouble
Don't be afraid, oh, I can help
Let me love you
And I will love you
Until you learn to love yourself.
Let me love you
A heart of numbness
Gets brought to life
I'll take you there
She smiled softly at him, he was telling her everything through this song, she knew speeches weren't his thing but he got a way with words, he was truly amazing.
I can see the pain behind your eyes
It's been there for quite awhile
I just wanna be the one to remind you what it is to smile
I would like to show you what true love can really do
Let me love you
And I will love you
Until you learn to love yourself.
Let me love you
I know your trouble
Don't be afraid, oh, I can help
Let me love you
And I will love you
Until you learn to love yourself.
Let me love you
A heart of numbness
Is brought to life
I'll take you there
They stared at each other for a while not saying anything, letting the words sank in. He put his guitar against the wall and took her hands in his,
"Rae I-I hope you got all I was saying in the song, I'm not good when it comes to feelings and stuff so..." he looked down suddenly insecure of what she would think.
Even though she was with him right now, he might have pulled her too far too soon...
She put her hand on his cheek, he leaned into her touch,
"It was beautiful Noah, you got a way with words" she shook her head smiling at her lack of words to express herself,
"What I heard, it's what I dreamed about for years from you, especially when Finn was pulling away from m-me. I never thought of you as a rebound, you opened my eyes about what the kind of life I could have and I wanted you to give it to me, I realized what was missing in my life all this time."
She poured her heart to him because after all he just did the same. He nodded understanding where she was coming from,
"I know babe, I saw it but I wasn't ready for that, for you. I am now, you made me want and see things I never thought I would want or need ever and I want them now, with you."
Rachel looked away a little insecure, he looked at her and frowned,
"What's wrong?"
"I don't know it's silly really,"
"Tell me"
"I-I just feel shy suddenly", she blushed and bit her bottom lip,
"Don't, it's me babe."
He caressed her cheek and brushed his lips with hers, she kissed him back pushing him toward her with her hands behind his neck. He fall above her, his weight on his elbows to not crush her.
"It's you and me here babe, just the two of us," he whispered hotly in her ear. His kisses became more urgent, he trailed some open mouthed kisses on her neck,
"Rae damn you're so soft,"
"Noah" she whimpered, he was driving her insane, she felt like she would combust.
He dropped his head in the crook of her shoulder mumbling,
"Maybe we shouldn't" before pulling away.
She couldn't prevent it, a tear made its way down her cheek at his rejection.
"No don't cry Rae" kissing her tears away,
"Why?" she whispered,
"I-I just don't want to rush things, I respect you too much for that, you deserve the best Rae and it's not that,"
"But Noah I was right there with you, I wanted you to,"
he passed his hand over his short hair,
"God I'm horrible person, I didn't even take you on a date yet and I-" he shook his head disgusted with himself,
"Noah!" she said louder, he snapped his eyes to hers,
"Did you no hear what I just say," she said softly,
"For me tonight was like a date and time doesn't definite a relationship, it's us,"
with less confidence she added,
"So will you come back and hold me close again now please?"
Puck looks at her in awe, groaned at the bed eyes she was giving him and jumped on her. His mouth once again attached to her neck she hold him tight giggling at his silliness. The giggling stopped as soon as his hand started rubbing her sides under her shirt, feeling his long warm hands on her was amazing.
"Noah" she breathed he took her breast in his hand, massaging it still attacking her neck she was panting now he felt so good. Her hands travelled under his shirt too. She could feel the muscles tense under her touch. She delicately scraped her fingers nails down Puck's sides and watched as his abs constricted at the tickling. He squeezed his eyes shut even harder as she did so. His hand left breast to rest on her stomach sending chills up her spine.
"Babe I'm gonna make you feel good"
He took her mouth with his, parting it slowly with his tongue to taste her. She opened her legs further and squeezed his ass, grinding against him. He escaped a growl,
"Fuck Rae that feels good."
When they started undressing each other, neither of them complained nor stop the other.
Later as they laid in each other arms, Rachel's head on Noah's chest tracing patterns on his chest, he took the courage to ask her one last question,
"So would you let me?"
Rachel looked up at him and smiled softly,
"Yes Noah I'm ready now."
A/N : I was some good news the other story I've been working one is almost wrapped up so I'll be able to post the first part very soon :))