A voice, I heard a voice behind me. And it was Kyo. I turned around and immediately hugged him, burying me head into his chest. He wrapped his arms around me and I took a deep breath.
"Tohru, it is okay. It will all be okay I promise." I felt his muscles tense and new he was trying to comfort me. Knew he was trying his best to keep me calm. To be honest, I was happy that I had Kyo to comfort me.
"I know. I just need to breath." I was talking in between my sobs. My silent sobs. "I just, I can not believe him. He is so frustrating. After all of that pain I went through he just-ugh I hate him." Then I felt him carry me to a couch and we sat down.
"I know, he is stupid and you never deserved a guy like that. Trust me it will all be okay. Everything will be okay."
"I just do not understand Kyo. What happened?" I over heard them talking in the room next to mine. Kyo and Shigure were probably talking about that's night's events. It is funny. Now that I live with Kyo and Shigure and Kyo's other cousin Yuki we have all grown a little closer together.
"I know Shigure. She just, she went through so much. She wont even tell me what exactly happened." Then, that event was clear as day in my head. The fight. His aggravation. My feelings. In all honestly, it was worth it. The tears, it will all be worth it in the end. But, I may go through a lot of pain.
I felt a sigh escape my lip as Kyo knocked on the outside of my bedroom.
"Tohru? Can I come in?" I smiled.
"Yeah, you can." I saw the door open and he stepped inside, closing the door behind him.
"Are you okay?" I looked at him as I felt hot tears escaping my eyes. I rushed to him, enveloping him into a hug.
"Kyo. I am not sure if I made the right decision. I just. I don't know." I mean I just do not get it." I felt my knees giving in. He held me tighter.
"You know what, why don't we go listen at open mic? Instead of singing, you can listen? Deal?" I nodded and smiled, open mic. Maybe that could get all of this off of my mind.
"Yuki?" I walked out of my room. Then, spotting the silver haired boy in the kitchen, I walked over to him. "Hey Yuki? Would you like to go with us to open mic? We are probably just going to listen but if you want we can…"
"No no Miss Honda. I would love to do that." I smiled, Kyo and Yuki did not always get along but whenever I was there I tried to keep them calm. Sometime I could get them to be okay, but sometimes they just got way too out of control.
"Hopefully we wont run into any unwanted visitors." I had a feeling that both of them knew exactly who I was talking about. I had a bad feeling that we were going to run into him though.
"Well, if we run into the ass hole I will take care of him for you." Kyo smiled. "Oh the things I could-"
"Kyo! You will not hurt him, I-I mean you can hurt him but not to bad." He snickered.
"What, did you think I was going to kill him?" I smiled; to be honest Kyo can get mad enough at someone to go to that length. I think that if I did not want him to then he wouldn't. Kyo really listens to me. Other than Master Kazuma I am one of the people he really listens to. Ever since the day Akito hurt me he had been closer to me. Although, I cannot really remember that day I am sue Kyo gets flashbacks of it everyday.
"Here we are." I realized as Kyo said this I had my arm linked with his. I smiled up at him.
"Come on, let's go." And the three if us went in.
At the age of 19 we could go to places, just not as much as Shigure or Ayame could. I smiled thinking of Yuki's brother. The two had a lot more in common than Yuki acknowledged. But of coarse, due to the bad past between the two I do believe that they wont ever have that bond true bothers share.
"Miss Honda?" We were seated now and Yuki was giving me a worried look.
"Oh, yes?" I looked at him in the eye. Yuki had beautiful eyes. Silvery violet. I smiled.
"You just had an odd loom on your face so I was making sure you were okay." He smiled, I laughed.
"I can do that
sometimes cant I?" He nodded.
"Hey Kyo. Why don't you
sing?" He looked at me. "Aw come on, it could be fun." I
smiled; Kyo never really did too much to put himself out there.
"I have heard you sing befor remember?" He had a look on his face as If he were trying to remember the event.
"Yeah, I remember." I smiled.
"Will you do it then?" He nodded.
"Only this once though." We both noticed the stage clearing up. I smiled. "Go!" I nudged and then he went to the microphone, leafing through the songs. I smiled, in so many ways Kyo is a soft person. I have more than once noticed how beautiful he is. Yuki is beautiful but Kyo has many things Yuki lacks. I smiled as he finally chose a song.
"Hello. My name is Kyo and I will be singing 'What I've Done'. Hope you enjoy it." Then the familiar piano of the song began to play.
In this farewell
There's no blood
There's no alibi
'Cause I've drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousand lies
I could tell he was getting more into the song as he closed his eyes, pouring his soul into the song. I smiled, I think….
So let mercy come
And wash away
What I've done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done
…I think there is something that I really like about Kyo…. Something different
Put to rest
What you thought of me
Well I've cleaned this slate
With the hands
Of uncertainty
So let mercy come
And wash away
What I've done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done
…. Something different from even Ryuu. He makes me feel…. feel so….
(Music Break)
For what I've done
I'll start again
And whatever pain may come
Today this ends
I'm forgiving what I've done
I've faced myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done
He makes me feel so alive. I think there is more to Kyo then I truly know, more than anyone truly knows, and I'd like to be the one who figures it out.
What I've done
Forgiving what I've done
"Thank you." He smiled at me, and I knew that there was something there, some emotion, some feeling that I couldn't recognize.
"Oh Kyo, that was brilliant." I smiled and hugged him.
"So I did good?" As he whispered into my ear I felt chills go down my spine and smiled.
"Yes. You did great." And I knew that Kyo and I were going to be spending a whole lot more time together. Then I heard his voice.
"Tohru?" I turned around just in tome to meet eye to eye. With Ryuu.
"What do you want?" That was when I felt kyo grab my hand, and he gently squeezed it as I felt tears trying to escape my eyes.
"Awe come on Tohru, admit it. You want me, and we all know it." I scowled.
"The only person here who wants you is yourself." And with that I turned and left. This break up is going to be a lot harder that I thought.
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight…
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