I woke up to a bright white light. I looked around and that's all I saw, white. I looked down to find my clothes weren't torn up, and I had no bruises or scars.
Am I dead?
I thought. In the distance I could see a figure. It looked like a person. I walked towards it, almost running. Joy and confusion overwhelmed me when I saw Naruto standing there, smiling that smile I loved.
"N-Naruto-Kun…?" I whispered. He extended his hand out to me. I gripped it softly, letting him lead me away.
We walked for some time, until Naruto stopped, letting go of my hand. I couldn't stop the tears from falling. Suddenly, Naruto pulled me into an embrace. I wrapped my arms around his back, gripping onto his shirt tightly.
"Sakura-Chan…" He whispered in my ear. Sobs escaped me. "I'm so sorry. I never wanted any of this to happen to you." He said. I pulled away, looking at him with confusion.
"You weren't suppose to die Sakura!" He yelled, tears forming in his eyes. I gasped, eyes going wide. But I couldn't help but have a smile come across my face.
"Naruto-Kun…dying was the best thing that could have ever happened to me…" I whispered, looking down and smiling. Naruto gasped, but frowned. He pulled me into another embrace.
"Sakura, I'm so sorry for the things that have happened to you. You know, I've been watching over you. We all have." He murmured. My eyes went wide.
"We?" I muttered. Naruto smiled, and turned sideways. Behind him, I saw Ino and Hinata standing there smiling. I ran up to them, putting my arms around them both.
"I'm so sorry." I whispered to both of them. "I never wanted you guys to die…" More sobs came from me.
"Sakura, you don't have to apologize." Hinata said. I pulled away.
"I never wanted any of you to die. Everyday has been hell for me. I can't go back." I said to all of them. I walked up to Naruto and put my hand on his cheek.
"I can't leave you again." I whispered. Naruto closed his eyes and put his hand over mine. I leaned in, kissing him softly on the cheek. I could see his cheeks getting red. And he pulled me in, kissing me passionately. I grabbed onto his face gently. I pulled away, looking into those beautiful blue eyes of his.
"Sakura, you have to go." He whispered. I looked down, the tears falling from my eyes once more. He lifted my chin up, kissing me one last time. Then he went to go stand by Ino and Hinata. They all were smiling at me.
"We will always look over you Sakura." They all said in unison. I tried running toward them, my arm reaching out for them. But I was fading away. The next thing I knew, everything went black again.
I woke up in a room. My head hurt, and so did my back. I looked around and saw Pein sitting in a corner. I felt nothing but hatred for him now. Somehow I had come back, I didn't want to be though. I sat up, drawing Pein's attention. He rushed over to me, looking at me with worry. He tried helping me up, but I pushed his hands away.
"Get away from me!" I yelled. Pein backed away slowly, frowning.
"Sakura…I'm sorry. But you should be grateful. I brought you back to life." Pein said, crossing his arms. I gasped, eyes going wide.
"W-what…?" I muttered. I shook my head in frustration. "But you still KILLED me Pein!" I yelled. I shot up from the bed, heading for the door. But Pein grabbed a hold of my wrist, swinging me around.
"I didn't say you could leave." He muttered, smirking. I tried pulling out of his grip, but it was no use. He pulled me close to him.
"Sakura, you have no idea of what I just went through." He whispered in my ear. That sent shivers down my spine.
"Just take me back to my cell." I muttered, looking away from his gaze.
"But, you can stay in my room for now." He whispered. I finally pulled out of his grip, walking out the door.
"I'll take myself there!" I yelled. I walked out into the hallway, around the corner, and into the prison. I opened the door to the cell, walked in, locked the door, and sat down in the corner hugging my knees. Tears spilled out of my eyes and onto my knees. I couldn't forgive Pein. I didn't want to speak to him ever again, let alone see him. Why couldn't I have stayed dead? I was happy. But then again, there was something in me that didn't want to leave Pein. For some reason I needed him.
There was a part of me that wanted to comfort Pein. I knew deep down inside he was hurting. After awhile I had felt bad for just leaving him. But everything in me wanted Pein.
Suddenly, the door to the prison opened. I looked up to see Pein standing there. He rushed over to the cell door, opening it frantically. He came to sit down in front of me, looking at me.
"Sakura…I am so sorry…" He whispered. I couldn't help it, I threw my arms around him, squeezing him tight. He hugged me back, burrowing his head into the pocket of my neck. I could feel his tears hitting my bare skin, and that only made me cry more.
"Sakura…I can't make up for all the times I've wronged and hurt you. But, I think you should know a little more about me. About my past." Pein said sternly, pulling away looking at me with all seriousness.
"Okay. What is it?" I asked, worry filling me. Pein looked down, but I put my hand on his shoulder, reassuring him.
"When I was younger, my dad abused me. And I would get made fun of for my bruises and scars. But when I got older, I met this girl. I thought she was the one, and thought I was in love. But I was wrong. She broke my heart. She used me. Once I had told her about my past, she only wanted to humiliate me. And since then, I've abused countless of girls, breaking their hearts. I wanted them to feel the pain I felt, because I thought every girl was the same. And every other girl I've abused has managed to escape, or taken their life. But you Sakura, your will is strong. No matter how much I hurt you, you stay. No matter how much pain I put you through, you stay alive. You're different from the rest. And you've made me see not all girls are the same." Pein said, grabbing onto my hand. He held it tightly, and I couldn't help but be touched by his story. Tears fell from my face, but Pein wiped them away. I looked over at him, putting my hand on his cheek.
"I'm in love with you Sakura. It kills me inside the things I do. But I can't help it. I've been doing it for so long, I don't know how to stop. I don't know how to love properly…" Pein said with such sorrow. I scooted closer to him, so our bodies were inches apart. He looked up at me, stroking my cheek. I leaned closer, our lips inches apart.
"Let me show you." I whispered in his ear. I planted my lips on his, kissing him passionately. I wrapped my arms around his neck, gripping his hair. Pein didn't hesitate to kiss back. He pushed me back gently, laying on top of me. He looked at me with those beautiful eyes. I could always get lost in those eyes of his. He leaned down, kissing me softly on the lips. Suddenly, Pein pulled away, standing up. I gave him a confused look, but he suddenly picked me up carrying me out of the cell.
"Pein!" I yelled, giggling. He carried me into his room, laying me down on the bed. He climbed on top of me, kissing me again. I gripped his hair harder this time. Pein bit down on my lip gently, and that turned me on. I moved my hands down his back, tugging at his shirt. Pein threw it off, quickly going back to kissing me. I let my hands explore his back muscles. I heard multiple small moans come from Pein. I smirked, my nails digging into his skin. Pein started to lift up my shirt, feeling my whole body. But this time, I wanted it. I let him take my shirt off. Pein started to kiss my neck, and for once he didn't bite me. But that only made me want him more. I soon began tugging at his pants, wanting him to take them off. And he didn't hesitate to. I could feel his midsection against mine, and moans came from me. Pein went down, kissing the top of my breast. I gripped onto the sheets of the bed, more moans coming from me. Pein started to suck on my nipple, making me gasp in pleasure. He went down to my stomach, still kissing it. He pulled off my skirt, leaving me naked. He pulled off his boxers. I could feel his cock against my crotch. I moaned loudly.
"Pein…" I moaned over and over again. Slowly, Pein entered me. I clung to his shoulders, moaning once more.
"Sakura…" Pein moaned. Pein was slow at first, but gradually got faster. Pein was kissing my neck at the same time. I gripped onto his hair hard. Pein thrusted fast, and I felt a sharp pain from down there. I knew what it was. Pein had just taken my virginity, and I was in pain for a few minutes. But I tried not to show it, I didn't want Pein thinking he was hurting me. Eventually, the pain went away, and it turned into pleasure. Pein had started to thrust incredibly fast, making me moan loudly.
"Pein…I love you…" I whispered huskily. Pein slowed down, looking me in the eyes. He kissed me hard on the lips, and I kissed back hard too. He slid in his tongue, colliding with mine. It turned into a fierce battle with our tongues.
Eventually, it turned into another kiss. I ran my fingers through his hair. This moment felt perfect. It was everything that I had ever wanted. Everything I needed. I felt like Pein had finally changed, that he was finally the man I wanted.
I guess I had finally fallen asleep. I dreamt of Pein that whole night. I woke up to the sun poking through the small window in Pein's room. Pein was pulling on his pants. I bit my lip from the way he looked in black skinny jeans. He noticed that I was awake, and came over climbing into bed with me, laying next me. He cuddled right up against me, warming me up. For once, he had smiled, and it melted me. I couldn't help but have this part of me that wondered if he was faking all of this. But I didn't care, I was happy. I pecked him on the lips, smiling. But once I pulled away, Pein put his hand around my head, pulling me in for another kiss. I loved the way his lips felt on mine. I slid my hand behind his neck, gently gripping onto his hair.
Suddenly, I heard the door open.
"Hey Pe-" The voice trailed off. I recognized the voice as Itachi's. I pulled away, cocking my head back. Itachi's cheeks flushed a bright red. I pulled the sheets over me, covering myself. I hid my red cheeks. Pein climbed out of the bed, going over to Itachi. I focused on the way his abs moved when he walked, and it really turned me on. I wanted to touch them like I did last night, just thinking of last night sent shivers down my spine.
"What do you want Itachi?" Pein asked, pulling on a shirt. Itachi was staring at me, but looked back at Pein.
"Konan says there's a mission we need to go on. She told me to go get you." Itachi said frowning. Pein grunted as he rummaged through something in his dresser.
"Tell her I'll be there shortly." Pein muttered. Itachi nodded and walked out of the room, closing the door. Pein looked back at me and smiled. He climbed on top of me, kissing me deep. I kissed back, wrapping my arms around his neck.
"Don't you have to report to Konan?" I asked, pulling away. Pein smirked and leaned down, kissing me again. I giggled.
"I said I'd be there 'shortly'." Pein said, still smirking. I smiled mischievously at him. He kissed me again, looking at me with sorrow.
"What's wrong?" I asked, worried.
"I don't want to leave you." Pein whispered. I half smiled at him, kissing him softly on the lips.
"You'll be back before you know it." I whispered, smiling at him. Pein smiled and kissed me one last time.
"You're no longer my slave, you're my girl. So you can go wherever you want in the hideout, just be safe, okay?" Pein said. I smiled.
"I will." I replied. Pein smiled.
"I love you." He said, right before he walked out the door. I smiled.
"I love you too." I replied.
I got up, grabbing my clothes and putting them on. I opened the door slowly, peering out into the dark hallway. I walked cautiously down the hallway, and into the main room of the hideout. No one was there, which made me confused. I heard noise coming from the meeting room. I didn't want to interrupt anything, but my curiosity got the best of me.
I approached the door with hesitation, having second thoughts. My body was telling me to go back to Pein's room, but my head was telling me to go in. And as usual, I went with a gut feeling.
I opened the door, and I felt like my heart beated out of my chest, and someone had stomped on it. Pein and Konan stood before me, kissing. I felt the tears stream down my face, and I stood frozen. Pein and Konan were too caught up in themselves to notice me. Suddenly, I felt sick to my stomach. I ran out of the room, slamming the door, letting Pein and Konan know someone was in there. I didn't make it back to Pein's room, I was falling forward, but I put my arm out, stopping me. I stood there, my head hanging low, gagging. I coughed and gagged until my stomach hurt.
I felt a hand on my shoulder, and I shrugged it off, knowing who it was.
"Get your hands off of me!" I yelled, turning around. I clutched my stomach, still feeling sick. Pein gave me a confused look.
"What?" Pein asked, shocked. I raised an eyebrow at him.
"Well I guess I know what Konan wanted you for!" I screamed. I
started walking towards Pein's bedroom but before I could again, Pein grabbed me and wrapped his arms around me, giving me an awkward hug from behind. I wanted to move but I also wanted to stay in his hold. I pushed out of his arms not thinking twice and went into the bedroom slamming the door behind me. I went to the bed and curled into a ball, covering myself with the blanket. Tears started streaming from my eyes,
and soon the blanket was soaked with them.
Suddenly, I heard a big boom from outside. But it sounded like it came from right outside the wall. I was startled when I heard someone bust through the window. It was a man, he was tall, muscular, and had long, black hair. His eyes possessed the Mangekyou Sharingan. My body became paralyzed with fear. The man looked over at me and smirked.
"You're coming with me." He said with an evil smile. Before I could do anything, he grabbed me. He walked out of the room, still carrying me. I kicked and screamed.
"Let go of me!" I screeched. The man only chuckled and smirked. I didn't want to do this but, I was desperate.
"Pein!" I yelled over and over again, hoping he would hear my cry for help. The man grunted, tightening his grip on me.
"You're a piece of work." He muttered. Suddenly, relief swept over me. I saw Pein standing in front of the exit, arms crossed and his brow furrowed.
"Madara…" Pein muttered angrily.
Madara? Isn't he an Uchiha?
I thought.
"Hmph." Madara muttered, smirking. Suddenly, Madara jumped up into the air, breaking through the roof. Debris fell everywhere, and I shielded myself the best I could. Then, everything went black.
