Disappointment!

Hello everyone! I hope you are all ready for a new chapter. I wasn't goin to write one but seein how I can't watch Once Upon a Time today you will get it. I have a new home its just not out here yet. Sad I know but hoping this week it will come. If it don't then I will go crazy. Well on to the new chapter.

Sesshomaru returned and then handed me a bag. I looked at it and then opened it. I looked back up at him. "Do you really think?" I asked him. Sesshomaru nodded and then lifted me up. I went to the bathroom and then took the test. I set a timer on my watch and kept my eyes close.

If I was pregnant then everyone would be happy. I was a little scared but then I remember the paper I signed saying I had to try to give Sesshomaru a baby or more. I took a deep breath as the timer went off. I turned it off and then looked at the test. I frowned and then left the room. Sesshomaru had been outside waiting for me.

I shook my head and showed him the test. He kissed my head and smiled. "Don't worry we'll keep trying." He said to me. I sighed and looked up at him. "We've been trying for almost a year. What if there is something wrong with me? What if I can't give you a baby Sesshomaru?" I asked him. He ran a hand through my hair and smiled at me and then kissed me. "If you can't have a baby then that's fine. An if you really want one then we can adopt one." He said to me. I nodded my head and then rested it on his chest.

We went and got the girls up for supper. Kaori was trying to get away with not eating and Saori kept telling on her. I sighed as my two girls were once again fighting about good foods. Sesshomaru settled it quickly. I tried to eat but I couldn't. I was still upset with not being pregnant. I ate half of my food and then Sesshomaru sent me to bed. I told the girls goodnight and then left the room.

That night I had nightmares about losing my first baby. I woke up in a cold sweat and Sesshomaru was awake and holding me. "Rin what is it?" He asked. I shook my head. "It was just a bad dream. I'm fine now." I said and then laid down on his chest. Sesshomaru ran his hand up and down my back trying to help me relax. "Is it about not being pregnant?" he asked me. I nodded and he kissed my head. An before I knew it I was out like a light.

Tomorrow was our anniversary. I was so excited. One year. I can't believe it. What made me happier is that I wasn't sick anymore. That really made Sesshomaru happy. I was in the mall looking for a gift for Sesshomaru when I ran into Inuyasha and Kagome. I smiled at the both of them and Kagome hugged me. "So how do you feel?" She asked me. I shrugged my shoulders and smiled.

"Wait a second. What do you mean feel better? What did I miss?" Inuyasha asked me. "I was a little sick for a couple days. But I am much better now." I said to him. Inuyasha scowled at me and the huffed. Kagome and I both giggled and she patted his arm. "So what are you two up too?" I asked them. "We are buying gifts for everyone." Inuyasha answered. I nodded. "Let me guess your done with gift shopping already?" Kagome asked. I nodded and smiled. "You probably went on a craft spree again." She said with a laugh. "So what if I did. I like making things and seeing how I am getting fat from being lazy I have to do something." I said to them.

Inuyasha chuckled and then Kagome looked at me with wide eyes. "Hey Inuyasha, Rin and I are gonna have a girl moment. Meet us in the food court?" She said. Inuyasha nodded and then drugged me with her. "Where are we going?" Kagome stopped in front of the drug store and then went in and came back five minutes later.

"Kagome what in the heck?" I asked her. She smiled and then dragged me to the bathroom. I pouted and then she showed me the test. "Kagome, I..." I looked down. "I've already token a test. It was negative." I said to her. Kagome sighed and then pulled me to her. "Humor me?" She asked me. I sighed and then went in the stall. I did my thing and set the timer like I did the last time.

I sighed and then left the stall and handed it to Kagome. She smiled and waited for the timer to go off. The whole time each of us refused to look at the test. Kagome said she didn't want to be the first to know. I was having a mental war with myself. The whole time I just want to cry. Kagome can be a real mean jerk sometimes.

Finally my watch went off. I turned the timer off and then took the test from Kagome. I wasn't really looking because I didn't want to get my hopes up. I was about to hand it to her and then stopped. "Wait a second." I said Kagome looked over my shoulder and then looked at me. "Rin your..." I smiled and then hugged Kagome.

"What was the hug for?" She asked me. I smiled and then waved the test. "I have the perfect gift for Sesshomaru now." I said and then I left the bathroom. Before I went three feet I turned around and went back in the bathroom. "Oh Kagome don't tell anyone. I want Sesshomaru to know. Ok?" I said to her. She smiled and then nodded. I once again smiled back and ran out the door.

I made my way to my car and then headed home. I stopped at a drug store an looked at the baby stuff. I grabbed a baby bottle and then left. I smiled as I walked inside and then ran straight to the craft room. Sesshomaru had it made for when I do things with the girls. I got the tissue paper out and looked through the colors. I got some blue and pink out and smile. I wrapped the test up in the paper and then slipped it into the bottle. I got a little card and thought for a moment about what it should say and then I drew a box and wrote the word Boy next to it and then drew another with the word Girl next to it.

I smiled and then hid the bottle in my makeup table. I smiled more when I heard the door open and ran to see my two girls and a very soaked husband. I looked out the window and was amazed at the down pour. "Come on you two lets get dry clothes on and then we can get a snack. I said and then lead them upstairs. They told me they could do it themselves and so I left.

I went to our room and saw Sesshomaru standing in the bathroom. I smiled and looked at his wet clothes. "Don't tell me that you need help changing too." I said to him with a smile on my face. Sesshomaru smiled and shook his head. "No but if you want to help then be my guest." He said in my ear. I blushed and looked away. "I know the girls will no doubt interrupt us." He said with a smile. "Maybe after they go to bed." He said as I was leaving. I smiled and then left to go check on the girls.

They came down in dry pajamas and was ready for a snack. "Mommy can we ask you something?" Kaori asked. I nodded as I grabbed fruit snacks out of the cabinet. "Well Saori and I were wondering when we were going to get a baby brother or sister." Kaori said. I smiled at them both. "Well that is something that goes with time. You just have to wait just like Daddy and I." I said to them both. Sesshomaru came in and stole some of their snacks. They both giggled and then continued on.

We laughed and the girls asked when they could make cookies. I was just about to grab the recipe book to start on the goodies. I don't care if we always have a cook in the house. I loved doing things like baking and making things with the girls. Sesshomaru decided to stay and watch. An by watch he means take pictures of the event. I was really enjoying my time with them. Sesshomaru decided he was the taste tester for all the cookies and pies we made. Finally it was time to make dinner.

They girls asked for something simple. So I decided to make spaghetti. They always loved when I made it for them. I got some of the bagged tomato's I had stored out of the fridge and got all the spices and meat and pasta. The girls got the pot with help from Sesshomaru and the strainer. I got the girls to wash their hands and then we started on supper. The girls put the hamburger in the pot and then together we added the spices. Sesshomaru apparently was still on picture duty.

Finally the seasoning part was done. I got the other pot and started to boil the pasta. After that was done the girls and I got working on the sauce. The girls didn't like chunky tomato's so we mixed them to make a creamy texture. The girls were so excited. I drained the meat of the grease and then I drained the noddles and then mixed it all together.

Sesshomaru got the plates and the girls got the forks and napkins and I dished the food out. I buttered some bread and then gave it to them. They smiled and thanked me for dinner. I smiled at them and went on eating my supper. After that Sesshomaru took the dishes and loaded them in the washer. I put the left overs in the fridge and we headed to go watch some movies.

Half way through the second movie the girls were out like a light. We finished the movie and carried them to bed. We kissed their heads and left the room. Sesshomaru carried me to our room and then laid me on the bed. I smiled up at him and he smiled down at me. "I love you Sesshomaru." I said to him. He smiled more and then crushed me to the bed. "I love you, too Rin." He said and kissed me deeply.

That night we went to bed with out having sex. Which I enjoyed those nights. I enjoyed the sex but I was glad to know that Sesshomaru wanted more then just sex. I snuggled closer to him and I smiled as I felt safe in his arms. The only arms that ever showed me true love. I had my head rested on his shoulder and that was when I finally feel asleep.

I woke up the next day to a note. I frowned at it and noticed that Sesshomaru wasn't in bed and that is bag was gone. "Probably at the office." I said to myself and opened the note to read what my husband had to say about him not waking up with me.

Dear Rin,

I am sorry that I could not wake up with you this morning. I received a text from that ignorant brother of mine and we had just discovered that someone was stealing from the company. I am so sorry. I promise to call you later and give you updates. I do hope you will forgive me.

Sincerely Yours,

Sesshomaru

P.S. Happy anniversary! Your gift is in the bathroom.

I shot out of bed and went to the bathroom and saw that he had gotten me a jewelry case filled with rings, necklaces and bracelets. I smiled as I went through it all. "I am so spoiled." I said and then got dressed. I grabbed the bottle from the drawer and then put it in my purse. I then went upstairs and got the girls ready and dressed. We had our breakfast and we enjoyed the meal.

I got them loaded in the car and we stopped and got Sesshomaru some lunch before we went to go see him. On our way to the office I notice a little store and looked at the time. I pulled in and we all went in. It was a little t-shirt store that made things and stuff. I smiled as I seen two identical shirts and one said Big Sis and the other said Little Sis. Then I smiled bigger and went to clerk.

"Excuse me." I said to her. She came over and smiled. "What can I help you with Ma'am?" She said to me. "Well I was wondering how long it would take to make two shirts one that says Big Sis and another that says Soon to be Big Sis?" I asked her. She went to her computer and typed in what I said and then ran the scan. "It will take about fifteen minutes total." She said to me. I smiled and grabbed my check book. "How much?" I asked her. She put in the shirt sizes and the other information and told me thirty. I wrote her a check and then waited for the shirts. After fifteen minute she called me over and gave me the shirts.

"We have a changing room over there." She pointed it out and I smiled my thanks and took the girls to the room and changed their shirts. They read what they said and smiled at me. I smiled back and took them to the car. Then we made our way to the office. I grabbed the sandwiches and the girls. We went to the floor and then to the office door. Saori knocked and waited. Inuyasha opened the door and let us in. I gave both him and InuTashio their lunch and then told the girls to give their daddy his and the bottle.

Sesshomaru took the objects and then picked up the girls and put them on his lap. He asked Saori to open his lunch while he looked at the bottle. He raised and eyebrow and opened it up and pulled out the tissue paper and the tag. He read the tag and then opened the tissue paper. There he found the positive test. I smiled and then Kaori showed him their new shirts.

InuTashio gave me a kiss on the cheek and told me he couldn't wait to tell Izayoi about the new baby. Inuyasha gave me a hug and told me good job. Sesshomaru was still in shocked and InuTashio took the girls with him and drug Inuyasha out of the office. "So we are really going to have a baby?" He asked me. I nodded and then walked over to him.

He stood up and kissed me and then he got on his knees and kissed my stomach. "I am going to make a doctors appointment for you right now." He said as he reached for his phone. I put the phone down and wrapped myself around him. "I already did all that. All you have to worry about is making sure we have all the things we need for the baby." I said to him. He smiled and kissed me. "Oh and pray that its not going to be twins. I think one set is enough for this family." I said to him with a smiled.

Sesshomaru smiled and kept kissing me. When it was time for us to leave the whole company knew that Sesshomaru was indeed expecting his third child from his wife. No one ever told me that those two girls weren't mine. When the girls spoke about their mother everyone knew they meant me. Some were worried that I was after the money and when Inuyasha told them that when I went shopping half the stuff I bought was for the girls and nothing for myself.

Everyone told me congratulations and such about the new baby. Izayoi received a call about it from her husband and we were informed that we were to go to dinner at the main home tonight. Sesshomaru left the office early telling Inuyasha to take his car. Sesshomaru took my keys and drove us home. I smiled as we talked about the baby and nothing else. This is how it should have been with my first baby. But better late then never.

Well? Good, bad ready to kill me? :) Until next time! Wow that line had me thinking about Dragon Tales. Mm...time to go listen to the theme song! Enjoy! Review if you wish.